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i’m in such disbelief right now and beyond disgusted.

i really hope y’all are choosing your morals over kpop; because we do not know these men at all. i will never side with or defend a predator and a criminal, even with little to no proof. even if there is the smallest chance he may be innocent, i will always believe the victim first.

some of you, as fans of the boys for years and him in general, i know you must be feeling disappointed and betrayed. you’re not dumb for previously supporting him, as we couldn’t have possibly known. but now is the time for a reality check and it’s time to wake up and take a step back. this just goes to show that we know absolutely nothing about them.

for sm to just outright put out a statement on their own before any rumors even surfaced and immediately kick him out? this has to be insanely serious and i’m terrified of what he could’ve done. the crazy thing is with everything currently happening in korea with the telegram situation, and korean women constantly being in danger in general because of the men there, i’m not at all surprised that celebrities are being exposed. sm has protected criminals before, and held onto lucas when his scandal came out as well as other artists who have been exposed for similar crimes. i can’t even imagine the severity of the current situation. we’ve seen what happened with the burning sun, and these men are not immune to being misogynistic, vile human beings.

members have already unfollowed him and deleted posts with him in them; his best friend of 17yrs has unfollowed him. the company taking the initiative and him getting kicked out of the group in less than a second before anything even came out, no denying the claims or even trying to defend him. that should be enough to tell you and understand how serious this actually is. i am beyond disgusted with him and this whole situation.

i sincerely hope the victim is doing okay and praying for them to heal and get the justice they deserve. and remember that your love for these celebrities should always be conditional, because we do not know them. it’s their job to put on a show and show you their public persona, but behind closed doors? we don’t know what they’re actually like. we put them on a pedestal and yet we don’t know what they’re really capable of. they are still men after all. i hope the police are taking this seriously. there needs to be consequences and these women need to be protected.

let this be a lesson to all of us. they don’t know us, and we don’t know them, not really, not at all.

ALWAYS choose morals over these strangers you idolize. and as women, we should be standing with the victims.

maybe not all men, but enough of them. and maybe not all men, but somehow always a man. and going forward, i will continue to support nct as a whole with the remaining members. however, keeping the situation in mind, i will be supporting from afar for a little while. if the situation escalates and other members are investigated and new information comes to light about the rest of them either knowing or possibly being involved, it would be best to step away for good. i will do my best to stay updated. but i do hope the rest of the members are doing okay, and hopefully no other members were involved; but this, just shows that they can always surprise us. you never think it’ll be your fave, until it is.

let’s hope this causes a domino effect and more of these people are exposed and charged for the crimes they’re committing.

sending love to anyone who has ever experienced sexual violence or has been targeted and been in a similar situation. it is not your fault and it never was!

love you all and my dms are always open if you need to vent. <3

❗️EDIT: also i wanna add that we need to not praise the rest of the members or any other celebrity for simply unfollowing him on social media. that is the least of anyone’s worries.

we don’t know if they were aware, we don’t know if they knew and were protecting him or turning a blind eye. it could be them trying to save themselves and clear their guilty conscience. maybe they didn’t know and are just as shocked as we are, we don’t know that either.

we blindly trust these people and believe they have good intentions but look at where that can lead to. fans being upset is valid, yes; but remember people with money and power will do whatever it takes to sweep things under the rug and make it go away in order to save face and keep their image and reputation.

follow-up post here.

build-a-blurb : jaehyun!!, johnny, doyoung / assistant manager AU! ( you work as their assistant manager basically making sure they are happy and u do like errands for the manager haha ) / "where are you going with all that food?" (Delivering it to the boys ofc) have fun with it!!

Doyoung (ft. Jaehyun & Johnny) + Assistant manager!AU + “where are you going with all that food?”

[a.n. I hope you don’t mind me making JohnJae as extras here. I just thought that Doyoung will be perfect for this AU + I haven’t got any requests for him :< Nevertheless, enjoy bb!]

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There was never a day Manager!Doyoung from the sales team was slacking off. With his impeccable work ethics along with being a perfectionist, the whole office knows how hard your work is as his assistant manager. It takes talent and patience to deal with your boss’ ass. He expects everything to be quick with too little to none errors. So when he asked for your ass to come to his office to submit him a report from the company’s latest product that was due for an hour already, Manager!Doyoung immediately stormed out of his office to look for you.

“Where on earth is Y.N?” He asked, obviously annoyed as he shuts close your empty office door behind him. The whole sales department quivered at the idea of their angry boss who was out of his office. Majority of them froze at their spot.

