GRRM basically saying that Condal has no idea of what he is doing and that HOTD is heading for disaster if they don't abandon the changes planned for S3 and S4 was not necessarily on my 2024 bingo card đ
jaehaera important, maelor important, jaehaerys important, helaena beloved by the smallfolk, aegon the father, all confirmed by the writer himself on aegonâs birthday
The comments under the new HBO podcast episode with Ryan Condal canât be fit in one post but here are some of them to give you the idea of whatâs going on:
In a nutshell, this fandom learned not to hold back from GRRM himself.
Have you seen GRRMâs recent blog post?
Yes it was so good. Iâm glad he doubled down on the damage the changes to blood and cheese did to the narrative, the cruelty of the killers, helaena offering up her own life, the âSophieâs choiceâ moment - which according to condal was all maester propaganda right? Well the author has doubled down on the real accurate story which is the book version. Heâs correct about cutting Maelor, who isnât important in himself but his impact on the story was important. Alicent taking the initiative to get her grandchildren to safety when Rhaenyra is about to take the city, ser Rickard Thorneâs sacrifice trying to protect this innocent child (I like the actor who plays him so itâs shame he wonât get his moment), Daeron, the good brother and son, who loses it after hearing about what happened to his nephew and finally helaena, her suicide was directly because of Maelorâs death and now condal is planning on having her commit suicide âfor no reasonâ in season 3, theyâve already taken away the fact that she was loved by the people and major riots break out, the dragons are killed and Rhaenyra is chased from kingslanding directly in response to the peopleâs princess/queen committing suicide after the horrific deaths of her children which were caused by the blacks.
Iâm assuming Alicent wonât be orchestrating the plan to get her family to safety (and do not try telling me she was trying to save jaehaera in that final scene because she just told the enemy she wanted to take aegonâs only heir which was stupid and dangerous), daeron will just be burning down villages for no reason and will just be another Aemond, helaena will probably jump âbecause of the propheciesâ or some bs. See how these changes have made at LEAST three characters less sympathetic? How helaenaâs death will be less tragic and not the fault of what was done to her by the blacks in this war? And the fact that he says things are going to get worse story wise in seasons three and four and the fact that he likely broke an nda to write that blog is very telling.
Iâm listening to the Podcast that dropped with Ryan, and itâs laughable. Jesus.
âIâve read Fire & Blood probably more times than any of the others, at least our section of the book at this point. Iâm deeply seeped in it. Iâm constantly immersed in this book.â
Are you Ryan? Cause itâs clear to me youâve lost the plot of your own show entirely.
And Daemon is described in personality by George himself! Along with Alicent and Rhaenyra! Itâs all there in black and white of who they are as characters!
âAnd rendering an adaptation that remains faithful to it and respectful to it.â đ€Łđ€Ł That is such horseshit.
Oh no he fucking didnât⊠Ryan talking about Rookâs Rest:
âIsnât it more interesting if you have something kind of complicated happen in the midst of this crazy battle thatâs very well documented in the book. And this is a great example of something that that is faithful to the page adaptation of the story.â
No the fuck it is not! He just said it was well documented but blazes past the fact that it was Rhaenys who gave Aegon those burns. The passage was very clear on that.
Does he not hear the bullshit coming out of his mouth?
âSo we decided that making raising this army a struggle for him for somebody who is probably a much better warrior in general than he is a diplomat was an interesting thing to do.â
Translation: âLetâs forget that Daemon had leadership skills and was loved just as he was feared by the very people who followed him. And was also renowned for his swordsmanship.â
What have they done to you?! And what radical change happened exactly? Proving exactly the man heâs always been? Loyal to Rhaenyraâs claim. Not that much of a changeâŠ
And you canât have a character go through radical change if you donât give them depth. đ€Łđ€Ł
Do you know where "the book is team green propaganda" came from? I often see this in the fandom in discussions
The showrunners themselves said this đ«
Ryan Condal specifically called at least Blood and Cheese and the Aegon/Sunfyre bond propaganda, as in, he believes that women lie about their trauma and Alicent somehow got to the historians through all of this and lied about what she and her family went through (and apparently made up a grandson đ„Ž) with the specific purpose of slandering her ex bestie of three years/enemy of decades, despite the fact she apparently would kill her sons to reconcile with her... and he says the stuff about Sunfyre being beautiful and Aegon choosing his golden banner based on their strong bond was "Westerosi historical propaganda."
Basically it's their justification/shutdown of critics for what they view as their own superior writing changes to the story. These writers are high on their own fumes and their ego is so inflated that they think they can write ASOIAF better than GRRM himself (despite the fact that Sara Hess admitted she never even watched Game of Thrones and took no consideration of the universe when creating her own narratives in this show).
This also stems from this "maester conspiracy" where people believe a select group of people high up in society are secretly controlling things from the shadows and calling the shots... and like all similar conspiracy theories, this is actually deeply rooted in antisemitism.
It's very unlikely that a large number of people, even maesters, could collaborate in secret and all agree on set things in order to completely rewrite history... and there's the fact that the historical textbook Fire and Blood was written by GRRM as the in-universe definitive source on the real history, using a variety of sources including historians, eyewitnesses, survivors, and royal household staff, in which there are people sympathetic toward both sides of the Dance.
Despite all of this, writers and fans are convinced that somehow all the sources that paint TB in a bad light are fictitious propaganda while at the same time accounts that paint TG in a bad light are taken at face value, and vice versa: parts of the story that recount TG as doing something for realistic reasons, being Targaryen dragonriders with bonded dragons, or even being a loyal united front as a family are apparently lies and stolen from TB in order to make TG look better, so the show "corrects" this by giving it all to TB.
Really wild that anyone can think the author of a series known for his anti war, all characters and sides are morally gray, and each character is conflicted in their heart about love and duty stories apparently purposefully wrote a story where war is justified due to actual prophetic divine right... some characters are completely good and others are completely evil... and their motivation really changes whenever the plot or writers need it... and he did all of it by purposefully crafting a story based on lies for no reason.
And well, we already know that GRRM has some opinions about how stuff like this has failed the story.
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I want to nestle myself in his lap between his legsâŠ. I want to be so close to him that I can faintly hear his pulse, I want to feel the warmth from his body through our clothes, I want to feel his high quality leather brush up against my skin, I want to be able to SMELL himâŠ. đ©đ»đ©đ»
I do unfortunately love aemond because being loved on conditions in your family and what you do for them messes with your head. he has to protect his older brother who wouldnât do the same for him, him and and sister donât understand each other, his elder half sister didnât care when her son took out his eye, his mother loves him only when he is the version she expects, he is a pawn to his grandfather, invisible to his father, no one has ever apologized to what was done to him and does not like him for what he has become
Iâm about to get called a âbig old mean internalized misogynistâ for dragging Sara Hessâs public statements again but the contrast between saying âa character being fat is just negative biased propaganda against themâ âŠVS⊠GRRMâs recent statement where he said being âfat is not offensiveâ publicly⊠couldnât be more chefâs kiss for me.
