So Cutesy

The world is on my shoulders, I can't stand the weight

It's shadow looms over me, a reminder of everything I hate

Oh, what I would give anything to leave it all and walk away

But I know how the guilt would eat at me everyday

I wish I could power through, give it my all

But no matter what I do, I just feel so small

Is there a way to remain persistent?

The longer I struggle, the more I grow indifferent.

ignoring my homework

failing my classes

smell burnt rubber

feel like stretched elastic

mind is still running

cause caffeine's fantastic

This is so Sanders Sides core, fr fr

As far as I can tell there are a few different types of dog, independent of sex or breeds but occasionally correlated - including among others -

eccentric roommate (lives here. does stuff. when you're lucky you know what it is before they do it.)

dubious peasant (generally agreeable but on the verge of plotting revolt if not handled appropriately and regularly)

adorable ward (is Baby, makes up for immaturity with cute looks)

sworn knight (serve you till the end of your days. plz give task. take on quest. affirm is good dog)

confused auntie (wants you to make good life choices, mostly just sits on chairs and judges you)

No Thoughts Just Vibes (average golden retriever in my experience and also borzoi)

One day, I shall own these

(x)

Springtime in Salem MA

I grow ever tired as my body fills with dread

I have that sinking feeling that I'd be better off dead

I see the world crash around me, and hate that I complain

Because avoiding homework is pathetic and lame

I worry about everyone, but there's nothing I can do

So I let myself indulge in the thoughts that just aren't true

That I'm pathetic and useless, that there's no one I can trust

And to do anything less than everything is morally unjust

My stomach hurts :(

I 'm gonna be okay because I'll make it so

If you think I'm full of shit, tell me something I don't already know

but let me live in my feeble fallacious fantasy

for just today, let me believe I'll be okay

and that I'm going to be okay because I can make it so