Latest Posts by eccentricechoes - Page 4

I wish I could love you with every piece of me.

I wish I could be the person you'd like me to be.

I wish I could discard everything I hate about myself, create something new.

I wish I could be sweet, and kind, and a little more like you.

𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔪𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔬𝔱𝔥

I try to reflect, but the days start to blend.

Am I better because I worked hard, or was it the weather in the end?

I'd like to think I'll stay better, even if my mood fluctuates now and then

I don't want to think otherwise, I can't go through this yet again.

Did I get the wrong impression, or is it winter depression? I wish I could answer my own question, is it just winter depression?

Please don't let it be seasonal, it's not a tradition I'd like to continue

I want to just be better, Not have more work I'll have to redo.

I've worked, let it be lasting improvement, let it grow

Let it be some solid change, not habits I'll let go

I need to take more walks, if only to get out of my head

I'd like to think if I walk far enough, I can forget everything you said

Cause when the warm my hits my face, it starts to fade away

So maybe, if I walk far enough, it'll all be okay someday

Spiders are so cool

🕷 The spiders of the United States Boston, Boston Society of Natural History, 1875.

Update:

Still sleepy. Now laying in bed, listening to Chappell Roan on repeat.

To no ones surprise, I am sleepy

I saw this door to nowhere the other day.

I wish I could just live off of Cheez It's and Monster, you know?

If my desk was this pretty, maybe I'd actually keep it clean lol

My little forest cottage desk 🌿🌛✨

This is so beautiful

Am I just an idea

A sweet little thought?

Why couldn't I be your promise?

Why can your love only be bought?

Bought with my achievements

Bought with fake smiles and laughter

Why can't it be enough?

Why is your attention still all I'm after?

I can't read music. How should this be done?

I can't read music, and what good is singing a song without knowing how it should be sung?

I can't read music, can barely hold a tune.

But when you're in a musical, you better learn quick and catch up soon

More chaotic doodles, by yours truly

Have you ever been obsessed with something you hate?

I wanna go back to bed :/

I'm pretty sure my cats favorite hobbies are sitting where they're not supposed to, and running across my keyboard

Can you hear the music?

Sometimes, I worry that my mental health will never get better, not because I'm incapable of improving, but because being not okay has become a part of my identity. I've spent so much of my life being anxious and depressed that I'm scared of learning who I am outside of that; Even though I know my life would be far more fulfilling as I continue to get better.

Now here I go again

I see the crystal visions

I keep my visions to myself

—Dreams, Fleetwood Mac.

I wish I was a manic pixie dream they, living in a whimsy goth castle

〰𓆝☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩

I'll always be a wanderer

Exploring where I really shouldn't go

Both mental and physical places

I find that I just have to know

What is really out there

How things work, and why

Even when I don't actually want answers

Even when it makes me cry

I'm literally so tired right now. Why am I more tired when I get those 8 hours than when I pull an all nighter????