старые картинки с Дазаем и… что… Чуя?
old pictures with Dazai and... what... Chuuya?
ur pfp is sending me i had to do a double take ily bootuya/chuuhill
Funny thing is I'm drawing Chuuhill rn
not locking in for 2025. im scared brother
rb to have a super gay 2023
Spotify really called me depressed and a fag
old man yaoi this, old man yaoi that, these men are in their 30s, they are not old!! this is the real old man yaoi
lil beast chuuya for lil mini salt @saltedbiscuiit !!
so happy i got to draw this for you! beast skk brainrot goes brrrrrrrr-- hehe, i hope you'll like it <3
Wasn't planning on experiencing the full range of human emotion today
do you think we're humans because we're gay, or we're gay because we're humans
Im going to answer this as someone who grew up closeted queer and trans in a very conservative place, as a scientist, as one hell of a neurotic person, and as the accidental leader of a strange internet cult. We arent humans because we are gay nor the other way around. We are gay, queer, different, diverse, unclassifiable, unlableable, baffling and strange because we are alive. Science has no fucking idea why we are that way, probably never will. We dont know why we are that way and probably never will. Existing as a spectrum, as everything we are, is the most utterly alive thing there could be. We are alive and therefore we are gay, it is inherently in its meaning, to exist is to differ, to create, to live in uncountable different, chaotic ways. Just like we arent just sad, or angry, or happy, we are often many of those at the same time and often we dont understand it or know. Being gay is like being everything else about being alive: uncertain, unique, chaotic, strange, baffering. We know nothing of very big things, we know nothing of very small things, and we barely know shit about things our size. The only thing we can do is love as messily, as undefinedly, as strangely as possible. Who fucking cares.
Pd. Apparently I wrote this last night after taking 3 xanax and i do not remember it, but seems like i forgot to hit post, probably because i passed out. Make whatever of this piece of useless fucking wisdom my brain formed while high as a kite
still obsessed