Trinity Santos + Textposts

a constant struggle :(

rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between "damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)" and "damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)"

okay, i’m hurt-

“What we had was so special and you walked away from it.” with matt. I’m always here for the angst 🥲

-💜

Oh and now some Matt angst. That boy lives in a world of angst so he will fit right in.

You couldn't even bare to look at him. He hovered in your living room like a lost puppy. He played with his fingers and then the hem of his hoodie over and over in a nervous cycle. You'd been talking for hours, you were getting nowhere and your feelings hadn't changed. You hurt from head to toe and you didn't find yourself any closer to forgiveness.

"What you did was..." you heaved in a weighted breath to steady yourself, trying desperately not to shout cause you knew the walls were paper thin and the baby next door was having sleeping trouble lately.

"Unforgiveable I know" he finished your sentence, his voice it's usual low calm tenor. It was almost irritating to you now. How could he be so... still?

"What we had was so special and you walked away from it" your words shook as your spoke, your breath rattling into your lungs.

He nodded, eyes downcast to the floor, "I know"

He stepped forward and in tandem you stepped back, "Please don't"

"You won't even let me touch you?" he asked, hurt instantly painting his face. His eyebrows were scrunched inwards and his mouth pulled down into a frown.

You rubbed the heal of your palm into your tired eyes, "Matt I...." you paused, "No, I won't let you touch me. I need you to leave"

His face broke it's steely gaze even further as he began to cry, you turned your back to him unable to witness him cry. The ache in your chest grew larger as you listened to his heavy breathing.

"Please" he whispered, "Just try?"

You sighed but didn't turn around, "I did"

“dr santos is such a bitch but she gets better” skill issue i was her number #1 fan since episode 1. sorry you can only appreciate nuance if the character is male

not to be a slut or anything but i want to be passed around by these two. either taking turns or both at the same time, whatever they want honestly.

I do not know what fic you are talking about but now i NEED to find it

sighhh 😓 so do i!!! i must find it again

felt the need to add some tags for carlos sainz because my heart breaks a little bit each time i see any incorrect usage of spanish or google translate 😭😭

(no hate to any writers! i just thought this might be of use for some writers, if they’d like to improve)

for all the non-native/fluent writers that are using spanish

I appreciate trying to incorporate spanish for Miguel. However, I see you guys saying you’re using google translate and it’s not the best translator as it translates it literally and sounds awkward. A better translator is spanishdict.com and it looks like this,,,,

I put in “you look beautiful today” and it translated it in different ways and shows you what region uses what and how you can use it in different contexts. 100% way better than google.

Also, I’m Mexican so from what I’ve seen from my family members, specifically my uncles and dad, use for the spouses as terms of endearment are cariño, mi amor (my love), mi corazón (my heart), mi reina (my queen) mi vida (my life), and mami. We also don’t use vosotros or vos.

Honestly, I’d also be down to help proofread spanish parts or help see if a sentence or phrase makes sense!!

Hope this helps and can I just say I’m having the time of my life going through these tags.

I love LGBT representation in books but I love it more when it’s treated like it’s completely normal. I don’t want any huge coming out scenes or extra emphasis a character being trans. I just want queer people to fight dragons and not have to provide exposition on their existence.

OMG TYSM FOR THE FIC!! loved it and yes yes I mean a one shot! Should have made that more clear lol

THANK YOU SO MUCH <33

and you’re fine!! :))

im just someones weird sister