The constant talk of Helanea being âan innocentâ is so infantilizing especially because sheâs autistic code or shown as having some type of neurodivergence.
That is a grown woman with kids and who had to watch one kid be killed. Sheâs allowed to be mad and upset and not be brushed off as an innocent little baby who doesnât even like her dragon.
Thank you đ„° this was the first time I've written such explicit smut lol, I'm glad you liked it!
Summary: Left behind after the blacks take King's Landing, Aemondâs Lady-Wife finds herself striking a certain arrangement with the rogue prince to guarantee her and her children's safety, though strange occurrences should change the conditions of this arrangement drastically.
Warnings: dark!themes, dubcon/coercion, warcrimes, dark!daemon, age gap, time typical gender roles, lactation kink, breeding kink, p in v, throat fuck, canon typical behaviour, slight degradation, mentions of noncon/forced pr0stitution, mentions of violence, mention of arranged marriage
Non-Canon Storyline: : two years into the civil war, reader (young Lady of house Celtigar) married to Aemond, the war drags on for longer than in canon
Disclaimer: This Fic is written on the basis that most of what mushroom says is true! The story came to me in a fever dream and I felt like typing it out lol. This storyline is mixed of book  / hearsay / imagination; I tried to write it all out in a way that makes sense and is easy to follow.
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Summary: Aemond, troubled by his unfruitful marriage and the stress of the war, takes himself a bed slave when he seizes Harrenhal and gets more attached to her than he ever thought possible. Bringing her to the Red Keep after he needs to leave Harrenhal would not go as he hoped it would, especially after the birth of the babes he sired onto her.
Warnings: mentions of violence, light angst (kinda?), canon typical misogyny, canon typical behaviour, dark!aemond, abusive!aemond, forced relationship, forced impregnantion, canon typical classicism, mentions of assault, stockholm syndrom (kind of), non-canon storyline
Author's note: Short little chapter but at last, an update!
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By the time Aemond had made all his reports, listened to the yappings of all the council members and sat through hours of further strategy planning, he wanted to rip out each strand of his hair.
It was hard for him to focus already, the worries over his precious bed slave and her madness over their, over his, sons had all but consumed every part of his mind, and yet, odd stares from his mother and grand maester Orwyle made him all the more restless.
Finally, the council meeting was concluded and the Lords left the room. Aemond would watch in silence as Criston helped the struggling king to his feet and down the stairs.
Aegon had been burned and injured gravely during the battle at Rooks Rest over a year ago where Meleys had ingulfed him and his dragon in dragonfire, but he was growing more and more capable these days and managed to attend the council meetings from time to time.
Still, Aemond remained the prince regent, but would sit opposite of the kingâs seat at the foot of the long wooden table whenever his brother was in attendance.
From there, he watches as neither his mother nor Orwyle made any attempts to move from their seats, just as he didnât.
Sitting in tense silence for several moments, Aemond eventually fixates on the elder man to his right. Glaring at him, his voice is little more than a growl, he asks,
âCare to explain to me what is going on with my mistress?â
Orwyle takes a moment to answer, shifting nervously in his seat and glancing to the dowager queen sitting opposite of him before turning his attention back to the prince regent.
âYour mistress, my prince, would appear to suffer from some sort of birth induced mania. It happens from time to time, unfortunately.â He states before carefully adding. âMothers of such circumstance⊠they should be separated from the child. They are unable to care for the babes and may harm them during manic episodes.â
Aemondâs face hardens, his jaw clenching. âShe is perfectly capable to care for my sons. I have gone to meet her already. I do not believe for a moment she suffers from true madness.â
âShe does.â Alicent speaks up. âShe would chase anyone out of her room, preferably with the nearest sharp object in hand. Your whore is incapable of caring for your sons.â
âThat is a lie!â Aemond snaps his head to her. âWhat would you even know of this? She and what I do with her is none of your concern, I have told you so a hundred times already.â
âI am your mother. Mind your tongue when talking to me.â The red-haired woman hisses before continuing. âI am also the dowager queen and queen mother. With the queen still occupied in her grief, the Red Keep is my responsibility in your absence. That makes your whore and her spawn my responsibility as well. I needed to deal with the drama she caused. Had she not locked herself away I can assure you, this matter would have long been settled already.â
âSettled?â Aemond scoffs. âAnd what would that have looked like? Taken my sons from her? And then what?â
âMost certainly. And she must receive treatment-â
âTreatment? What would your great treatment entail?â
âTreatment varies from individual to individual. It remains to be seen what methods work best on her. Is that not right, grand maester?â Alicent urges Orwyle to speak up.
ââŠyes. Yes, your grace. It is difficult to predict which treatments will work best on her.â The man nods softly.
Aemond was well aware of how maesters would attempt to cure madness. Their methods would be torturous. His own methods of bringing her into full submission when he first claimed her would seem tame in comparison. His stomach turns at the thought of what they would have done to her in his abscence had she not kept her door locked at all times.
âYou will do no such thing.â Aemond growls. âNo one but me touches her. No one but me will make any decision on any treatments. She is not mad. The babes are healthy. There is no need to intervene.â
âNow they are. But they werenât always. Your children should be supervised by maesters not by some deranged lowborn.â Alicent retorts.
Aemond furrows his brows, looking at his mother in disbelief. His y/n hadnât said anything of the sorts. âNow? Now? What is that supposed to mean?â
After another nod from the dowager queen, Orwyle explains, âIt⊠appears we might have miscalculated the day of conception. The babes came early, it seems. Weak, very small, frail. It borders on a miracle the boys live, my prince.â
Aemond stares at him dumbfounded. He held his sons just a few hours earlier, they seemed well. Plumb, full of life. Not just that, he himself had been there when they conceived. He was sure his seed took the very first night that he dragged her to his bed near a year ago. He had watched her belly swell even before he brought her here to the Red Keep.
It made no sense the babes were born sickly when not a single issue had been encountered before. Not even when she was going about her duties of tending to him with little struggle. Well, as long as she could sit down, lay on her side and not have to bend over, that is.
The maesters voice brings him out of his thoughts. âIt is best the babes be closely supervised by maesters and raised by experienced nursemaids and wetnurses. Your⊠mistress should not have them. Mad or not, she will not be able to provide your sons with the care they need to survive.â
Aemond had always been a stubborn man. Perhaps it was his thick head that made him refuse the maesters urging, or perhaps it was his trust is his little bed slave that did so. She was a pure hearted woman, her heart soft. She had learned her new place in life quickly, she had not once betrayed him or given him any reason to doubt her.
She had nothing to gain from lying to him but everything to lose.
She was so convinced of the maesters wanting to steal their children, it could not be a mistake. She would not beg him for help and forgo all formalities with him unless she was truly afraid.
Aemondâs thoughts and emotions were in turmoil now, struggling to discern the truth between y/nâs words, the words of his mother and the grand maester, and the facts he knew to be true.
