A Call
I felt the need to call you.
.
You had promised me.
But it seems I was only dreaming.
The abysmal dark threatens to swallow me.
To dampen my whispered calling.
You had vowed to come to me.
âAnytimeâ, you said, âyou shall ever need me.â
The promise lies broken I fathom.
You should be here by now
But it seems that you wonât ever come.
I donât fear my fall for I can rise up to move again.
But what about your promises that stay broken?
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~ aranya
God is the only reason I made it this far.
âThereâs so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesnât. Thereâs a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesnât need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes in library books, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but donât romanticize life like you canât survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isnât any less beautiful, I promise.â
â Emery Allen (via wordsnquotes)
Gotta nip them in the bud from now on
Happy International Lesbian Day, and shout-out to all our lesbian followers!
If youâre looking to learn some lesbian history to celebrate the day, check out our episodes on these wonderful women - itâs impossible to say for certain if all these women were lesbians, but they definitely have a place in our conversations about the history of women loving women!:
Anne Lister - 19th century English landowner who journalled the intimate details of her love affairs with women in Secret Lesbian Code.
Audre Lorde - self-described âBlack, lesbian, mother, warrior, poetâ who fought for women who, like her, were excluded from mainstream US feminism, whether because of class, race, sexuality, or disability.
Yoshiya Nobuko - prolific author whose popular works on friendships and romances between women made her the richest woman in Japan
St Brigid of Kildare - 5th-century abbess whose rejection of marriage and relationship with fellow nun Darlugdach has made her an inspiration to Irish queer women
Chavela Vargas - Costa-Rican-born musician who put a lesbian spin on traditional Mexican music
BĂawacheeitchish - a renowned warrior, and highly ranked Crow chief in the 19th century, who married four wives (note this image is of Barcheeampe, a possibly-fictional Crow woman who may have been inspired by BĂawacheeitchish - we sadly have no pictures of BĂawacheeitchish herself)
[Images: portrait of Anne Lister; photograph of Audre Lorde next to blackboard which reads âWomen are powerful and dangerousâ; Yoshiya Nobuko; stained glass window of St Brigid; Chavela Vargas singing on stage; line-drawing of Barcheeampe on a horse holding a spear]
Chavela Vargas â La Llorona
"And then, I have nature and art and poetry, and if that is not enough, what is enough?"
-Vincent van Gogh
âMy capital of silk, you are so soft, but its hard, this heart, this art, this darkâŚto understandâŚbut if you go the landâŚof the thousand dancesâŚwe might just have a million and one chances.â
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Heading to her new homeÂ