Time System

The true water magic

brb going outside to wistfully observe the reflections of the shop lights in the wet streets

Delicious poetry

Fuck it, post lamb stew slow cooker recipe

one of the best academic paper titles

Rgb church

by mistermalloy

I hope you enjoy recording music, and working on self-improvement because we are getting this to 2k!

ok everyone seems to be doing this and maybe i'm just a loser (yes i am a loser i'm sorry everyone) but if this post gets 1k notes i will:

work out how to record my music and actually properly publish it

stop going on my phone for so long after school

if it gets 2k notes i will:

actually dedicate myself to learning russian

start writing my book properly (as in no more chaotically deleting all my work, i will start being less self-conscious, be less of a perfectionist, and less comparing myself to others)

this is not happening. no way.

In honor of my favorite Minecraft flower

Lily of the valley 💕🧚🌱✨

So, I read this and went down a bit of a research rabbit hole, and these are the articles that I thought would be the most helpful/ interesting/ compelling.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6526283/ This is an academic article from the NIH that's more about SZPD in general and is what I started with.

I looked into @i-am-a-dragon-dragon suggestion of Esme Wijun Wang's book The Collected Schizophrenias, and while I couldn't find a (legal) place to download it for free, I did find this interview that Esme did with PBS about her history with her diagnosis.

I found this book Self Study: Notes on the Schizoid Condition, and this website has a link to a free pdf https://press.ici-berlin.org/doi/10.37050/hs-01/index.html

This old NYTimes article is more of an overview/case study about a man with an unspecified Schizoid disorder. I found it really compelling because it does have a happy ending so to speak

https://www.brightquest.com/schizoid-personality-disorder/caring-for-someone-with-schizoid-personality-disorder/ This is more of an outsiders manual for helping people live with SZPD, and giving some overview for therapy options.

If you want more reading, I recommend going to the References section of the Wiki article on Schizoid Personality Disorder. There are a lot of links there and while they are very high-brow academically written, they are very thorough.

I hope this helps! good luck.

I know this is something of a long shot, but I feel like of all the Tumblr users I know of, you’re the most likely to have an answer.

Recently, I was diagnosed with szpd (Schizoid Personality Disorder), which explains a decent chunk of my life struggles.

Do you have any stories, advice, or resources that you can share with me?

I actually know very little about SZPD or related disorders, so I'm going to turn this out to the floor to see if someone has recommended reading for both of us.

Stormy weather, Leonard Koscianski (because)

And her opposable thumbs

Trying