Staring off at the empty kingâs chair in the distance, his voice is little more than a murmur when he asks, âWhat do you even care for? Sheâs nothing but a whore in your eyes. You see my sons as bastards only. Why do you care for what happens to them?â
Aemond freezes at his motherâs following shameless reply. He canât believe she would just state something like this as if it was nothing unusual. It would seem little more than an odd phrasing of words to some but with his suspicions in mind, it's all the confirmation he needs.
âShe is a whore, yes. She has seduced you so she can live in luxury far above her station. Youâre just a foolish young man with no control of his urges. But⊠the fact remains that you have no heir. With only a daughter and no sons, they could be of good use to you had you done your wife the courtesy of putting them into her belly instead.â
His gaze cold as ice, he stares at her, never once looking away as he growls. âSo itâs true what y/n says? That you plan to steal my sons from her and give them to Floris?â
Alicent seems taken aback, her surprised expression shortly finding Orwyleâs startled one before quickly moving back to her son. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âY/n.â Aemond says firmly. âShe says she has heard someone say it. That you tasked the maesters to take my sons from her and give them to Floris.â
Alicent remains quiet for a while before her own face hardens. Straightening her posture and keeping her hands clasped firmly in front of her on the table, she begins to lecture her son.
âYou have a lady wife, Aemond. A respectable, honorable lady wife of high birth. Princess Floris has given you a daughter already and served you faithfully.â She begins. âThe only thing you still need is a legitimate son. With your wifeâs recent stillbirth during your absence, it would be easy to arrange so. Give your whoreâs sons to her. Or just one, even. You can pass him off as hers and have your-â
âENOUGH!â Aemond roars, his fists slamming onto the table as he stands up, the chair loudly scraping across the floor. âI will not hear of this! How DARE you try and steal my sons from y/n!â
Alicentâs face remains resolute, her chin held up high in defiance, while Orwyle looks like he wants to vanish beneath the floor.
âI did what needed to be done. Stop coddling your whore, Aemond. Let her pay back for living on the crownâs cost and causing your lady wife distress. Let her produce the boys and you make them heirs, as the sons of you and Princess Floris.â
Mouth hanging open, Aemond can barely believe what his mother is saying. âIf anyone has gone mad here, it is you, not her.â He says firmly. âI cannot believe you would betray me like this. Go against my orders, willing to harm my y/n.â
He glares down at his mother as he continues, âFloris will not have my sons. She does NOT deserve them. She has failed me. Failed as my wife, failed as a woman. My mistress has done within a year what that bitch of a wife could not manage in five. Y/n will keep my sons and all other children I will put into her belly and all of them will be made my heirs. Not as Florisâs children, but as y/nâs. I will legitimize them at once and have them declared as my heirs.â
âHave you lost your mind?!â Alicent is the one yelling now. âYou cannot do that! Think of the shame that it would bring to your wife! Of how it will disrupt our ally with the Baratheonâs!â
âShe is the one that brings shame to me!â Aemond shouts back, his face filled with pure rage and hatred. âIt is her failing that has made me the laughingstock across the realm! Made me the maimed prince whose cock does not work! Now they will no longer laugh, now that I have my sons! Lord Borros praised me her fertility but delivered a woman unable to carry a child properly. It is his own doing our alliance has faltered. He will not speak against my y/n or our sons. He will accept them as my heirs. He will remain loyal to our side or I will personally fly south and turn Stormâs End into a second Harrenhal!â
With that, Aemond throws the nearest cups and parchments off the table before turning on his heel to make his way out the door, curses at his mother and wife flowing out his mouth as he does so.
In his rage, Aemond makes his way to the training yard, the urge to stab one of the dummies repeatedly or challenge one of the poor squires to a duel overwhelming him.
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"To you, I'm just a man,
To me, you're all I am,
Where the hell am I supposed to go?"
Something in the Orange (Z&Es Version) - Zach Bryan
The problem with this show are not the characters or how the episodes are made,but the writers that decided to develop a literal masterpiece into a circus.
The campaign for season two literally started with making the audience choose between team black and team green:we had two trailers,two official posters and even the actors were âdividedâ to promote their teams.
So they basically told us to pick a side since the beginning.
Then they procede to turn team black in the saint team:making them the victims of the patriarchy,the heroes of the story.They showed us team black as if they are more Targaryen then the other team only because they know a prophecy and use this fact to excuse them from anything they do.
They made team black loved and worshiped by the small folks after Rhaenys killed hundreds of them during her dumb and useless girl boss scene and after Rhaenyra starved them.When in the book the small folks hates Rhaenyra and her incompetence,they will literally kick her out of the city and she has to run away or they will kill her just like they did with the dragons.The small folks instead loved team green,they loved Helaena as their queen and blamed and hated Rhaenyra for her death.
They forced use to like Rhaenyra just because she is one of the main characters,pushing on her the role of strong female character that is fighting a male society and then again just because she is a woman she is excused for everything that she does.We had to sit and watch two scenes of her giving birth and two of her weddings because we needed to empathize with her.We need to see her on her dragon constantly so that we can see Daenerys resemblance.They had to make her a saint,of course she wouldnât want to kill a child she is too good,she would never hurt Helaena,everyone is loyal to her and she can do no wrong.They even took down Nettles to not show us Rhaenyra racism and the way she wanted to have a little girl killed because her pedo uncle-husband was rumored to be her lover.
On the other side we have team green that was completely dehumanized,stripped down of every good aspects they had in the book,changing and canceling everything.
We had never saw Alicent give birth to children that came to her out of marital rapes,we also did not see her getting married as a child bride to a man that will abuse her.Apparently the love of her life is Rhaenyra instead that her own children,she betrays them and her own side of the family in favor of her ex best friend that didnât do anything to help her in the past and instead laughed in her face about her trauma.They keep telling that Alicent has never sacrificed anything when she has sacrificed her all life for duty and family unlike Rhaenyra.
Healena is totally marginal as the âweird bug girlâ that just rants things out.She was a dragon rider that enjoyed being with her dragon Dreamfyre,yet in the show apparently she doesnât like that.Even her dragon legacy was taken by team black,because now Dany dragon eggs comes from Syrax.In Viserys last days Helaena used to visit her father with her children but again this was taken from her and put on Rhaenyra instead.She was also stripped down of her coronation,of the way she was loved as a queen and how Aegon made sure that she was remembered as the true queen during the dance.They took from her the grief and mourning of her son one of the things that will literally drove her to death,because only Rhaenyra can cry her son and no one else.
Aegon was transformed into a rapist,because you canât like him,you can only like Rhaenyra.There was no scene of him and Sunfyre beside the battle of Rookâs Rest,they have the strongest bond between a dragon and a dragon rider,he loved Sunfyre to the point he changed the family sigil to a golden dragon.They took down his will to fight,his family support and loyalty to him,his rage as a father that had lost his son.They took two of his sons,because Maelor do not exist and now he canât have any more children because in the show he had lost his penis.They made him useless and pushed him on the sidelines in his own story.
