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Still can't stop thinking about Brothers AU.

Who does Pony share the bed with?

Is it still Soda? Johnny? Do they take turns? Is sharing a room enough so he sleeps in his own bed or does he need another physical presence right there?

I had a terrible (meaning evil) headcanon of the AU that I need to share. The Curtis household has 3 bedrooms. So when their parents were alive, they had 3 boys to a bedroom: Darry, Two-Bit, and Dally in 1, and Soda, Steve, and Johnny in the other. Pony was the reason they didn't have another after him because he slept in his parents bedroom since they ran out of space (he was probably an oops baby). When their parents died, in their grief the boys didn't think about that fact during sleeping arrangements and Pony didn't want to be a bother, so he slept alone for the first time in his empty parents room. His brothers all had each other, but he was alone. Undetermined amount of time passed (probably at least a few days after the funeral), they didn't realize until he woke up the entire household screaming from a nightmare. Beds were moved around the next morning. Pony still feels guilty about it.

I love that you love it! I need to write more frfr

for the whole rooms thing there IS three but I figured they would go wherever they wanted to or with whoever they wanted to be around

omg this killed me (I love it) enough this is preposterous (keep going)

ok so this might be canon.

guys I wanna write this should iiii

I want you to tell me right now why I have to be sorry for struggling so bad it felt like there was truly no other option? If it was you having that problem I would fucking be there. But if it’s me, hell no, right? How dare you have problems! How dare you feel that you’re only way out is to try and go and when you fail, try and forget.

Like go ahead and talk shit if you aren’t doing it already but whether you give a damn or you don’t if I’m alive or dead, it still hurts and impacts. I’m so tired of this happening with everyone I know like I literally can’t keep doing all this. I mean this in full seriousness in case ppl continue to not take me seriously.

we should create other blogs and disappear from the face of the earth and change our names and move continents ahh

I want to redesign my tumblr blog because I have a new hyperfixation called "Gallavich" 🌫‼️

hush hush

https://discord.gg/suH3PzST

we’re so nerdy I fear with this obsession of a fiction of fiction of our simulation of life but we’re demure nerds yk? Js panicking but at least we’re panicking together 🥰🥰

We're panicking very demurely, very mindfully

:3

now hear me out. stick with me for this one…*desperado*

everybody wants to rule the world is a VERY dallas winston coded song thank you and goodnight

curtis brothers au hcs but it's when pony was born

darry was six years old and already had five little brothers so he knew he was ready for a sixth

at first he didn't like it, but he grew to love his brother and being an older brother when his first baby brother, keith, was born.

so you can imagine the excitement for dally

and then the extreme excitement for twins

and then another one

darry practically had a mini army

but the army wasn't very useful when the three youngest were in a stroller, dally was all shy, and keith was always bored so he always made it darrys problem

just like when he was sitting in the waiting room with his siblings and his uncle as they waited for their dad to come get them

keith was poking him and trying to get him to play

dally was in the seat on the other side of keith, also waiting quietly which was really good for a kid his age.

and their uncle was trying to entertain steve, soda, and johnny in the stroller so they wouldn't start crying again

which really was starting to annoy little darry

he loved them but the kid was stressing cause theres gonna be another onee

once their dad came out, darry practically jumped out of his seat and grabbed the hands of his two younger brothers to walk to their mama

and uncle jeff pushed the stroller

darry didn't have a hold on dally for too long before the latter ran to their dad for "uppies"

grabby arms and all

keith however was running his toy car up and down darry's arm

darry let it slide

what darry didn't let slide was the extra babbling from sodapop

the kid was overdoing it

so yk what darry did?

he side eyed him

yeah thats right

but eventually they made it to their mama's room

they went closer

darry peaked over and saw his mama smiling

and in her arms was the smallest baby he had ever seen

he hadn't remembered even lil johnny being that small

dally was still being held by their dad before peaking over and then hiding back in his dad's chest

eventually little dally looked back and smiled

"baby!"

keith was overjoyed as he held out the car to the baby, who was still asleep in their mama's arms, seemingly rejected when the boy hadn't woke up and suddenly started playing with him

their mama had to explain

"haven't seen last of me, baby!"

their mama had smiled at the boys, the ones that weren't now asleep in the stroller

their parents steadied them as they held their littlest brother for the first time

their parents watched as they saw the joy in their eyes at the small baby

once the baby went back to their mama and their dad, they had questions to ask

darry looked up to his beaming mama. she looked tired but also as happy as she was everytime she got to hold one of her precious children for the first time.

"what's his name, mama?"

little darry had asked

"his name is ponyboy"

🫶🫶🫶

we never yap anymore in small occasional intervals the way we used to (I'm DELULU) 😆

top 5-10 favorite outsiders fanfics 321 go!

gang my phone broke so I'm using my mom's and haven't had access to tumblr a lot 😭😭 I miss the yapping

Okkayyy I LOVE RANTING ABOUT FICS OMGGG (these aren't really in order, just ones I really enjoy) (also only complete works so mostly one shots but wtv)

1: I am a SUCKER for PaperCut, especially with loser, pining Curly.

2: I love soda soooo much and he's so silly omggg (also background Papercut)

3: this is the first work in a series and I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH. really anything by this author is amazing!!!

4: another Papercut fic, do you see a pattern??

5: TEMPORARY OF COURSE I LOVE YOU LND!!

6:pony is going THROUGH it y'all

7: I haven't actually finished this one yet but it's sooooo good so far

8: I love pony and darry sooo much

9: gang is protective of pony, but what's new?

10: two-bit and pony mean a lottt to meee

tbh I wanna write smth like a one shot to get me back into the writing game frfr…if only I were to receive ideas…wink wink

the want, need, the urge, to write aus of my au and put em all apart of a series on ao3 just cause i can cause i feel like there's a lot i can do with this but too much for one particular universe am i totally crazy

(feed my urges give me ideas im eating it up over here)

for all my two-bit kinnies such as myself who feel like this on a daily. especially if you feel like you dont have the right. i see you.