“When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it.”
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“I keep remembering — I keep remembering. My heart has no pity on me.”
— HENRI BARBUSSE, The Inferno
”match my freak” match my melancholy. be nostalgic about a past you weren’t even that happy in. find something to be haunted about throughout every second of your day
wow!! your hands are so big compared to mine… and your torso… and your thighs… you could really do anything you wanted to with me, you know that right? i’m so much smaller than you are, you could just manhandle me. shove me anywhere you want… pick me up and throw me about. i wouldn’t even mind.