I still donât understand why they had to make Aemond betray his brother when in the book he was loyal to him,also in the book there was no indication of Aegon bullying him so again i donât understand why choose this path.Daemon had a âredemption arcâ after his betrayal one but of course Aemond canât,only team black can.
Criston Cole is portrayed as an angry incel that still hates one woman that coerced him into having sex with her after he told her no multiple times.So much wasted potential in this character,when in the book he was one of the masterminds of team green,convinced Aegon to take the crown,took care of Sunfyre and served his king just right.
DaeronâŠsorry who?What do you mean that there is a third brother?I just know that his character will be completely destroyed,he probably will be a bastard with dark hair and we already wonât have the Maelor storyline for him,we definitely wonât see him making Ser Hugh and Ulf change sides or any of his victories with Tessarion.He will probably be marginalized like he already is,because again you can only like team black and only them can have the best.
How can you âpick a sideâ like they desperately want you to do,when they do shit like this?Literally forcing you to like team black because they are paint as the saints/good guys and assassinated every good thing about team green?
Keep telling me that this show is not team black propaganda and thatâs is fair like this.
Call me the God's Eye the way I want to keep Aemond Targaryen inside me forever. Who said that.
"As the power shifts, and Rhaenyra starts to gain more power, it starts to ebb with Alicent. There's always this like, you know, invisible umbilical cord holding them together." - Olivia Cooke for The Hollywood Reporter
Oh wow, that's one pretty seat đ€
Aemond fic updates coming soon BTW
5am thoughts: on the one hand, hotd expects its viewers to be smart enough to magically realize that s2 took place over the course of six months, pick up on the subtlest most nothing clues to deduce that laenor died offscreen, that rhaenyra had a religious reawakening to the gods of old valyria offscreen, that aemond went from devastation at becoming a kinslayer to gleefully burning entire regions of his kingdom as prince regent, and that alicent, who once stepped in front of a dragon for her son, is now willing to see him publicly beheaded at rhaenyra's earliest convenience, among a score of other things, but also dumb enough to not nitpick inconsistent timelines, geographical errors, and abrupt episode-to-episode changes in the characters.
sure, jan
Y/n Celtigar
Young lady of house Celtigar
Lady wife of prince Aemond Targaryen
Mother of princes Rhaegar and Baelon Targaryen
Daemon Targaryen
Prince of house Targaryen
King Consort to Queen Rhaenyra I Targaryen
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Summary: Left behind after the blacks take King's Landing, Aemondâs Lady-Wife finds herself striking a certain arrangement with the rogue prince to guarantee her and her children's safety, though strange occurrences should change the conditions of this arrangement drastically.
Warnings: dark!themes, dubcon/coercion, warcrimes, dark!daemon, age gap, time typical gender roles, lactation kink, breeding kink, p in v, throat fuck, canon typical behaviour, slight degradation, mentions of noncon/forced pr0stitution, mentions of violence, mention of arranged marriage
Non-Canon Storyline: : two years into the civil war, reader (young Lady of house Celtigar) married to Aemond, the war drags on for longer than in canon
Disclaimer: This Fic is written on the basis that most of what mushroom says is true! The story came to me in a fever dream and I felt like typing it out lol. This storyline is mixed of book  / hearsay / imagination; I tried to write it all out in a way that makes sense and is easy to follow.
View moodboards here.
Chapter 1 - out now!
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
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Summary: Left behind after the blacks take King's Landing, Aemondâs Lady-Wife finds herself striking a certain arrangement with the rogue prince to guarantee her and her children's safety, though strange occurrences should change the conditions of this arrangement drastically.
Warnings: dark!themes, dubcon/coercion, warcrimes, dark!daemon, age gap, time typical gender roles, lactation kink, breeding kink, p in v, throat fuck, canon typical behaviour, slight degradation, mentions of noncon/forced pr0stitution, mentions of violence, mention of arranged marriage
Non-Canon Storyline: : two years into the civil war, reader (young Lady of house Celtigar) married to Aemond, the war drags on for longer than in canon
Disclaimer: This Fic is written on the basis that most of what mushroom says is true! The story came to me in a fever dream and I felt like typing it out lol. This storyline is mixed of book  / hearsay / imagination; I tried to write it all out in a way that makes sense and is easy to follow.
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It's the dance of the dragons, the war has been going on for two years and has escalated to new dimensions of destruction and violence, with the blacks now having invaded and taken over Kings Landing and the Red Keep where you, the lady wife of Aemond Targaryen, live as well.
Married a year before the dance of dragons began, you have given him two sons already; a young boy of 26 months old, Rhaegar, and a babe of 11 months, Baelor, and are with your third; four months along, the maesterâs presume.
Most green supporters were now locked in cells while you and your children were imprisoned in your chambers; a privilege you received as you are the only daughter of Lord Bartimos Celtigar, a loyal supporter of the blacks.
Who knows, had your father not been swayed by the sweet words and reassurances of queen Alicent, hadnât fallen trap into accepting the marriage proposal to Aemond in an effort of hers to sway your houseâs loyalty in favour of her side, perhaps then you would now be standing on the other side of this door as a free woman.Â
Instead, your own husband had kept you surveilled at all times ever since the war began, in fear you would run away and join the blacks, and had forbidden you from leaving the Red Keep ever since his return from Stormâs End where he had gone to secure a betrothal for his younger brother Daeron to one of the Baratheon girls; an endavour that would end with the death of Lucerys Velaryon and jump-start the most brutal civil war seen to date.
Followed by at least one kings guard as soon as you stepped out of your chambers, the presence of your husband and the freedom to roam the gardens and halls had made it easy to forget your new house rules on most days.
With the confinement you had found yourself in ever since the war began you had turned all your attention and efforts into becoming the best and most loving mother you could be. A desire perhaps fueled by the clear preference of your own mother towards your brothers.
You wanted to be better than that. You studied books and listened to old wives' tales ever since you had flowered, knowing it wouldnât be long until you would be wed off to fulfil your duty as a proper lady-wife.
And fulfil your duty you would. Unlike most other nobles you had taken to not employing a wet nurse or nursemaids at all.
Being made prisoner in your own home freed up all your time to be able to do so. Your sons would sleep in your chambers and be on your lap all day long. Both had only ever drank your milk, knowing no other chest but their motherâs.
And yet, what had once been a cage with thin, golden bars and a nice view, had now turned into one of thick stone walls, the confinement of your chambers only being eased by the presence of your two young children.
The days were long alone, yet more peaceful for you than you had expected them to be. Even if your father had not come to see you once, you did speak to your trusted servants, listening to the tales they would tell you about just what was going on outside the very wooden door you would stare at daily.Â
And by the sevens, was it horrifying.
Rhaenyra, now dubbed âthe cruelâ and âMaegor with teatsâ, had ordered the forceful taking of the two queen's Alicent and Helaena to a pleasure house, their services to be sold to whoever could afford it; at least those are the rumours that have been spread around the castle grounds.
