Eccentricechoes - Sunshine

If I'm a mess, let me be a mess

Tear me apart, I live for distress

If my life is hell, then so be it, let me dwell

I'm a cyclone, a blizzard, your local natural disaster

So I'll live like there's no tomorrow, cause if I die, there's nothing after

You can call it self destructive, call me paranoid,

But I'm tired of being productive, I'm resting in the void

Update:

Still sleepy. Now laying in bed, listening to Chappell Roan on repeat.

I saw this door to nowhere the other day.

Bedroom decor progress :)

If monster is so bad for me, why is it so tasty? Hmmm?

I feel like I put hours into stuff, but make no progress. it's so weird

My friend asked me about my new tattoo before class today, and I couldn't help but laugh because it was actually just a bunch of notes I had written on my arm

I still haven't finished my homework, that means one thing: chug a monster and pull an all nighter

anyways, friends are great. no matter what kind of day i'm having, being with them puts me in brighter spirits. I can't help but to laugh and smile, and it makes me want to do everything in my power to make them all laugh and smile too

Maybe I should paint my Ukulele with sun, moon, stars. This looks rad