“There’s always a little truth behind “just kidding”, a little knowledge behind “I don’t know”, a little emotion behind “I don’t care”, and a little pain behind “It’s okay”.”
— Unknown
“It’s always been hard for me to tell the difference between denial and what used to be known as hope.”
— Michael Chabon
you didn't say goodbye and part of me believes that means you are coming back
“How many people have died to achieve this world domination of yours?” “769.” “…What?” “769 people died to achieve my plans. I counted them, and had each of their names etched on my throne so I never forget what my victory cost the world. Now tell me, how many have you killed to see me dead?”
I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.
I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.
Dejaré de creer en la bondad del corazón humano hasta que el mismo ser humano me demuestre lo contrario.
I will stop believing in the goodness of the human heart until the same human being proves me otherwise.
the nightmare will stop only if I fall asleep forever