Latest Posts by erlanddeity - Page 5

my love language?

all of em

plz spend time with me, plz engulf me with your arms, plz feed me treats made from your love, plz help me with my homework, plz cast my doubts away and say you love me

I'm just really lonely

i got a perfect match with azula on the mbti chemistry thing and bitch!!??? if that doesn't say anything about my mental health idk what will

shameless rant about tokrev!!!

i wish the female characters in tokrev got to display their fighting abilities more, it would rlly add some more depth to their characterization and i dont mean like they dont have backstories or anything

like some of these girls are real badasses

senju is said to be as powerful as mikey and yet we never see her fight properly??? what was the point??? several characters have commented on her strength, namely wakasa and benkei so then why is she being treated like a fragile little thing. maybe im missing smt but i genuinely dont get why wakasa would tell takemichi to take care of brahman's princess when he himself knows how much strength she possesses. also takemichi cant fight for shit hows he gonne take care of her?

emma is said to have been taught how to fight by her siblings. yet we never see her skills. its a different case if she deliberately chose not to involve herself with gang affairs but what about that battle in the parking lot?? she had the skills to protect herself. even if she does not alter the aftermath of the fight, we wouldve seen her being able to fling two attackers with her umbrella.

yuzuha is the most competent female character i feel like cuz we do actually get to see her fight but idk if its just my memory but i dont actually remember how the fight went. did she beat whoever she was fighting? also i would like to see her more. wish hakkai had invited her to the toman 2.0 so in that way we'd get to see more of her.

hina honestly has such wasted potential. i mean this girl went up to mikey - a person who can knock anyone with just one kick AND whos the leader of a gang - and slapped him in the early episodes! GIRLBOSS BEHAVIOR!!! and then she;s just ... there ... even her promise to protect Takemichi seems weak. i get that shes like the emotional support for takemichi but i wish we got to see her full on blasting guys. imagine ppl just underestimating her cuz shes short and fragile-looking and a GIRL. then she goes and knocks up everyone who charges at her, dislocating their jaw, breaking teeth, three punch to the chest, four to the sides and one special to the groin and she has five guys kneeling at her feet. i feel like she would also like to do some emotional damage while grabbing a guys arm and twisting it like 'damn, you must not be very strong if a mere 5 ft girl can just snap u like a twig'

i would also like to see a female gang like pls wakui-sensei make it happen plz

tokrev has little female characters as it is but to have the ones we do get to be just on the sidelines and only appearing when our mc needs a boost is wasted potential. we couldve had some rlly entertaining stuff like the toman members teaching the girls how to fight or the girls getting together for a trip when they get harassed and boom! the harassers are crying for their moms with blood running down their nose.

im hoping the battle between kantou and toman 2.0 will have senju bring out the monster in her. i wanna see the senju ppl compare to mikey. the one wakasa and benkei praised. the one who was the leader of a gang she formed herself, a gang which was infamous in tokyo and which was one of the three deities.

plz

have senju go wild

im begging here

schools have a special talent of finding fault in everything

like gurl chill, the hair that's falling to the side of my face is sophisticated planning for shy me. it acts as a barrier to people and helps me not get anxious so much.

idk if i should be worried about this but i can't seem to relax properly as in there is a dull pain in my chest, right above my heart - might even be my heart tbh but it's not like a searing pain. it's like if someone is gently pushing my chest.

my heart also feels like it's beating very fast but when I press my hand against my chest it feels normal. at least that's what I'm getting

ive never had anything like this

this has been going on for a while ever since I started to eat lunch. I came back from exams which is offline here. I felt nothing on the way. now I've washed the dishes (it felt weird even tho I used to do it all the time) and am on my bed now, going to fall asleep and hopefully wake up more refreshed. I admit school has been stressful cuz of the practical exams I had and now I have exams till second week of march.