Any woman would think this fate horrifying but even more so you: as wife of the prince regent at the court of the usurper you certainly were an easy target for the mad queenâs wrath. Worry of being made to share the same fate consumed you more with each day; a fear that would eventually make you request an audience with Rhaenyra.
Instead of her, you now find yourself with her husband the rogue prince â or now, the king consort â Daemon standing in front of you.
âI requested to speak to Rhaenyra.â
âYes. And now youâve got me. Speak before I change my mind.â
You stay silent for a few moments, pondering how to ask the question. "Is it true what they claim? About Alicent and Helaena, the pleasure house?"
"Oh it is true," Daemon said, walking slowly towards you as he spoke, his eyes roaming you from your head to your feet. He stopped a few feet before you and looked into your eyes, the smell of sweat and ash surrounding the dragon rider.Â
"Alicent is not a hostage nor a political ploy - she is a traitor, guilty of high treason, and will be treated as such. The usurper queen may say otherwise but we all know the truth."
âWhat about Helaena?â You say, almost pleading, Alicent and you had clashed often over the past two years, your differences in mothering and you not being devout to the faith being a frequent cause of argument; but Helaena â oh, sweet Helaena â is a different story.
Another victim of powerful scheming. You had to watch her suffer tremendously from the effects of blood & cheese, something that too shook you to the core. The son of your dear friend, slain so horrendously right in front of his mother and siblings.Â
"She had no choice in any of it, she is innocent."
"Helaena," Daemon said, scoffing at the mention of her name. Of all the greens, Helaena was the only one that he didn't really hate. "She may be innocent, but she knows what kind of people her mother and brother are and she remains loyal to them. What does that say of her?"
"Helaena never had a choice, neither did I. We are not like your wife Daemon; we did not have the blessing of having a king as our father that would let us do however we pleased. We were all forced into this." You protest, frustration now evident in your voice. "You have already killed her son. Beheaded him infront of her own eyes. Is that not enough?"
âWe did not kill him; we simply avenged our own.â Daemon's scowl deepened as you spoke, though he had to admit you were right, at least somewhat. "Fine. It seems you are the only one who wants to plead for her safety. I will speak to the rightful queen, perhaps she won't be entirely opposed to your request of freeing Helaena.."
Daemon paused for a moment, gaze lowering to your bump, before speaking again. "Tell me. Who is the father of the child you are carrying?"
You look down your small bump at his words, laying a hand on it reflexively. "My husband, Aemond, of course. Why?"
Daemon took note of your movements as your hand went to your belly, a flicker of hatred in his eyes when you said Aemond's name. "Just making an observation. How old are you now? 20? And already three kids at your heelsâŠâ
"I will turn 19 soon. Yes, Iâm carrying my third child. What of it?" you tilt your head slightly, taken aback by his change of topic and his increasingly intrusive questions.
"Three children, at nineteen." Daemon seemed almost impressed. He looked at your belly again.
"I don't know of what concern my husband and I's private matters are." Your voice betrays you, sounding way more hostile as you intended it to.
Daemon looked at you in a way that made you uncomfortable. He was eyeing your body up and down, and his silence made you feel his gaze prickling your skin. "Does your husband like seeing you pregnant?"
You stare at him silently, mouth agape at the shock of such an intimate question. "Yes..." You admit reluctantly.
A smirk broke through Daemon's frown, as a low chuckle came from his lips, eyes still lingering on your stomach. "He keeps you as his broodmare. You're clearly a fine one as well; babes not even out of the cradle before youâre with child again. I don't blame him."
"He is my husband. It's his right to have children with his wife." You say defensively; repeating the words you have been taught all your life.
"It is indeed." Daemon said, taking a step closer to you, invading your personal space. He took a deep breath through his nose, taking in your scent. This close, he could see his own reflection in your eyes. "His right, and your duty. You must be a good wife to please him so thoroughly."
You stare at him silently again, before shrugging timidly. "He doesn't complain." You don't want to risk saying too much, so you continue with the question you had been planning to ask all this while.
"Rhaenyra... What is she planning to do with me? With my children? I heard she has rewards out for MaelorâŠ"
"She has no intention of killing you or your children. Though you may still be stripped of your title as princess." Daemon paused a moment before continuing. "As for Maelor... There is a bounty on his head, yes. He is the only remaining son of the usurper. Since he is so young she will let him live; but only under her influence."Â
He raises his hand to tug a strand of hair behind your ear. "She contemplated selling you to the pleasure house as well, you know? But since you're gravid and played no instrumental part in their schemes, I could persuade her not to do so."
You look at him wide-eyed, feeling a pit form in your stomach, as if your worst fears had been confirmed. "What- a-are you jesting?"
Daemon took note of your reaction. He was still close, he could see the outline of a dimple in your cheek and smell the sweet scent of your milk surrounding you; a smell still clinging to your body as you had just finished feeding your youngest before he entered the room.Â
"Indeed. Rhaenyra is not like other women. Much less merciful and the men that surround her even less so." He said, still smirking. His hand had found its way to your waist now, his fingers running along your side. "But a good word from me and I could persuade her not to do so. You should thank me."
You stare at him, your hand moving to hold onto his arm, ready to push him away. You study his face, recognising an unsettling darkness in them. "You wouldnât do this just because. What is it you want from me?"
"Hmm..." Daemon took another deep breath, your scent was really strong with this one. Different notes were in your scent as well. He wondered if those were remnant of your perfume you had applied in the morning or perhaps an oil youve applied to your hair.
He let out a sigh as he tried to keep it from affecting him. He lowered his head towards yours and spoke slowly, every word a whisper. "No, you're right. I wouldn't do it just because. But for you, I could make some exceptions. You've always had my attention, you know that? The pretty little thing that you are, wed to my maimed nephew."
"What are you saying?" You try to sound brave but the quiver in your voice betrays you.
Daemon chuckled as he noticed your nervousness. He could tell from your shaking body that you were afraid. He put a hand under your chin, moving your head to look into his eyes. He spoke slowly and quietly.
"Let me have you and I shall guarantee your and your children's safety."
You stare at him bewildered, stunned silent for several long moments. "Are you mad? I will not betray my husband!"
Daemon chuckled, amused by your naivety and innocence. "Oh my sweet lady... Do you have any idea what you're in now? You're in war, taken hostage by your enemy. Your husband will be happy so long you don't die. I cannot sire a babe on you anyway, so there is nothing to worry about." Daemon smirked, looking at your stomach, and your body, that sweet aroma that surrounded you, drawing him closer and closer.
"Give yourself to me and I shall guarantee yours and your childrenâs wellbeing.â He doubles down.
You stare at him, trembling slightly in fear and anger, your voice growing quieter the more you struggle to contain your emotions. "You can't be serious. If... If my husband won't have my head for this, then your wife will."
He raised an eyebrow as you spoke, a smirk gracing his face. He was still holding onto you, close enough to kiss you if he wanted to. His gaze was fixed on your lips as well, and your scent was just so... Irresistible to him.Â
"Rhaenyra won't care. In our marriage we are free to seek pleasure wherever we like as long as our loyalties donât falter. The things I can do to you, you will enjoy them alright..." His voice became low and quiet again as he spoke the last words, the hand that previously rested on your waist now slithering around your back and ascending lower and lower with each passing moment.
