I Can’t Believe The Way The Series Ruined Dexter’s Character And Erased His Personality, I Just Read

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

Honestly, I sometimes contemplate on my actions to an unnecessary point.

What if I never said 'yes'? Maybe I should've just waited longer.

It's normal, though. Everyone does that. They, too, want to end the pain by drowning in their own blood rather than in guilt. They'll feel like the most miserable person in the whole world and regret it the next day. They were just caught up in the moment.

They'll regret throwing away old things, cutting their wrists open, macrodosing those pills, chugging down that bottle of bitterness that taste sweeter than their suffering.

They'll only end up as addicts. Adding up to their pain with every pill they take, with every slit from that cutter, and with every drop of body fluids they excrete in whatever way.

I am merely another one of them. I am not in any way better or worse. I am just another number in the statistics.

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

we are so back (relapsing)

Planets in the houses II

═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ══ Jupiter in the houses ═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ═

1st house || 2nd house || 3rd house || 4th house || 5th house || 6th house || 7th house || 8th house || 9th house || 10th house || 11th house || 12th house

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═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ═ Saturn in the houses ═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ═

1st house || 2nd house || 3rd house || 4th house || 5th house || 6th house || 7th house || 8th house || 9th house || 10th house || 11th house || 12th house

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═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ══ Uranus in the houses ══ ∘◦❁◦∘ ═

1st house || 2nd house || 3rd house || 4th house || 5th house || 6th house || 7th house || 8th house || 9th house || 10th house || 11th house || 12th house

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═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ══ Neptune in the houses ═ ∘◦❁◦∘

1st house || 2nd house || 3rd house || 4th house || 5th house || 6th house || 7th house || 8th house || 9th house || 10th house || 11th house || 12th house

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═ ∘◦❁◦∘ ══ Pluto in the houses ══ ∘◦❁◦∘ ═

1st house || 2nd house || 3rd house || 4th house || 5th house || 6th house || 7th house || 8th house || 9th house || 10th house || 11th house || 12th house

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i hate falling in love. i hate falling in love. i hate falling.

i hate caring so much about someone. i hate having someone constantly running in my mind, distracting me of all my other needs.

i hate crying when i realize that i have put my guard down for someone. i hate seeing my reflection, thinking that i have disgraced myself. how can i let my body feel funny for a person?

i hate knowing that i have feelings for my other half. i hate realizing how i seem in front of others. i hate being aware of my own faults.

i hate that i will never be with that person. i hate that i won't ever make progress with that person, even until our last meeting.

i hate that i don't know who he really is. i hate that i've done nothing about this tragedy. i hate that i like him.

donating my body to science so my corpse can be the cadaver that awakens a deeper understanding of lust and death in a second year med student

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier