Happy Thursday and Happy Turkey Day!š¦
To those that celebrate it, of course. Fuck the colonizers but let's use this as a day of gathering and gratefulness.
I hope everyone eats lots of good food today and if you don't have family or anyone to be around today just imagine you and I are watching your favorite movies and eating lots of snacks and having a great time. :)
Please be kind to yourselves today. Be patient with yourselves and don't give so much grace to others that you don't save some for yourself.
It's okay to be sad sometimes just as much as it's okay to be happy. It's okay to be human. š¤
Eat something today, please, meditate, or do something that makes you calm and happy. Drink lots of water!
You're all very special. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Also, comparison is the thief of joy. Don't compare yourself and your life to others. Everyone's path is different and you don't have to have what everyone else has and be what everyone else is.
Be hopeful and know that one day, all of your dreams will come true as long as you keep going. What's meant for you will always find it's way to you.
Everything we want isn't always what we need, and everything we need isn't always what we want. š¤
I love you all very much!
10 - minute guided meditation for gratefulness
10 - minute flute meditation for third eye & crown chakras (for people who don't like the talking)
merry christmas @yuki-byeol from your secret santa!! I saw you like Levihan family stuff with their (many) adopted kids, so I thought maybe Gabi and Falco could help Hange pick out a birthday present for Levi š
thank you @levihanweek / @alemanriq for organising everything āØ
Gothkasa, Eren and Armin trying to buy alcohol at a convenience store
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oh shit we got december tomorrowā¦
Christmas Yet Againš
Word count: 1366 Note: Alternate Universe where Eren decided not to reveal himself and attack during the proclamation of war,leaving the Tybur siblings with a mix of feelings and a grim realization.
Pure white snow had begun to cover the Earth long before the month of December even thought to formally arrive, causing a certain blonde haired Lord to shiver in preparation for the cold that was to envelop him and his aging bones once he stepped foot into the white paradise outside his large house. Yet had it been up to Willahelm Tybur, heād not leave the warmth and comfort of his home ever again. Not after the insane stunt he managed to pull at the festival in Liberio. How and why he was still aliveā¦not even he knows. The plan was well ingrained into his brain, and he was aware of the most probable outcome. He had said his goodbyes, he had made sure his heart was in the right place, he was ready to perish that very night! Yetā¦that never got to happen. He delivered his speech oh so full of love for this nation that wasnāt even his, he had put his entire soul into it, ready to sacrifice all he was! All he had! And yet there he was.
The manās beautiful blue eyes had been following the rapid fall of the heavy snowflakes, lost in the beauty of the gathering, untouched mass. It was so weirdā¦it felt as if he was seeing snow for the first time in forever-and can you blame him? The head of the Tybur household hadnāt thought heād see another Christmas. Lost in thought however, he forgot about someone else that struggled with this sort of feeling. And only when the silhouette of his beloved sister Lara entered his field of view did the man snap back to reality. She wore what looked like a thick long coat to keep her warm,paired with gloves and boots. Was she out on her own?Of course not.
Soon enough, small figures would rush over to the woman, figures that became simple blobs of color as the window the Lord stared out from began freezing slowly.
āLara-ā Heād catch himself nearly whimpering as he stood up from his chair,turning to head towards the door. It had been a few months since that night ,a few months since theyād spokenā¦a few months since Lara too had been told that something big was to happenā¦something greater than them, greater than they could ever imagine.
Months since the woman had prepared herself for a fight- or perhaps prepared is a word one would use loosely, for Lara had no training. Sheād inherited the Warhammer titan without having any thought that a day may come where she might need to use its power. To be fair, most none of the previous inheritors had any special trainingā¦after all, they simply kept the titan safe and contained. That was all they did. So being told one day that the fate of your family and perhaps the entire world will be resting on your frail and fragile shouldersā¦who wouldnāt break?
āIs that dad?ā The voice of a young girl that was tugging on Laraās coat soon distracted the woman from her thoughts,and for a moment her eyes lit up at the sight.āIs he really going to join us out today?ā the young girl would speak again,yet sheād receive no answer.
It was indeed their father,and the man seemed to be rushing towards his sweet children and his sisterā¦so much so that his usually pale face now stung,bright red from the cold air that cut at him. It had been so longā¦so long since he allowed himself to leave his office, so long since heād felt like he was not alone or crazy for feeling the way he did. She was right there! The woman that understood, the woman that always understood. Lara,his sweet Lara, who had been by him throughout his life, his struggles,his pains.
The moment Willy reached the black haired woman, heād not hold back. Throwing his arms around her rather small frame in order to drag her into a warm and tight embrace,the man nearly sobbed as his face now pressed against her soft coat. The cold didnāt affect him anymore,not as long as he had her. She brought him a sort of comfort that not even his wife managed to. Lara caressed his very soul like only she knew how,just by being there. Just by..being.