idk if it's cuz of the stress I've accumulated but I just wanted to write it down. for evidence ig

i feel like ppl underestimate how tired i am after i come home from any social event

like the THREE WORDS I SPEAK

THE MINISCULE AMOUNT OF SPACE I OCCUPIED

THE OVERWHELMING CULMINATION OF EMOTIONS SPURRING FROM DIFF PEOPLE

THE MENTAL GYMNASTICS IN MY HEAD TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT KIND OF COMMUNICATION METHOD WILL WORK ON WHICH PEOPLE

THE EYE-CONTACT

THE JOKES AND LAUGHS I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH

HAVING TO HOLD MY PATIENCE UP BY A THREAD AND PUSHING MYSELF TO ENDURE THE PAIN ON MY FEET

all that just from a ten minute outside time

seeing ppl make fanfics and headcanons about the pillars and its like okay but yall are forgetting someone

MY BABY!!!!

me just waiting for my baby to get animated like

as a shy person who has a really deep fear of being judged and absolutely terrified at the aspect of possibly embarrassing myself, practical exams are hell

ngl my handwriting too good for me to be this dumb smh

me: *saves every mitsuya fanfic*

me: listen, im a whore

This week is Children’s Mental Health Week and Sexual Abuse & Sexual Violence Awareness Week.

Children’s mental health (struggles) and sexual abuse/violence happen everywhere day to day.

To anyone struggling with either of these, I’m so sorry, I send you all my love. I hope it can get better, and that you can escape/get help with these situations, though I know that can be difficult.

Stay safe everyone and have a great day or evening.

Watch "This video will change how you see Eren" on YouTube

Mind blown multiple times by this incredible analysis. All AOT fans should watch this it will change your life. Thank you Invaderzz! 🙏💯💥🔥😱

i either go for the carefree younger sibling or the stressed out older sibling

theres no in between

writing culture is you start a new wip but you run out of ideas/energy so you stop for a while then you start a new wip but you run out of ideas/energy so you stop for a while then you start a new wip-

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THE LITTLE THINGS

- the things they do that make you fall even deeper into the pits of their love [tokyorev fluff <3 just the boys being sweethearts that love you to bits].

- includes: baji, chifuyu, & mitsuya

- BAJI likes to lift up your hands and cover them in kisses, a small testament to his unwavering love. You could be studying, talking, or doing just about anything when he decides to pull a sneak attack on your palms, kissing them until your skin goes numb.

- CHIFUYU always helps you with your hair. Wether it be taming it in the morning or helping you dry it after a shower, he’s always a big help. He’s really good at styling it too, and can whip out a braid in under a minute.

- MITSUYA makes you things; anything and everything you want, he can do. You need some new clothes? He’s got your measurements down by heart. You want a stuffed toy? He’ll whip one out in a flash. He loves giving you gifts and assisting you in your own sewing endeavors.

Reblogs are greatly appreciated!!

listen as much as i love osamu

me being the picky eater that i am, i feel like he'd get so annoyed

osamu: bruh you haven't even tried this yet, how tf do u know it tastes bad??!!

me: i just know!!!

how come mikey's english name stuck on but baji's never did?

i like to imagine its cuz someone showed him the twilight movie and baji never wanted to be associated with edward anymore

i genuinely thought these three were the same person

The Guideline - erlandwrites - 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]

How should love feel?

“Like this,” came Shinichiro’s reply as he made a big heart around the castle with a branch he found. Emma had to suppress the smile that wanted to force its way out. “Then boom!” And he lurched his stick side to side, carving long slits on the heart; it was a mess now. “An explosion.” Shinichiro gave her a big grin.

Emma didn’t pay her brother’s unique humor any mind: and falling in love?

“Falling in love …” Shinichiro sat back, finger on his chin as he got to thinking. “feels like falling. It’s fast, confusing, tumultuous, like falling in a never-ending rabbit hole. You know, Alice in Wonderland style. And the weird thing is, you won’t want it to stop when you get a taste of the thrill of it. It’s addictive.”