You stare at him in disbelief, fear and anger boiling inside you. Just when you want to protest yet again, the loud sounds of something collapsing startle you, your head snapping to look around Daemon's wide frame with urgency.
Your eyes settle onto Rhaegar. The wooden tower he was building had collapsed, an inconvenience the toddler quickly moves on from by starting to build it anew. Baelor sits not far from him, abandoning his own toy to crawl over and investigate his brothers doings.
The anger you had been feeling subsides immediately, replaced by worry and an urge to cry as you worry for whatever their fate will be as this war continues.
You don't want this.
You do not want to let him touch you, but it might be the only way to protect your children from harm, especially considering how cruel rhaenyra has proven herself to be. Your stare is focused on your oldest still, watching as his tiny hands wrap around each block and meticulously place one onto the other.
So innocent, so fragile.
"What about them?" Your voice as soft as a whisper.
Daemon didn't take his eyes away from yours. His gaze burning into you as he studies every expression you make. Your scent, your warmth, almost driving him crazy. "They will be taken care of. I told you I wouldn't let them come to harm." He said as he ran a hand through your hair, the curls of your hair wrapping around his fingers. "Don't worry, sweet girl, all will be well. If you agree to my terms, that is."
He can watch your jaw clenching and eyes gloss over before hearing the ever so soft word he has been waiting for leaving your lips. "Fine."
Servants had been sent by Daemon to take your children to bathe them and play with them. You did not miss the sympathetic look they gave you. Perhaps being able to tell what will happen to you purely based on his instructions to not return until he tells them to.Â
Youâre standing at a window looking out at the city taking note of the sun lowering on the horizon, dressed in nothing but a simple silk robe, when the door opens and Daemon walks in without knocking.
He steps inside, wearing the same clothes from before; sword and dagger still at his side. He comes closer and takes in your appearance, pleased at the sight. He approaches you with a calm step until your bodies are mere inches apart, bringing his hand up to caress your arm.
"Youâre trembling," Daemon spoke, his voice smooth and dark. His eyes were examining you again, taking in your appearance. You had changed from the last time he saw you, you looked more womanly now.
A mother to two already, with a third growing inside, the outline of your small bump visible through the loose fabric. His movements were precise and confident. You could tell he was trying hard to contain himself.
For now.
Your gaze follows the movements of his hand as it runs up and down your arm. You can feel his large calloused hand and cold skin through the thin fabric of your robe. Itâs a stark contrast to your soft and warm skin, unmarked and unblemished from living sheltered all your life.
In a small voice, barely more than a whisper, you ask, âCan we just get this over with?â
Daemon nods, taking note of your trembling once more before he turns and walks over to a nearby table, taking off his sword and dagger and placing them onto it. His head tilted as he looked at you from where he is standing.
"You were quick to give into me so easily. Were you that desperate? Does your husband not satisfy you?" He said with a smirk, beginning to undo his tunic.
You tighten your jaw, upset at his words that, to you, sound accusatory of promiscuity - a sin for a highborn lady. A married one especially.
âDesperate to keep my children safe, yes. My husband always kept me well satisfied.â
"Hmm..." Daemon huffed. His body language shifted a little. He seemed more agitated and tense, not liking that you brought up Aemond's name, much less so that you praised him. He walked back towards you now, closing the distance slowly and taking a good look at you.
His eyes kept darting to your stomach as you spoke of your husband. With every movement you make you entice him even more. âI don't know what he does to you to satisfy you, but I assure you I can do it better."
You roll your eyes at his words; he had always been cocky.
"He and I are very compatible in that regard. Now, can you just do what you need to do? I'd prefer to get this over with soon." It was the truth. Aemondâs and your intimate life was very well. Three children in three years of marriage served as proof of that.
Daemon's blood was running hot at this point.
"Compatibilities. I see..." Daemon said, his words filled with mockery. "Well, there's nothing I'd prefer more right now than to be inside of you, so I guess we're compatible as well." He approaches you quickly, now dressed in nothing but his breeches, eagerly tugging at the belt holding your robe closed, watching as it falls open and reveals your bare body underneath.
He took a sharp breath as he took in your figure, almost letting out a moan of desire at the sight of your body, his gaze roaming your body eagerly.
âGods, youâre stunning.â His gaze settles on your breasts, swollen from all the milk inside them. âI heard you donât employ a wet nurse. Why is that?â
You stare ahead blankly, trying not to make any sound or expression when you can feel his hand rest on the curve of your waist. âI donât believe its good for the mother-child bond. That mothers should nurse their own children, or they will bond with the wet nurse instead.â
Daemon smirks at your response, thumb caressing over your delicate skin as he now looks at your face. âIs that so? Does your husband enjoy watching you breastfeed?â He asks with a low chuckle before pulling you in, his hardened length in his pants now pressing against your belly as He holds you close with both arms wrapped around your waist. âOr does he enjoy tasting your milk himself? Do not lie to me, woman. You wonât like the consequences if you do.â
Your hands rest on his chest, youâre fighting the urge to push him away with every fiber of your being, your head hanging low as you do not dare to look at him directly. You take note of his skin; scars and healed burns covering his muscular form. The body of a battle-hardened warrior.
Reluctantly you admit, âBothâŠâ.
âOh⊠youâre even more of a little whore than I thought, arenât you?â he whispers into your ear. âWhat an eager to serve little thing you are. Youâll make a good little toy for me after all.â One arm wrapped still around your waist the other moves to your front, his large hand stroking over that small bump of yours.
âAlmost makes me sad youâre with child already. Iâd have loved to pound my own into you.â
Your head snaps up at him now, huffing in offense you exclaim, âDaemon!â
He simply smirks, amused by your objection. Leaning in close he whispers into your ear, his hot breath burning on your skin. âYou may be carrying my nephewâs child now but there is always a next time. A few more months and I could still make you mine.â
He turns around with you in his arms, leading you backwards towards the bed until you feel the mattress on the back of your legs. A small push of his makes you sit down on it. Knowing your duty, you take it upon yourself to scoot fully onto the mattress.
He watches with a smile on his lips as you do so, happy with your compliance before reaching down and spreading your legs open for him to look after he noticed you keeping them shut.
He takes a good look at the treasure between them, groaning out when his manhood twitches at the sight of it. He stands up straight again, taking off the breeches that held him contained until now as his intense stare moves up your body once more.
You feel so vulnerable and exposed for him, completely bare and spread wide open for him to examine as the intensity of his gaze only intensifies. He does not look like a man now. With his pupils blown wide he resembles more a predator ready to pounce its prey than anything else.
His gaze fixed on your cunt, as if in a daze, he reaches out tentatively, his rough fingertips grazing along the sensitive flesh for painfully long moments.
