Pairing: Reader x ex!Doyoung Summary: You’ve never been able to let Doyoung go. He remains in your heart though you can’t erase him, your memories that you can’t let go of. He lives in your books, though you try to ignore his presence. And now, he stands before you to remind you of that time you’ve lost. Word Count: 2.6k Author’s Note: Please enjoy this t h i n g that I wrote at one in the morning because Replay (PM 01:27) came on, and I’ve always loved that song. I’ve always felt like, although it’s kind of disco-y and upbeat, it had a deeper sadder meaning. So here is my word vomit, inspired by one of my favorite NCT 127 songs :)
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Your break-up wasn’t supposed to be a break up.
Initially, it was just a break.
Fresh out of college with your undergrads, drowning in debt and lacking in love, you told your boyfriend of three years, Kim Doyoung, that you needed a break. You had simply grown apart, and needed time to reprocess your relationship. Being the understanding man you knew him to be, he obliged.
You had expected it to last a week or two, maybe a month. But Doyoung had packed his necessities from your shared apartment and, with a kiss on your forehead, left for Taeyong’s place, promising to be back whenever you needed. But he never came back.
You didn’t really know what it was that kept you from calling him.
Perhaps it was that you were a writer. Your head in the clouds and your emotions always running wild, you constantly overthought every single detail of your relationship. You would keep telling yourself you needed more time away. That time grew from days, to weeks, to months, until it had been over a year since the last time Doyoung pressed his chapped lips to your skin in a chaste kiss.
Perhaps it was that Doyoung, as a law student, was far too emotionless and had no qualms giving you your infinite space, even as your relationship silently disintegrated. He respected your space, told you to reach out to him when you were ready. But you had never been ready.
Perhaps it was just that in your time apart, the love faded. You both came to realize this.
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Summary: You grew up with Jeno… You just didn’t realize how much your feelings changed along the way.
Pairing: Jeno x Y/N
Genre & Theme: Fluff, Nostalgia, Childhood, First Kiss.
Word count: 2,995
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The first time you met Jeno was when you were nine years old.
It was in a small park in Incheon, one that your parents let you go to with the aid of your older sister, Yerim. She would let you play on the equipment, keeping an eye on you as you scuffed around in the mulch while she, herself, mingled with a pretty girl her age with light violet hair.
It was interesting, to say the least.
He was just the boy from the other side of the neighborhood, at that point. A face you that hadn’t yet sunk into your memory. He liked to swing, he liked to pluck grass, and he enjoyed sitting under the yellow slide in the shade when it got too hot. That was the extent of your young knowledge.
It was just another summer day, and you were walking to the park holding Yerim’s hand. You played on your own, swinging on the swings next to the lanky mixed boy who lived in the house across from you when you heard a cry from under the yellow slide.
You jumped off the swing, little feet disturbing the mulch as you ran over to where the noise came from. It was the boy, the boy who liked to swing and pluck grass.
He had mulch and dirt across his lap, ruining his shorts. You looked around, grabbing onto a red support bar as you tried to find who could’ve upset him. A sniff rose in the air, bringing your attention back to the sitting boy.
“Are you okay?” You whispered, sitting down across from him.
He nodded, frowning as he wiped off his pants, “Yeah… I’m fine,” He glowered in the direction of two taller teenagers.
You followed his line of sight, seeing the two of them pushing each other jokingly as they laughed. The taller one nodded in your direction, pointing and smirking as your frowned at them, “They should apologize.”
“No-! It’s okay, you don’t-!” Jeno mumbled, trying to catch your hand as you pushed yourself off the ground and made you way over to the punks with an angry expression on your small face. The taller, and probably also the older one, raised an eyebrow.
“Apologize to him!”
Yerim looked on with a sigh, muttering, “There she goes again.”
The shorted boy snorted, “If he wanted us to apologize, then wouldn’t he be over here himself?”
“Who cares? Why are you so mean?” You whined, frown deepening. Yerim sighed, debating intervening. You flicked the boy in the chest, “Don’t kick dirt on people.”
