Latest Posts by envyofthegods - Page 2
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
the first time i watched this scene i found it funny when todd thew up but now when i watch i get it... this scene genuinely makes me feel sick to my stomach in the most heart aching gut wrenching way
this sequence absolutely breaks me bc todd was taking in the beautiful scenery and wanted to share the moment with neil out of habit but then he turns around, searches through the dps members and remembers neil is gone now and becomes physically sick realizing he’s lost his best friend and lover... this seems like a basic insight of the film but i didn’t understand the emotional depth of the scene until my second watch
i feel like todd’s the kind of guy to downplay anything bad that happens to him and instead focuses solely on his friends like
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meeks going to the bathroom to wash his face after having a bad day
todd: meeks are you okay ?
meeks: wha? todd?? what are you doing here??
todd: oh nothing, im just having a panic attack, anyway are you-
meeks, instantly worried and panicking: YOU’RE WHAT
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todd, getting a nosebleed from overstress but knowing that knox is scared of blood: oh my god, im so sorry let me just leave real quick
knox, frantically calling for someone to get the nurse: THAT IS NOT WHY IM SCARED RIGHT NOW ARE YOU OKAY
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todd, during a meeting: charlie you look cold, do you want my jacket
charlie, actively trying to wrap todd into a hug so he gets warmer: todd you’re literally turning blue???
todd: oh…. but are you-
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pitts, tripping and falling onto todd causing both of them to fall on the ground and todd to hit his head
todd, slurring slightly: a’ ‘ou oka’ (are you okay)
pitts, panicking because todd probably has a concussion and he only scraped his hands: NOW is NOT the time todd
todd: ‘our han’s loo’ hur’ (your hands look hurt)
pitts about to cry: todd please don’t talk i have to take you to the nurse
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todd, watching cameron stress over going over his notes to catch any minor mistake: cameron, if you want i can look over you’re notes during winter and make sure you didn’t make any silly mistakes :)
cameron: oh thanks, but won’t you want to spend time w/ your family?
todd: oh no, my parents said im not allowed back into the house until i deserve it by being at the top of all my classes and acting more like jeff
cameron, horrified: they what
todd: so im free to help :)
cameron, still horrified: todd wait back up a bit your parents said what
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neil, waking todd up from a nightmare: todd, baby are you okay *concerned face*
todd, sobbing because of the nightmare: yea im sorry i woke you up tho
neil, hugging todd and trying to calm him down: oh no no no,,,, don’t be sorry sweetheart, everything’s fine
todd, sobbing harder: but you were so tiredddddd
neil: todd-
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yeah anyway
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“Todd wondered to himself if he would ever get used to the way it felt to be loved by Neil Perry”
“there is still so much of you that you haven’t discovered yet.”
— journalsbyrm
not me thinking ‘wow james looks so good here’
"are they laughing ? god they're laughing ? to a joke a teacher said ? how incredible? gotta take notes on this guy."
Me : *does literally anything*
My brain : you are-
Some of my favorite movies/series Part 3:
(dark academia, light academia & cottage core themed/coded):
1. The Imitation Game (2014; directed by Morten Tyldum; 113 mins)
2. Wilde (1997; directed by Brian Gilbert; 118 mins)
3. The Theory Of Everything (2014; directed by James Marsh; 123 mins)
4. The Talented Mr. Ripley (1999; directed by Anthony Minghella; 139 mins)
5. The Goldfinch (2019; directed by John Crowley; 149 mins)
6. Call Me By Your Name (2017; directed by Luca Guadagnino; 132 mins)
7. Tell It To The Bees (2018; directed by Annabel Jankel; 106 mins)
8. Dickinson (2019-; 3 seasons)
9. Good Will Hunting (1997; directed by Gus Van Sant; 127 mins)
10. Tolkien (2019; directed by Dome Karukoski; 112 mins)
thinking about how guilty charlie must have felt about neil’s death because if he just hadn’t listened to mr keating, if he’d persisted and fought my perry a bit harder, if he’d done something more then maybe neil would never have gone home and maybe neil would still be alive
The sole purpose of the bedroom is to melt away any stressors.
"What is stronger than the human heart Which shatters over and over and still lives."
chameron is literally my least favourite ship of all time.
like i love charlie to the moon and back but hes an asshole to cameron and i think its weird when people romanticise that. they dont have banter or tension they straight up dislike each other and most of the time charlie is just plain mean to cameron. i like charlie and i think half the stuff he says to cameron is funny and i also think it doesnt cut that deep for cameron to be on the receiving end.
but in no way shape or form should their behaviour be considered romantic.
well bestie i’ll let you know when my new fic drops bc thats exactly what it is
i'm going to be honest i physically can't imagine anderperry as enemies to lovers
do not talk to me. i am currently crying in anderperry
Todd: okay raise your hand if you thought Neil and I were dating
Everyone:
Todd: Neil, put your hand down
no one:
neil: the shape, it’s quite, aerodynamic 😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉
todd:
neil: are u in love with me yet
was bored
I- gale... you’re done. you’re done.
Just realized that there's probably a lot of dps fans here on Tumblr that don't follow Gale Hansen on Twitter and didn't see him tweet this the other day so here you go
the devil made me do it but i also kinda wanted to
green academia
(my personal favourite sub-aesthetic)
cinematic parallels: Ben Barnes Shadow and Bone edition
pov: todd read the outsiders ONCE and jumped into his greaser era
Ethan Hawke in a promotional picture of the 1989 movie Dad.
BREAKING NEWS
The World’s First Unmanned Flying Deskset allegedly knocked Mr. Perry off the face of the planet and his son, inventor Neil Perry won a Tony for his brilliant performance in an off broadway, local production (at Henley Hall) as Puck in A Midsummer Night’s Dream.
no thoughts just shy neil perry
once again... im sorry but i had to do it
i wholeheartedly believe that neil’s death ruined todd and that he never would have recovered. he spent the rest of his life with his guard up being haunted by what neil did and was never able to fully trust anyone ever again