Muse || Xavier Thorpe X Reader

Muse || Xavier Thorpe x reader

A/N: Do you guys prefer him with his hair up or down? I’m leaning more towards down but, he’s fine either way 😼

What to expect: Gender neutral reader, friends to lovers, make out, suggestive, idk things just escalated lmao, !!!!NO SPOILERS IN THIS FIC!!!!

You had been stuck in the same position for what felt like forever as you sat on the assigned wooden stool. Your arms felt tense and you could could feel yourself twitching. The long hair brunette in front of you chuckled, “Quit squirming. Just 5 more minutes, ok?” You whined, “You said that just before!” Xavier smirked, “This time I’m telling the truth. I’m almost done just hold that pose.” If it was anyone else you would have got up and walked away but, you had quite the soft spot for Xavier. You weren’t sure how you felt about it, or maybe you were just in denial. You first met Xavier Thorpe at the start of the year, sharing the class of botanical sciences with Ms Thornhill when the only available seat was next to him. It didn’t take long for him to befriend you, admiring your passion towards botany as well as art. You gazed at the long haired boy in front of you, watching as his brows furrowed with concentration, his slender fingers at work sketching you, and the sun shining on him just right. You could watch him all day. Xavier of course noticed your staring, secretly basking in your gaze. He noticed everything. His signature smirk found its way onto his face, “Done staring?”

Your mouth fell agape, cheeks flushed at the embarrassment of being caught, “Shut up.” The brunette only grinned wider in response. You cleared your throat collecting yourself, “Are you finally done?” Xavier simply nodded, beckoning you to come look at his sketch. He looked away, suddenly shy as you gasped in response to his artwork. It was stunning, his line work was precise capturing your entire essence, the shadows in his work adding depth to your face. It was perfect. You looked over at the suddenly shy boy, your hand cupping his narrow chin, gently guiding him to look at you. “Xavier Thorpe,” he loved it when you said his name, “you have truly out done yourself. This is perfect.” A soft smile graced his face, “Really?” You held eye contact with his green eyes, “Really.” His lanky arms snaked around your waist pulling you closer from where he sat, “It’s all thanks to my muse.” Your breath hitched from the close proximity, internally cursing yourself as you reminded yourself it was only a friendship. But you found yourself desperately craving more.

A playful grin breaks out on your lips, “Oh yeah? You better be grateful!” Thorpe smirks in return, “I can find better ways to show my gratitude.” The two of you dangerously dangled over the lines of friendship and romance, your heart beating sickeningly quick. Your voice dropped to a soft whisper as you cupped his face, “Then show me.” Xavier lets out a groan at your words, craving you just as desperately. Unbeknownst to you, Thorpe’s had his eyes on you the moment you walked into Thornhill’s class, kicking out Ajax from his seat as you scanned the room lost. “You have no idea how much that means to me.” The long haired brunette leaned in capturing your lips in a kiss you were more than happy to return. His arms pulling you flush against him as he guided you onto his lap straddling him. As you kissed, one of your hands travelled to his hair tugging gently as he whined into your mouth. You took a mental note of course.

You pulled away to catch your breath but, Xavier wasn’t quite done with you yet. His lips trailed down from yours, moving to your jaw and onto the juncture between your neck and shoulder sucking harsh enough to leave a mark as you groaned beneath him before soothing it with a kiss. You were gasping against him as he marked your neck over and over before he met your lips again. There was no fight for dominance as you slipped your tongue into his mouth, that boy would honestly let you do anything to him. You ran your hands through his hair once more as he groaned until the two of you finally pulled away. You gave him one more peck, “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that.” Xavier raises his eyebrows smirking slightly, “Oh yeah? You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that!” You grin, “Winner gets a kiss.” He pulls you closer staring at your lips, “Can’t argue with that.”