The taller one stuck out his tongue, the muscle disappearing back behind his lips when he saw something behind you.
“Look who decided to come out of his hiding place,” he drew, “Coming to get your little girlfriend?”
Your face flushed red and tried to kick him in the shin, only to be pulled backwards by a soft hand. You stumbled, yelling, “I’m not little!”
Jeno held your wrist as he made you retreat, pulling you away from the tall, jeering boys. You still wanted to fight them, hurling out what little insults you knew. Eventually, you found yourself under the yellow slide once again, pouting.
“You didn’t have to do that,” He whispered, still holding your wrist. He let go when he realized you weren’t going to run over there and try to kick one of them in the shin again, “I can handle myself just fine.”
“Sure you can…”
He pursed his lips, “Jeno.”
“Sure, Jeno.” You sighed, “I’m Y/N. Wanna meet my sister?”
“Do I have a choice?” He sighed, tiling his head.
“Yes,” You said, but you already were dragging him over to Yerim, “It’s really warm today.”
Jeno agreed.
That afternoon, your sister took the two of you to a local shop and bought you frozen lemonade, all three of you siting on the street curb eating the cold sweet under the hot sun. Jeno had never tried it before, but quickly found out it was something he loved immensely. He slowly opened up to you, prompted gently by your older sister. You found out he went to a nearby all boys elementary school while you went to a co-ed school in the opposite direction.
You and Yerim brought him home where she and Jeno’s mom exchanged contacts and addresses. Jeno waved to you as you left, making your way down the sidewalk to where you lived, all the way across the neighborhood. You waved back, smiling at your newly found friend.
Fast-forward three years and the two of you still play together in the same park together, eating frozen lemonade when the both of your allowances let you or if one of your parents offered to buy it. He introduced you to his neighbor Jaemin, a taller boy with slightly lighter hair and cute cheeks. Jaemin went to your school, luckily. He wasn’t enrolled in the all-boys academy that Jeno was in.
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pairing : jaemin x reader
genre : soulmates? idk hard to explain
word count : 3k
summary : you were jaemin’s everything, at least, everything but his.
notes : i’m tired of struggling to write this so i’m releasing it as is pls take this away from me it’s been taunting me in my drafts for almost a year
if someone were to ask jaemin what his favorite color was, he would, without doubt, reply with yellow.
'why?’ they’d ask him, well why not?
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our boys ;-;
tenderlyrenjun: they are winking, they are best friends, they are so cute!!!!!!!! chenle's little half smirk and whatever renjun is doing to try and be taller hghfhsjdb
small edit i did teehee
who gives a fuck about your pretty face when your heart is so fucking ugly
if anyone is finding account fic recs (mainly nct writers)... just look at my followings LMAO
Share. Please. In honor or this nameless hero whom because of this letter he or she sent me, could save a life tonight.
again, my box is always open.
last updated : 21.12.20
this is a list of some fics that i think are amazing (we stan author and writer nims uwu) and deserve lots of love from everyone!!