Manager!Doyoung snickered in disbelief, pushing his glasses up his nose bridge. If he finds out that you’re procrastinating, you are dead. He points his finger at the intern who just came in. “Hey you! Have you seen Y.N?”

“I-I,” The poor girl was caught off guard. “I think I saw her at the Marketing departm-”

Manager!Doyoung wasted no time. He stormed towards the elevator, pushing the button to the marketing department a little bit too hard. His jaw clenched in annoyance as he waited for the door to open. The intern was right. You were at the marketing department floor with tons of fast food paper bags in your arm and a tray of coffee at the other. The word angry was an understatement. Manager!Doyoung was fuming at the sight of you.

“Where are you going with all that food?” His loud familiar voice startled you, making your head turn immediately. You stopped midway from entering the marketing department’s office. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing here, huh?”

You tried to give a smile to your boss. “Well, you see Sir Kim, Mr. Jung and Mr. Suh saw me at the lobby to fetch you some afternoon coffee so they gave me their orders too.”

He snickered in annoyance before his hand gripped your wrist without notice. You were practically being dragged by your boss towards the marketing department office. You stumbled once he let go of you. But being the gentleman that he is despite being a cold jerk, Doyoung’s hand went flying to your waist to balance you.

“Can I please have a moment with Mr. Jung?” The marketing team blinked at his sudden arrival. “Now!”

The office workers scram to knock at their manager’s office door. Jaehyun not knowing the gravity of the situation went out of his office along with his best bud, Johnny, the manager of the human resources department, with a huge grin on their faces. The both of them were delighted that their snacks finally came. Their smiles immediately vanish when they see you with a nervous smile and a fuming fellow manager on your side.

“Now listen up you two.” Manager!Doyoung loosen his tie out of anger. A scowl is evident on his face. “Y.N is my assistant manager not your errand girl. Now I suggest you let your interns to do the dirty job for you and leave her the fuck out of it. Understood?”

Johnny’s lips turned into a thin line while Jaehyun’s face was red because of embarrassment. They nod, accepting their mistakes wholeheartedly. Jaehyun gives you an apologetic look from where he was standing.

“Sorry Y.N” Johnny took the initiative to get the food from your arms. The whole time he was doing that, Doyoung’s eyes never left the tall man. 

He was glaring at him all throughout. “Furthermore,”

“She is mine to begin with.” His remark made your eyes into saucers, a look of disbelief on your face as you turned to him. The whole office froze at what they heard. Even Jaehyun and Johnny let out a gasp at the sudden revelation. Your boss realized his mistake after a good few seconds. His face turned red in an instant.

“My employee,” Manager!Doyoung tried to keep his composure as he corrected himself. “Because she’s my employee God damnit! Now, get back to work!”

Trailing behind your angry boss, an obvious grin was painted on your lips. You tried to keep your giggles to yourself as you waited inside the elevator. Manager!Doyoung gave you a glare while he fixed his tie. 

“If you laugh you’re fired Y.N” Just like that, your giggles echoed inside the elevator. He lets out a scoff before staring directly at you. The dark look from his eyes made you slowly back away, only for your back to be greeted by the cold elevator wall. 

“Don’t think I can’t make that happen love.” Doyoung raised an eyebrow with a teasing smirk before the elevator door opened and your boss was back being a cold asshole once again.

unanima

After Kwangya City is hit by a lightning storm, Johnny Suh wanders the city seeking for those who have been hit by the lightning and now have to share their bodies with a new power bubbling within them. Since the “old group of superheroes” has rebelled against the city and threatens to destroy it, these new superheroes have to learn how to combine their normal lives with these new, secret ones.

» genre: fem! reader x member, superheroes! au, action, romance.

» warnings: swearing, mentions of blood, broken bones, fighting and food, mentions of suicide and heavy topics.

» word count: 3.1k

𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑬: this is my very first piece on this blog and it’s the beginning of a series. I’m very excited and have chosen SuperM as they fit the superhero aesthetic perfectly, nevertheless you will see many NCT 127, Dream and WAY members, just like you will see some BLACKPINK and Red Velvet members. I have not decided who the love interest will be, I would like to see who you guys end up preferring as the story evolves. This is nothing but a prologue, so I highly hope you won’t hang on this poorly-written first part too much as the story will be much better than this. Lay your faith in me and I won’t disappoint you. Welcome to UNANIMA.

» playlist: animal by sir chloe, hello kitty by jazmin bean, take a slice by glass animal, saccharine by jazmin bean.

00. not so peaceful before the storm.

