Swallow Heart Edwardian Brooch

Am I just an idea

A sweet little thought?

Why couldn't I be your promise?

Why can your love only be bought?

Bought with my achievements

Bought with fake smiles and laughter

Why can't it be enough?

Why is your attention still all I'm after?

Anyway, I didn't turn in my homework last night. Maybe I'll actually do it later but it's late now :/

I'm gonna do the adult thing and have shower cry real quick, then see how much of that analysis I can complete before the deadline in an hour and a half

Another day, another moment Tubi Flesh Hat is burned into my mind

Color Exposure Therapy

idk, I just really want a sandwich

Spiders are so cool

🕷 The spiders of the United States Boston, Boston Society of Natural History, 1875.

My friend asked me about my new tattoo before class today, and I couldn't help but laugh because it was actually just a bunch of notes I had written on my arm

Sometimes, I worry that my mental health will never get better, not because I'm incapable of improving, but because being not okay has become a part of my identity. I've spent so much of my life being anxious and depressed that I'm scared of learning who I am outside of that; Even though I know my life would be far more fulfilling as I continue to get better.