honestly i made this with no goal whatsoever, but i hope new tumblr users in the fandom can use this list to explore the world of fanfics :D
(i wont be tagging the writers because theres a tag limit and i dont wanna bother them yea,, but if you guys see this post then ily all)
f - fluff | a - angst | s - smut
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projection [a,s] - taeyongtime
a cut above the rest [f] - greennct
love in silence [a,f] - nsheetee
blue diner [a,f] - jungwooisms
yah! [f] - starlightkun
inked [f] - stormae
cool blue [f] - dreaminghaos
les lettres d’amour [f,a,s] - royaljeongin
the one with the motel [f] - mistymark
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what a loser [f] - chipsandwaffles
red [a,s,f] - slightlymore
one day (PM 01:27) [a,f] - byunbaekby
untitled [f] - jungstruly
untitled [f] - slightlymore
untitled [f] - nsheetee
banksy’s scrooge [f] - kacchand-archive
streamline [f] - stormae
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teach or be taught [f] - sofhyuck
fighting for you honor [f] - chipsandwaffles
sunshine prince [f] - chipsandwaffles
be mine [f] - cozyjae
him and i [f,a] - loeyslover
for the one i’ve always loved [f,a] - taeyongtime
valentine’s couple [f] - prettywordsyouleft
the one with the diet coke bottle [f] - mistymark
anticipate the moss rose [f] - stormae
win [f] - jaeminlore
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zoom gone wrong with lucas wong [f] - scriptura-delirus
yukhei is not your boyfriend [f,a] - greennct
lifesaver [f] - kacchand-archive
unspoken [f,a] - nctstudio
yellow [f,a] - kireimarkeu
mark in a library [f] - greennct
a poem titled you [f] - celestialmark
it’s just a song [f] - kacchand-archive
let me know [f,a] - nctsworld
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shampoo [f,a] - nakyngs
[ 08:39 am] [f] - heartyyjeno
one foot in the golden life [f,s,a] - nsheetee
[ 08:03 am] [f] - najxemins
home [f,a,s] - byunbaekby
dollarstore mistletoe [f] - jishyucks
if [f], if II [f]- jishyucks
true love [a,f,s] - whereisten
all tangled up [f] - kacchand-archive
are you okay? [f] - yo-ddream
[21:18] [f] - xoxohyuck
candy jar [f,a] - chu-ni
worth it [f] - jaeminzie
the apprentices [f,a] - taeyongs-star-earring
untitled [f] - hubbytaeil
maybe [f] - kacchand-archive
everything [a,f] - huarens
bibliophile [f] - mydaintydaisy
untitled [f] - sehunniepotwrites
candy cane express [f] - cherdream
let’s play pretend [f] - luvdsc
i can feel your warmth [f,s] - loviejaehyun
smultronställe 1 [f,a], smultronställe 2 [f,a,s] - gohyuck
untitled [f] - rouiyan
new beginnings [f,a] - yo-ddream
drive it forward [f,a] - dreamystuffers
chenle in your camera lens [f], you in chenle’s camera lens [f,a]- greennct
just friends? [f] - loonacitys
imgn | college crush [f] - mojwisungie
hot summer nights, mid july [f] - jaeminzie
lab partner from hell [f,a] - greennct
of school dances and love [f] - scriptura-delirus
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moonlight cafe - nsheetee
not clickbait - luvdsc
nct fraternity house - multikpopwriter
for chlo~
hair-stylist!au honestly taeyong was the only member i could write this au for, because he’s so overworked & dyes his hair so damn much lol 🥴🥴🥴 if any rich nctzens are reading this pls bring him some conditioner and a kingsize bed at the next fansign
omg also I have no idea how a hair salon works so i’m so sorry for my inaccurate descriptions of how to dye hair sksksks
fluffy, two idiots in love my favourite kind tee hee, 4.5k words
song rec: lucky strike by trove sivan
Today was going to be a long day.
Usually, when you dyed hair, you were allowed the luxury of dealing with only one client over a series of hours, or days if necessary. However, your salon was well-known, and highly respected, meaning that you received frequent visits from kpop groups. Each and every time the idols came in, your usually tranquil hair salon was thrown into chaos.
The colouring needed to be done as quickly and discreetly as possible, to avoid the public catching wind of any spoilers for their potential comeback. Unfortunately, this meant shutting the salon down for at least 24 hours, and running all over the place attempting to complete about thirty odd jobs at once. As one of the senior members of staff there, you usually had the luxury of picking and choosing your clients, however whenever idol groups came in, you were expected to oversee each and every member, in order to ensure that they all received the exact treatment that their company entrusted you to give them.
To be honest, you didn’t mind tending to idols if their group was small. They were usually starved for conversation outside of their tight inner circle of mangers and staff members, so always provided you with fun stories and easy chatter. However, this relaxed and friendly attitudes only applied for groups with at most, six members. Since not every member would have a full-on bleach and colour, you had time to stop for a cup of coffee now and then, and still get the job done on time.
Today, however, you were not going to be granted that luxury.
Today, NCT 127 had been booked.
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