ITS 👏🏼 OKAY 👏🏼 FOR 👏🏼 DUDES 👏🏼 TO 👏🏼 BE 👏🏼SOFT 👏🏼 AND 👏🏼 SQUISHY!

WE 👏🏼 DONT 👏🏼 ALL 👏🏼 LOOK 👏🏼 LIKE 👏🏼 STATUES 👏🏼 OF 👏🏼 GREEK 👏🏼 GODS 👏🏼

You are beautiful and perfect king the way you are!

Dear Avatar fandom

Please can we stop refering to Zuko's eyes as 'good' and 'bad' in fics. What he actually has is a 'seeing eye' and a 'blind eye'. There is nothing inherently bad about a blind eye.

Negative language towards disability is ridiculously common in our ableist society. I know this community is often very good at writing disabled characters, and people mean no ill intent with this language, but please consider the words you use and their connotations.

This is not a call out, nor an attack, and it is not targeted at anyone specifically. I am just someone in the disabled community asking you to please think about why you might consider a blind eye to be bad, especially in a fandom with a canon blind character.

Thank you for listening

I think the disabled community needs to stop viewing physical and mental disabilities as strict categories that every disability fits neatly into. Disability doesn't and never will come wrapped in a simple package. I absolutely agree that sometimes it is important to make a distinction, but there also needs to be an understanding that there are people whose disabilities aren't strictly physical or mental.

I have met autistic people whose apraxia has led them to use a wheelchair, are they not physically disabled just because the cause is mental? Have they not been hurt just as much by the c-slur as someone who uses a wheelchair for chronic pain?

I have a condition that affects my eyesight to the point I can't drive. My condition is neurological, yet has very physical affects. Is that disability mental, or is it physical? Am I less blind because the problem is with my brain and not my retinas?

Is someone with severe Auditory Processing Disorder who considers themself Hard of Hearing just mentally disabled and not physically too? You can experience many of the same symptoms from hearing loss, so why is only one of us physically disabled?

What about someone like me who has both Auditory Processing Disorder and hearing loss? Where does the physical disability start and the mental disability end, when I cannot tell whether I'm struggling because I can't hear something versus because my brain isn't processing it? /rh

Disabilities are complex and will never be simple to define. There will always be blurry lines. Not every disabled person needs to neatly fit in the box of either mentally or physically disabled. There will always be people in the awkward in-between or whose combination of disabilities creates something new altogether.

I explained to some absolute idiot on discord that as a blind person I hate when people make their blog titles or their usernames a bunch of letters compiled from different languages. If you use the letter that looks like an A but in Greek is actually an s, the screen reader is going to read it with an s sound. So a blind person cannot tell what you have typed because it reads as garbled nonsense.

And they thought it was just the funniest joke to intentionally type like that to poke fun. Please reblog and spread awareness that typing like this is inaccessible

Hey, everyone! Due to the sudden influx of viewers on AO3, the site has had to modify some things, including the experience of guest users and how hits are counted on the site. This is not the fault of AO3 (they're doing their best to keep things up and running for all of us), but if you're a guest user following stories on AO3, PLEASE make sure to leave kudos for your authors to see. We understand it can be difficult to get an account on AO3 (probably more now with COVID-19 leaving people in their homes), but sudden drops in statistics can be inexplicable and disheartening.

Keep your heads up, people. We're gonna get through this.

*watching a hindi movie*

guy in the movie: sukriya (thank you)

voice inside my head translating everything into japanese: arigato

*staring at my laptop* so very rude that a chapter isn’t writing itself. like what are you expecting me to do to get the next part of my fic done? actually using my fingers to type out words again? the audacity.

listen

mitsuya

with the little stuble and mustache

thank u

daily reminder: bajis canon english name is edward.

saw this on twitter rn, if you ever feel discouraged about writing fanfiction, read this again

is it a sign of mental illness that i have an emotional connection to my calendar?