All it took was one moment for the Tybur siblings to stumble back and collapse into the welcoming blanket of fresh snow with a small grunt- all this causing them to burst into laughter almost immediately. So loud and joyous, it was nearly contagious. And to Willyās children it was, theyād make it very clear by quite literally allowing themselves to fall over in the snow by their father and aunt.
From then on followed a couple of hours of family fun, with Willahelmās wife too joining them at some point. The Tyburs would become a normal family for a short while. Building snowmen, having snowball fights and pulling each other around on a sled. Yet as time passed, the weather grew harsher,colderā¦more and more unforgiving. Just like the world.
āWill you two join us inside soon? The carolers might pop up any minute,and Bruno and Alois wish to hand out the cupcakes weāve baked together.āWillyās eldest daughter Fine would speak up, having turned to walk backwards towards the house in order to see her sweet father.
āWhatācha need me for, sweetheart?āThe blonde man called out,a small laugh caught in his throatā¦good God, he loved his children so much.
āWell, we need you to try them! We donāt know if theyāre good or not,itās our first time baking!ā
āAlright alright, weāll be in soon, I promise!ā
With that, the children along with their mother would vanish into the white winter tapestry,and Willy would sigh.
What followed was a moment of silence as he and Lara sat in the cold snow,feeling their clothes grow wetter and wetter by the minute.
āI- i honestly didnāt imagine iād see another Christmas-ā He finally broke the silence, and Lara almost immediately seemed to understand. āI was pretty sure i-ā
āYouād die? As if I'd let such a thing happen.āThe woman let out a gentle chuckle, silencing herself rather fast. Yet her brother didnāt seem to notice. And she couldnāt blame him.
āWell, we need not worry about such things anymore. All is good. We will celebrate many things from now on,for nothing will stand in our way. We are alive. We get to live,Lara.ā
āYou get to live.ā Lara caught herself mumbling. She did not mean to speak out loud, for the last thing she wished to do was ruin her brotherās newfound enthusiasm for life, especially on Christmas. Yet it was too late.
As if something had lit up in Willyās mind, the man would lower his gaze with a small humā¦and then a huff. ā R- right. How long uhm-ā
ā I donāt remember for sure. But at mostā¦I have one, maybe two Christmases left.ā Her voice soft,low,perhaps sad. Sad, yesā¦for she loved her brother,and sheād not want to goā¦not so soon. But she had no choice, not in this matter.
āI didnātā¦realize- when did the time pass-āWilly muttered quietly under his breath, not really expecting an answer. For why would he? Theyād both taken their time together for granted and there was no going back. āThenā¦letās make the most of what we have left,hm?ā By God did he wish to be able to sound cheerful, yet as he spoke,a hot tear rolled down his freezing cold cheekā¦yet heād smile.
āI love you,Lara. Let us live out whatever we have left to liveā¦happily.ā
āI love you as well,Willy. Always will.āLara nodded along ,and soon tears welled in her dark eyes as well.
Pushing up from the ground first was Willy,and heād help her up,smiling as he began leading his dear sister towards their house. Determined to make the most of this holidayā¦determined to fill the walls of their home with memories enough for a lifetime.
I'm so fucking productive. I got so much shit done today.
ā Fact check: This user did the bare minimum for the first time in 3 months.
reposting these as a side-by-side
maybe jealous armin when he sees another guy flirting with a dolled up Annie at one of their gala events as ambassadors š«Ø
I wonder what Armin told Annie š¤«
It's not an illustration for some certain chapters, but a pic inspired by several moments of your story, @cosmicjoke
Levi is in the hospital (again) and just wants to go home. He is hurting himself and can't eat bc he is too nervous and in the great distress.
He has a sore spot on his cheek like he had after falling in chapter 49.
"Thereās an ugly abrasion forming along his right cheekbone, already signs of swelling and bruising, and Onyankopon thinks it must have come from hitting his face on the edge of one of the steps."
But my mind is unfocused these days, and I had drawn a patch at the wrong side of his face.
I have tried to choose the color palette for this drawing, that would be, idk, feels like anxious to a viewer. Share this in AO3, If you'd like. š - (pls no reposts w/o permission, reblogging is ok)
I have a show pig and today I ran out of Linder 6-11 scuds ( itās super high in crude protein and I need it for state fair which is next week). So this morning after feeding I went down to my local Linder supplier and apparently they stopped their orders for it earlier than planned this year. So I went into their back room and while looking through their feed I saw a bag of sunglo Sāmore fill and so I grab it, not even reading the crude protein and just taking it to check out because it was the only one I vaguely recognized. i get home and read the crude protein and itās like 8% instead of like- 25%. So now I feel like an idiot.
( sorry for my useless rant my lovelies ā¤ļøā¤ļø)
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