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lies & bets

❦ pairings: sirius black x fem!reader

❦ warnings: fluff, ANGSTTT, KINDA smut.

❦ summary: you find out something. and it certainly isn't good.

❦ word count: 1,4k

❦ a/n: not my gif.

because of his not so good reputation with ladies, you would never though you'd give him a chance and actually end up in a relationship with him.

but there you were; in an almost six months relationship and you couldn't be happier.

you loved him and he loved you.

the relationship was beautiful.

but, as always, nothing good lasts forever.

let's take it from the beggining.

"listen, y/n," said sirius one sunny september day when you two walked from your last period of that afternoon. "you. me. tomorrow evening. and sunset."

"are you asking me on a date, black?" you raised an eyebrow.

"that's exactly what i'm doing, y/l/n."

"and you're asking me to watch sunset with you?" you smiled. "wow, you truly know how to bewitch a girl."

"i can steal some food from the kitchens and we can have a picnic if you'd like."

"oh, stop, it sirius," you laughed, "or you're gonna make me fall in love with you."

that was his goal.

that was exactly his goal.

but you didn't know that.

• • •

and that's how it started. by a beautiful date where you watched sunset, ate some snacks and listened to some cheesily romantic songs on your muggle player. it was fun. you hadn't felt like that in a long time.

you two had gone to two more dates before you made things official. you couldn't believe that. you couldn't believe that sirius, a boy you loved since your second year, asked you on a date and then asked you to be his girlfriend. could your life be any better?

it could but you didn't know that.

everyone was happy for you and sirius. well, your best friends, mary, lily and marlene warned you about him. after all, you knew about how he treated ladies but you knew he changed. you thought he changed.

marauders' -excluding sirius- reactions confused you. they said they were glad you two got together but at the same time the three of them looked at each other with that look of theirs that you didn't quite understand whenever you talked about sirius or when you and your boyfriend were affective in front of them.

they knew something but you had no idea.

by the time december arrived, you were completely in love with the black boy and it was quite noticeable. you stared at him in classes and he took advantages of that: he ran his hand trough his black locks or looked back at you and winked, causing your cheeks turn to dark shade of pink. during classes he also sent you notes in which were compliments written or that he's happy you're his. you we're startled when he was the first one to say the l word and not you.

and you believed that.

your gaze sadly missed the times when the other three marauders – mostly james and remus, but peter sometimes too – sent him pleading looks that quite literally screamed "stop it". your eyes, however didn't miss the times when one of the three boys whispered something to sirius and the boy's response was a sharp "no", "shut up" or "i'm not going to stop".

but stop what?

you didn't know.

and the fourteenth of february you had your first sex with sirius - first sex ever.

you could tell he was surprised when you said you were ready to be intimate with him that valentine's day, but did he complain? no.

cause this was his goal too.

but you didn't know that.

you wanted him to be your first because you would already trust him with your life if you had to.

before you two had sex, he asked you at least milion times if you were ready and told you that if you'd feel uncomfortable or in pain, you will have to tell him to stop. you loved that even though he was obviously horny, he still cared about your pleasure more than his.

that's what you loved about him the most.

the care he held for you.

the sex was amazing, more than amazing actually. you never heard more praises than you heard that night when he pounded to you slowly. you loved the way how his sweet moans and swear words slipped his mouth into your ears.

the after-care was perfect. sirius ran a bath for you that was just the perfect temperature, with bubbles that smelled like strawberries. sirius sat on a stool next to the bath and read little women to you. his voice was so beautiful and you felt so tired and relaxed that you almost fell asleep.

later, the two of you cuddled in bed, sirius was whispering how much beautiful you are and how much he loves you. you didn't know where were the other marauders that night but you were grateful they weren't there.

you fell asleep to sirius' heartbeats.

• • •

sirius did feel guilty about the whole thing.

he soon began to realize what kind of dickhead he was to do such a stupid thing like that.

what was the worst thing? that he began to fall in love with you. why was it the worst? because his plan was only to make you fall in love with him, fuck you and throw you away like a trash. but now, that he caught romantic feelings, he couldn't do that and wished you would never find out what was the whole relationship from the beggining.

a game.

just a bloody game.

• • •

it was just a few days after you lost your virginity - 22nd of february, to be spcific - when you were doing your potions homework in the library. sirius was on his afternoon class so you were alone. the room was quiet, just how you liked it.

however, the quietness was soon ruined by james potter.

"y/n, i need to talk to you," he said breathlessly. you were sure he was running the whole way from his dorm to here.

"no, james." you shook your head. "i'm not going to try to convince lily to go on a date with you."

"that's not why i'm here." he sat on the chair opposite to you.

you furrowed your eyebrows. "okay, what is it, then?"

he took a deep breath, looking nervous. that made you worried because seeing james nervous was not something you could see often.

"it was a bet, y/n. . ."

you gulped, knowing what he meant but didn't want to believe it. "w-what was a bet?"

he gave you a look and that was everything to make you tear up.

you couldn't tell that you were surprised, you expected something like this in the beginning, but you thought he change. still, you didn't want to believe that he would waste seven months of his life just for a couple of galleons.

"how much?"

james sighed. "five galleons."

"five galleons?" you humourlessly laughed. "i'm worth more than that."

joking about your problems is the best coping mechanism.

you slowly packed your things. "if he asks where i am, don't tell him. don't tell anyone." and with that, you left the library.

• • •

the black lake was your favorite place. it used to be whenever sirius was but you couldn't bear his presence from this day for obvious reasons.

words couldn't describe how naive and sad you felt at that moment. you never felt so broken. and the worst thing about it was that sirius, the boy who you thought was the love of your life, caused you this much pain.

a black dog approached you, snuggling his nose into your arm.

"go away, sirius," you spoke quietly, pushing the dog away slightly.

snuffles took a couple of steps away in confusion.

"i know about the bet," you explained and the dog lowered its ears. "i just have a few things to say before we'll never talk to each other again. first, don't turn back now, i don't thing i could bear to look at your stupid face. second, i want to let you know how much i hate you, but at the same time i would forgive you right now, right here because no matter how much you hurted me, i still love you. third, i honestly hope you burn in hell since i don't believe you would get into heaven considering the amount of people you hurt. fourth, i want you to not contact me or try to talk to me until my death. you can beg for forgiveness however you want, but i, y/n y/l/n, will never forgive you, sirius black."

The radio thing is so funny cause we have

George: ABSOLUTELY ELATED VIVA LAS VEGAS

Max : yes guys haha thank you so much guys wow can't believe 4 time champion wow

Charles: FUCKING HELL FUCK THIS SHIT BEWARE FROM NOW ON NO MORE MR NICE GUY

if you're a fan of the big 3, i fw you heavy

just thinking….only thinking…i know he wouldn’t but yknow just thinking

the world is so so mean to sleepy girls. What do u mean i have to get out of my bed

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

Okay i dont know if many people on here have watched greys anatomy but in s2 e18 when Meredith ignores George and the absolute heartbreak on his face and then when he talks to Izzy and says ‘she doesnt hear me’. I think ill always hate Meredith for that like i just wanted to squeeze the life out of the love sick puppy



Pierre and Charles doing la bise kill me now

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