I Always Wants To Be A Part Of Them. But In The End, I Only Able To Look From A Far. It's Starting To

28/09/2023

Ponniyin Selvan - 2 🗡🔥

Not every time the sky would be clear, and that's perfectly fine 🌊

I hope you'll like the playlist 😊 I has all the BTS songs from debut to the latest release and both japanese and korean songs ✌☺ Have fun listening to BTS 💜💜❤

I regret the time I spent thinking that studying is everything. I regret for thinking that any hobby is a just a waste of time. I should have had a hobby. I regret all the time I used only to study for nothing but to get myself stressed and depressed in the end. I wish I could go back.

I have disappeared. Don't look for me 🙃😂✌

I'm 21 ❤

I turn 21 today. On 5th of January 2022. Somehow I'm very proud that I achieved this number. 21 years of living, how many times have I cried over so many ridiculous and heartbreaking things and how many times have I genuinely laugh out loud. 21 years of living, I have learnt a lot. And I want to keep on learning. And I want to see the world. not just the small world I've seen so far but the big wide world out there. I want to go and explore and maybe find a friend. It's been more than 6 years since I had a friend. since the last time, my ex so-called best friend left me without even telling me why. Oh wait, she did when I asked. She told me that my moody self was annoying and that she didn't wanted my friendship anymore. Well at least she had a reason for leaving, unlike the other so-called best friend I had, who stopped talking all of a sudden without any reason (rumors have it that her mother hated me for being friend with the girl she dislike so my wonderful ex best friend being the loyal daughter she is, cut off my friendship *sighs*). Thanks to god everything is in past tense. I haven't find any best friend or even a close friend since then but I honestly wish I will soon. And there it is my birthday wish. To find a best friend. But I don't want to force myself to find a friend. I don't think i cant effort to lose another friend after treating them as my best friend with my whole heart. That hurts a lot. A lot. I want best friend, my genuine and desperate wish. it feels so jealous to see everyone having a good time with their best friends, seeing them eating together, going out together and spending time together. I wish I'll have those days soon too.

And my second wish is to be brave. I know I've always been brave, but I wish I have a little more or maybe even a lot more of braveness. they said the first step is the scariest and once you move pass that everything else will fall into place. but the thing is, to take that very first step, the amount of courage ness you are going to need is indescribable. Some does it easily, and some needs that extra spoon of courage to take that first step. In my case, I think I'm going to need a whole bucket of that courage hahahaha. Like I said, I have always been brave, when i went to the beach alone for the first time when in matriculation (it still scares me how anything could have happened, just anything when that grab driver went to a wrong deserted place because i chose the place wrongly.) But don't worry. I don't make sill mistakes like choosing wrong destination anymore. You know I'm 21. Or even i had to go to hospital last year due to lack of Hb and almost got blood transfusion. I cried a lot but I was still brave for being able to face it. Well, at least for me. I know I'm brave but I would like to be more brave. I believe i will be soon.

I wanna live. live the life I want. be happy and do everything I wish I can. I want to be more brave.. Let's live; happily and bravely.

EnchantingWarriorPrincess

This is my personal blog. I come here to share achievements of my life; both big and small. I'll share small things that I think is cute or that are making me happy. I am also going to share my thoughts here, on just anything. I don't say my opinions are all correct or expect others to believe them too. it is just what I am thinking and I just want to say it somewhere. I might not be right to think so. And I also come here to rant too, to relieve my anger and stress. AND most importantly I'll post related to BTS here too, yeah I am an PROUD ARMY. This blog is just my safe place; my hideout. Good luck to me, to be able to post constantly.

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