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still here

summary: it all started with a kiss from your best friend, mark. and most cases, one night stands do not usually end well... right?

note: best friend!mark, sexual implications, cursing/profanities, making out? and purely confused and panicking mark lee.

genre: 99.9% angst and 0.1% fluff | word count: 1.5k

- mark never had a good night's sleep in a while until now.

he opened his eyes and the window to his left side almost told him “good morning”, so bright, so sunny. but he looked at the bookshelves beside a study table, and the bulletin board stacked with utility bills and polaroid films of friends just above a supposed to be a replica of surely an andy warhol pop-art painting.

this was definitely not mark’s room.

he was about to remove the blanket that is sitting on his legs when a figure beside him shuffled a little. the back facing him was bare, messy hair all he could see. but he instantly recognized it, and the room, for so long; because it was you.

slightly panicking, mark carefully removed the warm clothing above his thighs then there he saw that he was only wearing his boxers. right above, just a little, he could see the messy lining of his shirt, and it was definitely worn the other way around.

he rose from the bed carefully, avoiding causing any disturbance. mark made sure his footsteps were inaudible while he was looking for his pants and grey hoodie on the floor. he slowly picked his jeans up, but the belt still made a faint clang noise that he held it so tightly while putting it back on. he also removed his wrinkled, reversed shirt so it would be worn correctly this time before topping it with his grey hoodie.

then mark just… stood there in front of your bed, watching you, trying to recall what has happened last night. then it was all slowly coming back to him.

now, if you happened to wake up at this very moment, then what would he do?

-

mark bit his lower lip as he was trying to answer the question he is about to face later on. he suddenly felt the need to apologize.

maybe because may have been selfish.

he suddenly kissed you while watching before sunrise. maybe, just maybe, if the romantic and sexual tension were not so intense throughout the film, then he would not have needed to finally act upon what he has been thinking all this time.

but the fact that you gave in... god, he thought, you gave in. no sight of alcohol around, just pure sober thoughts. mark has no idea where he got the push.

but was he remember asking you if you wanted it. mark needed the confirmation, just to make sure you are on the same page as him.

“you want this, right?”

you were catching your breath from the heated kiss when he asked. and yes, you wanted more.

“i would not hold back this time, baby”, you giggled. you liked him calling you baby. “are you sure?”

“mark..." you replied. "baby…”

you were straddling him and started kissing his neck again. mark’s eyes were closed and feeling his crotch against your clothed sex, but he was not so sure that you understand; that if you continue along, the morning may not be the same anymore.

and now, with mark wondering, here we are.

so he removed your arms, now wrapped around his neck while you planted kisses on his cheek, and firmly intertwined his hand with yours.

mark looked you in the eyes so intently, your gaze could not leave his.

“i’m asking again,”, he emphasized. “are you sure you really want to do this?”

and it took you seconds to nod, as you had already caught what he is thinking—the consequences, the adjustments, the confrontation to be served via breakfast.

“mmh”, you hummed.

“words. i need to hear it.”

“yes, mark. i want this.”, you replied. “do you?”

“yes, i do… so much.” he put his palm on the right side of your cheek, just a little graze yet soft, so warm, so lovely. “you have no idea.”

mark has been staring at your still-sleeping figure for too long. too long, really. should he just leave a text that says, “hey... we need to talk about last night.”? or maybe go for an old-fashioned way and write a note saying “i had to go. errands.”, when in fact, it is a sunday morning and he is actually on work leave?

but omitting some words behind these questions, should he leave?—the simple question as it is, but would he be treating you the same as his one-night stands? for him, you deserve more than just ditching and letting avoidance do its own work at this point. you are a friend—the best friend.

you finally shuffled from your former position, still sleeping. from facing the back, your body is now almost facing where mark stands still. his fight or flight response is now asking him several questions. he wanted to run from the consequences he emphasized last night. he thought he could handle them but fuck, no.

mark, noticing that you were still unconscious made him run his fingers through his hair. slightly frustrated and he may have muttered "fuck, fuck, fuck!", a little too loud and-

“just lock the door when you leave, mark.”

mark froze on his feet, mouth agape at your sudden words.

you said it so... nonchalantly. and so you went back to your former position, facing your back against him once again too quickly but still, eyes closed.

you were waiting for him to leave immediately now you may have answered the thing that has been bugging him for minutes now.

and of course, you knew the moment you gave in, there was no turning back. you wish you could say “i love you.”, but you would have rather devour into the kiss, hoping your actions would translate those words instead. so you went along; touching him for the very first time, and feeling all of him for the last time.

but what hurts most is that you know where this is gonna go, that you will wake up to the sounds of shuffling and rummaging the one-night stand’s clothes on the floor, and the footsteps while the guy is putting his shoes on. and what has happened this morning so far is no exception.

maybe mark was too kind just to leave because you are you. and it stings more to know that you are just… a friend.

and it hurts more to see that he was ready to go.

so you just had to instruct him what others usually do. and you just wish you woke up a little later on an empty, messy bed—finding him gone for good.

