Eroticdragonfly - EroticDragonfly

I stay in pain all of the time. I was beginning to think that it was in my head until I find out I have some semi serious issues going on, and if I don’t make some changes now, with in 4 years maybe 5 years I’ll be in a wheelchair and that is worse than I could imagine… even though I’ve got proof of this my on and off again husband acts like There’s nothing wrong with me. No matter how I talk to him or try and confide in him, he just acts like I’m faking, or that it’s not that serious. I don’t get it. I mean I would understand if I thought he was worried or concerned at all, but he goes on about life getting to be a little more of an asshole daily. It’s like after he’s been an asshole for a couple days. After he slept on the couch periodically through the week. Then he wakes up one morning and wants to go shopping and do something together. Which I don’t normally I would love. But, it’s really hard to act like everything is OK when it’s been like this. I’m not a light switch. I tried to talk to him I’m trying to explain things how I feel be open. But it’s like he doesn’t even hear me. So I wouldn’t want to go be around him when he makes me feel stupid for asking questions or for not understanding something when all of it comes from the issues that I’m having it’s not my fault I would never make him feel stupid about anything I don’t get people. Especially not him. I Feel like if he wants to stick this out with me and work through this with me. And things would be totally different. I refuse to continue to cause conflict between us for something that I have no control over, this is all too much! But what do I expect when I ever need him the most he’s never been there.

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It’s over and I know this. Letting you go is gonna be one of the hardest things I’ve done in a while, but life goes on, people come and people go. I’ll smile and go on, letting you have a small piece of me. Blessed to have met you. I do want the best for you.

Had to repost this is soooo me

And it begins... the days are not so lonely. And it’s not because I worked myself to death and made sure not to What is this? Is this that “time” thing he couldn’t explain, but it’s loud and clear now! And so it begins....

I feel you

“Too shy to say, but I hope you stay.”

— Billie Eilish / come out and play

Never thought about it like that