jealousy || Xavier Thorpe x reader

( ages 17/18 )

warnings: orphan child, mentions of parents, make out session(? listen if you’re like fifteen idc if you’re reading this but if you’re like fifteen and below read at your own risk, idc if you get in trouble. you clicked on this so just be careful where you read this 🤷🏻‍♀️)

you watch from afar as you see your boyfriend walk up to wednesday addams once again. rolling your eyes, you hear your name being called by bianca. “come on, if you want to get back at her i’m racing against her in the poe cup. i know xavier means the world to you so, this is your chance to make her step down— when we win. humiliate her. i already have a plan,” bianca smirked. you shook her head, “i’m not getting back to a girl who’s done nothing. till i have evidence that they’ve been fucking, i’ll join you bianca.” your eyes met her piercing ones, and she huffed. “suit your loss. but we both know they already have been since day one.”

rolling your eyes, you walk the other way to a class you just been put in and look no other, wednesday addams alongside xavier thorpe sitting next to her. you scoff, placing your hand on your hip. xavier looked your way and gave you a weary smile, a wave and nothing else.

“good evening class,” the redheaded stated. “we have two new students in our classes, one that just enrolled to our school and one who just switched classes. i’m sure you already know her,” she gestured to you. you stood up, “i’m sure you already know me. but to make this clear for the new girl, i’m (y/n).” you smiled hastily at her, than sat right back down with a sneer look on your face.

xavier looked to the right behind him, a confused look of ‘what the hell was that?’ and you just rolled your eyes straight back at him. class continued, and the bell rung. letting everyone out first, you finally finished placing your books neatly into your book bag.

“i’ll see you next session, xavier. (y/n), good to see you in my class. hope to have you here tomorrow.” she smiled kindly and you did as well, before getting up from your seat and placing your bag onto your back. “(y/n)-“ xavier called, stepping a few steps towards you. you twirl to face him, “what.” you spat out.

he bit his lip, “i know i’ve been a shitty boy—” you scoff. “bianca’s right. i shouldn’t have d—” he slammed you back into a wall, both hands right from your face side to side. “don’t you dare fucking say that,” he spat. “don’t you dare.” his eyes glared into yours, “for the past two years that we’ve fallen into love, i have always gone to sleep thinking and dreaming of you. not once did it change when wednesday came into our lives, and you know why?” he sneered out. your eyes widened, a bit scared by him due to the sudden outburst. “because i love you.” he finished.

“i don’t care, if you’re ready to say it or not. i love you, (y/n). i always have and always will.” he softened his eyes, his voice. and had a little smile on him. onto you, in your mind, you’ve never once had any type of love to have your parents gave you up at the age of fifteen, no family members wanting to take you in due to them being too scared to what your parents could do if they did. “you are the one that’s important to me, you are the one that makes me whole—” you interrupted him, your hands on both either side of his cheeks.

your lips met his, and his left hand met to your waist. the two of you slowly let go of each other, your eyes meeting his. “i’m sorry,” you apologized. “i just didn’t want to lose you to.. addams. you are the only person i trust, and the only person i love. i can’t risk to lose—” you can see that he was smiling, and he was smiling big time. “what was that?” and you knew what he was asking.

you sighed and shook your head, a small smile forming onto your lips. you’ve never said that to him, out in the blue. and now that you have, he knew that no matter what happened, the two of you would stick like glue and figure shit out on your own times. “i love you,” you whisper. he smiled, his thumb running over your bottom lip. “i love you,” he repeated after, closing the space between you both.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

first of, you writing is amazing. your posts are written on a really engaging way, i just never want them to end. don’t know if you’re into writing for marcus armstrong or oscar but maybe something with one of them? being one of the f1 driver’s sister and seeing one of them on the f2 paddock? or friends with other f2 driver?

thank you so much, that means alot to me and im very flattered <3 i personally havent written for either but i will write this one for oscar, im not completely sure about his personality and mannerisms but ill give it my best go!

oscar piastri x leclerc!reader MASTERLIST

synopsis; visiting charles for his race you accidentally stumble across the f2 paddock and meet the eyes of someone very interesting..

warnings; none

The hustle and bustle of the different mechanics, reporters and drivers in the paddock made you miss seeing Charles race. You clung onto your lanyard holding the paddock pass, trying to find your way to the F1 garage area.

As you walk around, clueless, you stumbled into a quieter area, still busy but not comparable to the chaos in the previous area. You saw that there were similar racing cars around, but not the same teams as F1.

