Me. I am Elation.
typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable
I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.
how to k1ll yourself without disappointing anyone no borax no glue
the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked
Try to not read too much into a friend's silence, which would inevitably lead you down a horrible downward spiral of self deprecation, fear of them abandoning you in real time, and thoughts of suicide challenge!!!!!
i feel like we don't appreciate these days how much the twin towers sucked, like, design-wise
they were contemporarily hated for just being these giant grey monoliths
like there probably could've been an easier way to get rid of them, but they probably needed to go either way