I Am Finding My Way Back To Myself Again. Slowly, Patiently, Intricately. I Am Finding Roads In Between

“If only we could see the endless string of consequences that result from our smallest actions. But we can’t know better until knowing better is useless.”

— John Green

“I love that word. Forever. I love that forever doesn’t exist, but we have a word for it anyway, and use it all the time. It’s beautiful and doomed.”

— Viv Albertine

Sometimes I think that we are so affected by movies and tv and the false reality in which we see all the characters telling the protagonists why they matter and sometimes explain the meaning behind their actions and the protagonists just find themselves and does what they expect of him/her or just does his/her own thing but in real life this shit doesn't happen. People just tell you what you want to hear and not what you need to hear and they don't care what's the meaning behind your actions or how you are and no one shows this except a few shows or movies and that really confuses us because what we all are waiting for, the epiphany or realization it just doesn't come. You have to think about all your actions and choices of all time and learn through them that why you did what you did and who you really are. And it's not gonna be one specific thing because humans are too complex of a species to fit into a word, sentence or anything that can be explained.

Indeed it does.

Listen to me. I’m shy. I’m not stupid. I can’t meet people’s eyes. I don’t know if you understand what that’s like. There’s a whole world going on around me, I’m aware of that. It’s not because I don’t want to look at you, Lucinda. It’s that I don’t want to be seen.

Jonathan Lethem

Wow

“When people talk to each other, they never say what they mean. They say something else and you’re expected to just know what they mean.”

— Morten Tyldum

“People will show you who they are, but we ignore it because we want them to be who we want them to be.”

— Don Draper

“Nobody will stop you from creating. Do it tonight. Do it tomorrow. That is the way to make your soul grow - whether there is a market for it or not!”

— Kurt Vonnegut

“I have a list in my head of all the feelings I still want to feel before I die. And you have ticked so many things off that list.”

— Iain Thomas

Yes, terrible things happen, but sometimes those terrible things—they save you.

Chuck Palahniuk