I Yearn For A Yan4yan Relationship. Mutual Obsession. Mutual Devotion. Mutual Possession. All Of Me Is

“bring me their heads.” x “yes, my darling.”

The relationship should go both ways . You need to be obsessive and threaten my life if I dare step out of line , too . Keep me locked up because you're afraid of losing me .

I hope I'm not just a yanblr blog to you—but a deeply rooted parasocial relationship.

Analog horror my beloved

im tryna go freak4freak, loser4loser perhaps

Strong urge to lock my beloved inside our home with constant surveillance . Absolutely no contact with the outside world and no one else but me . Giving them such severe Stockholm Syndrome that the thought of leaving me would cause a panic .

Hesaid hi to me he said hi ton mee e he called me baby ohmjyd GODDDUDHEWGAV

MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD I'M GONNA FUCKING RIP IT OUT

Gods above , I miss him . I miss him so bad . He misses me too , I've been told that , but he wouldn't be in such a position of heartbreak if I weren't such a coward . He deserves better , yeah , but I don't want him with anyone else . I'm so terrible .

I said I wanted to get better before dating again , but he's seen me at my worst . He's loved me anyways . Why was I so stupid ?

The urge to cut my pretty boy's throat a little and taste his blood . . Feeling him squirm and hearing him whine underneath me . .