Tracing along the form of your fleshy lips again and again, your breathing is but nervous gasping as one shiver after the other runs over your skin.
Suddenly the sensation fades as he climbs between your legs, one hand on your thigh to keep you spread open for him as he starts pushing himself into you without any more preparation, blissfully surprised to find your cunt wet and welcoming for him.
He canât hold back a low groan as he pushes himself all the way into you, leaning forward and lying fully on top of you. His face is mere inches from yours as he slowly starts to move his hips, deeply penetrating you at a slow pace while he studies your every expression.
Grunting, your hands move to hold onto his sides as his knees dip into the mattress on either side of you. You clench your jaw tightly, trying to stop any sounds from escaping your lips while you struggle to accommodate him.
Aemond was more than enough to satisfy you, but Daemon was a whole lot more man than him â in all regards.
He knows this, too. Its easy for him to tell by the way your nails dig into his skin as you struggle to get used to him.
âHow come youâre so eager, sweet thing? Do you enjoy a man taking charge of you?â A wicked grin on his face his movements become more powerful, your body rocking back and forth with the force of it.
You want to say no, to deny every second of it and not give him the satisfaction of watching you enjoy his touch, but when he starts to hit an all too familiar spot inside of you, you crumble immediately. Not being able to hold back your moans anymore you can barely manage to answer him with a weak ââŠyesâ.
âNo wonder my nephew wouldnât stop breeding you. Youâre the perfect little plaything.â He pushes his body into yours, pushing you into the mattress while he whispers into your ear. âDonât worry, sweet girl. I will violate you properly and make sure you enjoy every second of it.â
With that, his thrusts quickly grow rougher, starting to pound you with such force the entire bed rocks with it, all while watching every expression on your face.
His breathing heavy and rasp he soon shifts his attention down to your breasts, that are bobbing up and down with each forceful clashing of his hips into your. He tried to control himself, he really did, but he just cant anymore.
A hand cupping your breast he leans in, taking the sensitive nub on it between his lips. Just a few soft movements of his tongue over it and he can already taste it. Feeling the warm and sweet liquid dripple onto his tongue makes him humm contently as he starts indulging himself in the sweetness of you. His hips grind into you deeply but at much more humane pace than before.
Your eyes shut in pleasure, your own hands moving by themselves as they embrace him, moving into his hair and caressing his back. This is what Aemond liked, your dear husband.
Oh, if you would ever see him againâŠ
Daemon is surprised, you embracing him was the last thing he expected, even less so you pulling him in more, but he loved every second of it.
He would swear he is in heaven. The warm embrace of his cock while the sweetness of your milk covers his tongue driving him crazy. It could have been hours of him doing this or mere seconds, all he knows is he finds himself spilling his seed into you way sooner than he wanted to, his relentless thrusting an expression of his frustration as his loud moans fill the room, shameless and utterly unafraid of how much the guards outside your door will hear of this.
His slow and deep grinding into your cunt continues as he stays suckling on your breasts, his spend soon clinging to both of your hips and pulling long white strings whenever he pulls away only to push back in with even more force. His antics only cease when he is sure he has drank all of what you can give, both your breasts feeling comfortably light while a throbbing sensation in your cunt would stay with you until the next day, you're sure.
He collapses onto you, still deeply buried inside, squishing your breasts under his weight while his heavy breaths right in your ear send shivers down your spine. Your arms travel by themselves again, wrapping around him and holding him close. Just how Aemond has always demanded you hold him.
âYouâre a very good fuck⊠really good.â Daemon growls right into your ear.
A few moments later, he rolls off of you onto his back, laying next to you and catching his breath while studying your side profile.
This quiet moment gives you the first chance to gain back your senses, a wave of guilt washing over you as the sensation of another mans spend spilling out of you and running down your skin onto the mattress makes you realise the severity of what had just happened. Eyes fluttering, trying to ignore the burning sensation in them, you say, âI think⊠I think you should leave now.â
Had you have looked at him, you would have noticed his smiling face turn to stone in an instant.
This was the worst thing you could have said.
To command the dragon to leave your bed. He could not leave that be.
âStay quiet. You have no say in this.â His voice is stern now and he rolls onto his side, leaning over your body and staring daggers into your skull, his hand grabbing your chin harshly and making you look at him. âIf I want to abuse your pretty little cunt all night I will do so. And you will take it.â
âDonât... donât you have somewhere to be?â Your voice is shaky, your fear heightened by the anger you can see burn in his eyes. A desperate attempt of yours to sound considerate for his valuable time is only pouring more oil into the fire.
âDonât try to tell me what to do. I have all the time in the world to play with you.â His fingers twitch slightly, as if holding back the urge to choke you. âStop acting like a baby. You know the way of our world. You know when a woman is better off just taking a cock and shutting up.â
âDamn it, I need a break.â He sighs, it sounds almost like a growl as he tries to control his anger. He lets go of you, shoving you away slightly, as he gets up of the bed and takes a few deep breaths. âYou got me all riled up, whore.â
You sit up in the bed, hugging your legs as you look at him. His large frame, the burn scars all over his back, his temper flaring and the sheer power he holds over your fate make you fear for the consequences.
You didnât mean to upset his highness.
âDonât call me a whoreâŠâ It slips out quietly under your breath, yet he hears it anyway. You werenât used to such language. Despite his acts, Aemond would never say a foul word to you.Â
Oh, AemondâŠ
âShut up, whore!â Daemons raised voice take you out of your thoughts. He barks, closing in on you rapidly and pulling your head back with a tight grip on your hair. âWould I send you to the pleasure house being called a whore would be the least of your problems! Show me some gratitude!â
Daemonâs anger takes over, mixed with his still pressing need in his cock, he drags you off the bed and pushes you to your knees in front of it, the bedframe pressing into your back uncomfortably.
âPerhaps I was too nice to you.â He growls, hand still in your hair as he makes you look up at him, ignoring all your pleas and apologies.
âLet me show you your new place in life. Open wide.â He commands, his other hand having a firm grasp on his cock as he traces the form of your lips with it.
For the first time ever since his first visiy earlier today, genuine fear overcomes you. Not daring to oppose him, you open your mouth as commanded, gagging immediately as he shoves himself into your mouth.
Aemond enjoyed the mouth pleasures as well yet had been far gentler than he was. Your hands move to Daemons thighs on their own, trying to push him back just a little, but when his second hand too moves to your head and holds it in place, all hope for ease is lost.
Tears start burning in your eyes in an instant once the thick head of his cock hits the back of your mouth, even more so when you can feel it push in deeper, forcefully flattening your tongue underneath as he made his way into your throat.
The room fills with his sounds of pleasure, guttural moans and growls, your desperate gagging and struggle drowned out by the volume of his.
The bed behind you and his hands in your hair make any escape impossible and you thank the gods when after what feels like an eternity he finally pulls out of your throat, a string of saliva connecting him to you as you gasp desperately for air.
âFuck, thatâs it,â his voice is deep and raw with lust, âThatâs a good girl, finally.â
The praise does little to make any of it easier as he thrust himself back into your mouth and down your throat before you even had a chance to wipe your now freely flowing tears.
