(6/11/2018)

i feel like we don’t talk about things like this enough

- 5/23/2018

- 4/11/2018 Meeeeeeeeh

-Man… Matt waited till the end of the episode to introduce us to this glorious masterpiece of an NPC and then never even told us how to spell his name. (Turns out his name is Pumat Sol, thanks comments)

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Five Demands of the Hong Kong people:

Full withdrawal of the Extradition Bill (a.k.a. the Evil Law)

Retraction of the characterisation of the protest as a “riot”

Release of all the arrested protesters (especially the students and the wounded)

Accountability for police brutality

Resignation of Carrie Lam

Fun tip maybe don’t binge read manga when sick, you’ll fall asleep, forget about it then bump into it 2 years later and think“oh I slightly remember manga. it’s finished now maybe I’ll just read the last few chapters” then your crying cause it was a great ending and now you have to binge read the whole series cause you barely remember it and you have no idea where you left off.

- 1/15/2018 Ughhhhh.... at this point I feel like I'm just putting off doing color... not only do I have to learn to draw digitally with color it's a different app

So I couldn't help but edit this as soon as I saw her

I don’t think healthy people every really get chronic illness.

I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

She was honestly surprised and it made me realize a thing. They don’t get it. They don’t get that getting diagnosed only equals benefits like welfare or parking spot for us, and sometimes better pain meds but that is just like pushing luck. That it’s a forever thing. That that one day we felt good a week ago was just a bright spot and doesn’t mean we won’t need our aids anymore, cause chronic illness is not linear and will make a great comeback in next four hours, and the next good day is planned on when we’re 70. Cause when abled people are sick, they get better. And our illness is just an excuse for them. And when we say we will never get better they think we’re being dramatic and pessimistic. And I don’t think they’ll ever get it, cause to get it you need to live it. And I want my friends to stay healthy and not go through hell.