Heather Havrilesky

White. 

Petals float on it, a patchwork blanket. 

Cherry Blossom. 

Schofield is swept through the white petals. Schofield raises an arm from the water and sees the petals clinging to him.

Blake.

1917 (2019) dir. Sam Mendes

Full moon (Mar. 9, 2020)

I mean, it’s one banana, Michael. What could it cost? Ten dollars?

the “im looking through you” singalong is almost as weird as the episode

george is captain of a boat i guess

he sees paul relaxing on a boat and hes in his way

goerge does his best to get paul to move

but pauls like “lol get a load of this dick”

and he angers george in no way he has ever been angered before

georges mind goes straight to murder and tries to shoot paul with missiles

paul returns with a sabmarine and goes under the water to hide from goegre

george then realizes the full effect what hes just done

he goes into a panic thinking paul actually died bc of him

and ringo is there but serves no purpose

07.07.15

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The loneliness is suffocating. At all hours, a ringing in my ears - that undertone. In the store, in the shower, in front of the people I love. Lonely like a fist in the mouth, like netting in my diaphragm, like a rotted tooth. Everything I put in my body just feels like cotton, all smooth and numb and unsatisfying. Who am I even looking for. What do I seek. What went to bed and never woke up inside me.

One Direction backstage in Indianapolis - July 31, 2015

Edmonton 7/21/15 + 

suddenly remembered this poem as i was making breakfast this morning & frantically googled “poem remembered to buy eggs?????????” & somehow managed to find it & it utterly knocked the wind out of me just as much as when i first read it