Daemon soon loses himself in his depravities, the fleshy pouch on his stones slapping harshly against your chin with each thrust. Your face a mess of tears and spit youâre unable to do much more than dig your nails into his thighs and take all he wants to give.
By the time he shoves himself all the way down your throat, his hips flush with your face as he tightly holds your head in place and spills what else he had left in him into you, youâve near lost all grasp on reality.
Your back and knees aching near as much as your jaw, you can finally breathe in relief once he separates himself from you once and for all, leaving you collapsing forward with heavy breaths as he stumbles backwards a few steps, groaning in satisfaction as he studies your pitiful state.
âThis is where you belong from now on,â he says after a while, âOn your knees for me, whenever I want. Do you understand this now, whore?â
On your hands and knees, still breathing heavily and coughing occasionally, you take a few moments to find your voice again. Avoiding his gaze, you mumble, ââŠyes.â
âThat is no way to talk to your king,â he objects, âSpeak properly, whore. Youâre a princess, you know how to.â
Defeated, you make no more attempts to be willful. Looking up at him, you answer, âI understand now, my king.â
A wicked smile on his face he approaches you, petting your head a few times. âThatâs a good princess. Now clean yourself up. You would not want your spawn to see you like this.â
Leisurely walking back to where his clothes lay discarded, he starts dressing himself as if this all had been nothing out of the ordinary.
Adding âI will be back for more once I feel like it.â, he grabs his swords and disappears out of the door just as swiftly as when he had arrived, shutting it with a loud thud.
You were still on the floor, your back now resting against the bed as you spread out your aching legs in front of you, hoping for relief in this much more comfortable position.
A thousand thoughts run through your head yet not a single one stays long enough to grasp.
With no idea just how much time has passed it is the sound of commotion in the halls outside tour door that draws you out of your blank stare. It was late in the day now and the sky barely lit. It was suppertime for most, and undoubtedly, the maids would soon return with your sons and serve your own meals.
You had hardly managed to throw your nightrobe back on, wipe away the remnants of him with the nearest piece of cloth and open the windows, hoping to ease the smell of sex in the air, before the knocks echo through the room.
Just as predicted, here were your sons, in the same carefree mood they always were. Happy to see their mother and now ready for a meal. Supper was served not long after.
While you had received only stew and bread before, the table was now set with the first mouth-watering meal ever since youâve been made prisoner. While you sit there, little Baelor on your lap and Rhaegar on a high chair next to you, you watch them intently.
The way each of them indulges in their meals, digging into the food with their bare hands and making a mess that no doubt would require a second bath before bed, your heart aches and you struggle to hold back the tears.
They are so innocent, completely oblivious to the death and suffering surrounding them. Their helplessness stands out to you. Unable to even feed themselves without help, they very much depend on you.
As you go on about the evening, taking the time and enjoying the presence of your two loved ones, by the time you lull the little ones to sleep, youâve made your decision.
You will do all it takes to keep them safe. All it takes to keep them from harm.
And if that means submitting to Daemonâs every vice without complaint, then so be it.
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đŁïž every word that came out of alicent's mouth in s2 in regards to aemond and aegon is bad writing. she condemns aegon to public death and aemond to death in battle because she believes - and the writers believe - and we are meant to believe - that they deserve to die, that they are both so irredeemable and fundamentally worthless as human beings because of their crimes (many of which they committed by c&h's own creative choice) that their continued existence is a shameful thorn in alicent's side. the only one she cares about now is helaena because of her "innocence." to have them wiped from existence would be a sort of cleansing for alicent and a reasonable price to pay for her freedom and the end of the war.
like.... in what world??? how am i supposed to buy that aegon and aemond are any worse than daemon?? than viserys? but only the men who support rhaenyra get redemption arcs, even when those redemption arcs do nothing to address the rot in their characters. daemon's most problematic trait isn't that he coveted his wife's throne. it's that he's a misogynist who was physically violent with said wife after he groomed her as a child in retaliation for a conflict with his brother (and i happen to like the guy!!!). it's that he's dismissive of women in general, including laena and his daughters, and was downright nasty to rhea for the entirety of their marriage until he onscreen!murdered her. and okay, some of these, like aemond and aegon's, are fanon crimes, but none of this is ever brought up, none of this is addressed in any meaningful way, it's okay because he bends the knee to rhaenyra and builds her an army and swears to never leave her. redemption. he is a man cleansed of his sins and we must accept him as such.
but aegon and aemond? who are much younger than him? were written off by the narrative long ago. it doesn't matter that aegon got a few sympathetic scenes this season; the fact that they made his mother offer up his life to rhaenyra (and that the scene approves of her decision by framing her as finally free underneath an open sky, with the belief that it's just her and helaena now) tells us everything we need to know.
I already pity Tom for what nonsense they're going to make him do tbh.
He was already so uncomfortable with the lines he was given about his genitals gone, lines he BTW was informed of in front of everyone without warning , that I cannot imagine how horrible he will feel if they keep this bullshit going.
I find it funny that Condal builds the whole Aegon's character around Mushroom's rumors from the book. Rape? In the book, the closest thing to this episode is the story about a 12-year-old girl who allegedly gave Aegon a blowjob, according to Mushroom of course. Children fighting pits? This was also information from Mushroom. Aegon's inability to have children due to injury? Well, Aegon was going to marry again and said that he'd have strong heirs, which means that he himself was quite confident in his ability to fulfill marital duties. So who said his cock didn't work? Mushroom! If this goes on, in the third season we'll see an adaptation of Mushroom's rumors about Aegon forcing the servants to have sex and watching them. You can start getting ready.
âheâs a murdererâ to YOU. well to me too but i forgive him<3
I find it fascinating how the general audience seems to view Viserys as this wise and peaceful ruler, girldad and loving husband who did nothing wrong his entire life.
Yet even according to show!canon he continually impregnated Aemma in hopes for a male heir, despite her having MULTIPLE life threatening pregnancies. We have a scene of him raping underage Alicent. He ignores all his sons and daughter resulting from said rapes. But he's such a cool dad because he lies to the entire realm on behalf of his firstborn daughter's bastards! He's a dragon dreamer and he believes the big Ice and Fire prophecy, yet he has no interest in his second daughter who clearly has visions of sorts. Certified girldad. He never ensures the safety of Alicent's children after his death because he didn't even protect them when he was alive. He does nothing when his son gets maimed, in fact, he protects his grandson who did it. He has a family dinner on the brink of death and we're supposed to feel bad for him because the kids are making a scene. Up to this point he simply ignores hostilities and never tries to make peace between the two sides.
But apparently he's smart and kind and progressive for naming a woman heir (out of fear of his brother getting to sit on the iron throne).
âthis is worse than season 8.â
darlings. sweetlings. take my hands and look me in the eyes. nothing could be worse than game of thrones season 8 (2019).
âa targaryen alone in the world is a terrible thingâ