-

mark felt a strong pang struck into his chest. he felt like his heart is being held tight, being twisted, being ripped into pieces.

and it hurts him more that you thought he was going to leave, that you thought he was going to be another one-night stand, and that you have already accepted that everything that you both went through is now ruined.

so when mark walked towards the door, your breath suddenly hitched but was inaudible. he clicked the lock, turned the doorknob, and you heard the door opening and closing.

you finally let out a sob that has been desperately wanting to be released as he was collecting his things.

tears damped your pillow until your cries lulled you to sleep.

-

your room is illuminated by the sunset, thanks to the always bright window. already past afternoon, you managed to escape the dreadful morning.

a little foolish of you, really, to check your phone and hope mark would leave a text. you chuckled at the ridiculous thought, only to find your notification bar empty.

but then you heard faint noises coming from your living room. a little shuffling and steps over there. you stood up and opened your door.

and there he was, actually in the kitchen, checking out what is in your refrigerator. you slowly walked in his direction.

“mark?”

he turned around and said, “hey.”

“what are you doing?”

“trying to cook.”

and he was holding his phone, and there appears to be a cooking tutorial paused on the screen.

“cook what?”

“pesto…? actually, dang, you don’t have enough ingredients so i’m just gonna do a quick run at 7/11 so—”

“mark?”, you asked, now more confused than ever, “you never left.”

for mark, this was never a mistake. he had wanted and waited for this for so long. this—overcoming the boundaries and just feeling you entirely–the making out, the fucking, the embracing, the tangled bodies, the intertwined hands, the how are yous, the sharing of joys and growing pains, everything and more; and most importantly, the i love yous.

he finally did not walk out the door for once, now that he has had you in his arms last night. no fumbling with the bags this time.

enough of the jealousy and the constant checking of his phone, waiting for a text after you went out on a date, thinking he is going to lose you to another guy because mark could never say how much you mean to him. no more subtle touching, like how he likes it when he wraps his arms around your shoulders. sometimes, he would just leave it there after saying he needs to protect you while crossing the street. and more, so much more.

mark needs more—never from but of–mark needs more of you. because good god, for once, he knows what love is—and love is the entirety of you.

so mark just shrugged with a sheepish grin plastered on his face.

“still here, baby.”

and you loved that cute, stupid smile every single time.

what a sight.

“happy birthday!” - xdj

summary: planning a surprise party with wayv can end only end in disaster

genre: fluff | idolverse au, mutual pining au, idiots to lovers, brithday au

length: 1k words

pairing: birthday boy!dejun x reader

warnings: profanity

note: thank u to @ezralia-writes​ for looking this over heh

part of my 100 ways to say i love you mini series + repost from my old blog! 

“You can come out now. I know you’re all hiding.” Dejun sighs as he tosses his keys into the bowl by the door.

The dorms stay silent for a moment before a sad whine is heard. Yangyang pops out of his hiding spot and stomps up to Dejun before shooting his dollar store confetti popper into the air above them.

“Dude you couldn’t have even pretended to be surprised?” Yangyang tosses the used container aside and punches Dejun in the arm.

“Hey it’s not my fault you aren’t subtle.” Chuckling, Dejun ruffles Yangyang’s hair making the younger bat his hand away.

“We worked really hard though,” Yangyang pouts. “____ spent so much time trying to get us to function properly and I bought cake and Ten-”

“Wait, ___?” Dejun’s shock isn’t subtle.

“Yup,” You sigh as you stand up from your awkward crouch behind the dorm couch. “Surprise?”

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winter epiphany

paring ⇹ nct - lee donghyuck x reader

genre ⇹ fluff | angst | enemies to lovers!au | fake relationship!au

word count ⇹ 9k

summary ⇹ What would you do if you had to date the person you hated most? Fake it till you make it.

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To state it simply, you hated Lee Donghyuck. He was cocky and full of himself, never taking a second to care about the people around him. So, what if he was Student Council President? So, what if he beat you in the election? He was just a prick anyway.

You wished it was that easy to just forget about him. Though, from the moment you met him, back in the ninth grade, there had been a sense of competition between you. In everything, you found a way to make it into a test of each other.

It was funny because you used to be friends back then. Soon enough, he had a girlfriend, Rina, was her name, and you grew further apart. And soon enough you didn’t talk at all.

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