"Prema, Trident, Hitech?" You whisper to yourself, confused.

As you let your eyes gaze around, trying to find someone familiar, you didn't realise a pair of big brown doe eyes, analysing you in adoration. As you stood there with your hair perfectly styled, nervously playing with your lanyard you saw a fan calling you over.

"Y/N, over here!" She called out, frantically waving and smiling as you approached her.

"Hiya, what's up?" You smiled, posing to take a quick picture.

"You look absolutely amazing, can I have an OOTD for tiktok?" She grinned, filming you and a certain person with his brown eyes staring at you from behind.

"My blazer is from ASOS, just a simple black one. My jeans are studded with rhinestones from ZARA, and my shoes are Prada." You explained calmly, pointing to each individual piece. {yes i know, slightly copied Isa's look from the Dutch GP ;)}

"Thank you so much, have a great time cheering Charles!" She hurried away, her eyes beaming.

"Wait, how do I get to the F-" You tried to ask, but she was out of earshot already.

"Bit lost there Leclerc?" An Australian voice speaks out from behind you, as you turn around to be met with the most gorgeous boy you've ever seen.

"Holy sh-. Uhm, sorry yeah I am." You nearly swore at the sight of him, but quickly regaining your consciousness.

"Oscar Piastri, can I ask how you've ended up in F2 and not F1, with your brother?" He introduces himself, his delicious accent making a grand appearance.

"He split off to talk to someone and I may have wondered off." You smiled at him, as he began walking and nodded his head for you to follow.

"As much as I'm sure you'd love to see me race, I can imagine your wanting to find Charles right?" He jokingly shows off his ego, as he wades through the bigger crowds to the Ferrari garage.

"Yep. I wouldn't mind seeing your skills though, I'm sure they're very impressive." You wink at him, breaking out into laughter afterwards.

"How about I show you my gentlemen skills by asking you out on a date for Saturday?" He turns to you, as you lean against a wall next to the Ferrari garage.

"Of course, I'm looking forward to it." You replied, as he came closer to you.

"Ay Piastri! What're you doing with my baby sister?" You hear Charles' yell out, coming towards the pair of you.

"I'd start running now." You laugh, watching as he jogs away through the crowds, smirking at Charles.

"I saw you laughing, you can't laugh with other boys." Charles deadpans to you, his protective side coming through.

Growing up with three older brothers meant that they were all very overprotective with you and boys, and made it abundantly clear which lead to situations like this one.

"I'm going on a date!" You sing-sang to him, watching as he tutted and shook his head.

"I'm going to need Arthur's help on this one." He whispered to himself, walking after you.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

summary Xavier's mad when he finds out you ventured in the woods once again in search of the monster but it quickly turns to worry when he realizes you got hurt.

tags f!reader, Enid and reader are roommates instead, Wednesday plays minor role

word count 1325

a/n I can't be the only simp sooo… enjoy this? I've got other stuff u write about too !! @dearhargrove & @tatesdiary 💓

Summary Xavier's Mad When He Finds Out You Ventured In The Woods Once Again In Search Of The Monster

"I have a bad feeling about this," Enid worries, her voice shaky. You huff, "Either we find it or more people get hurt. You choose," you look at her over your shoulder, expecting it when she bites her lip and looks away.

Tyler sighs, "I agree, though. We should call the Sheriff-" Wednesday interrupts him, "And get me expelled? If Goody was right I have to stay," she says it in the usual emotionless tone of hers and you laugh a little at Tyler's perplexed expression.

"If the monster was here we'd have heard it by now, it's not exactly quiet," they all turn to you with different looks - Wednesday looks the tiniest bit relieved and the other two either want to strangle you or are contemplating just doing it.

You shrug and grin sheepishly before following after the black haired girl, who had picked the lock by now. Your torch and the full moon bathe everything in a warm glow and you depart from the rest as Wednesday suggested.

"You go with her," Enid looks torn but listens and quickly goes after the other girl.

"Tyler?" You call but don't get an answer. With a sigh and an eye roll you decide to check the cellar out first. While making your way downstairs you sigh, Xavier would be super mad if he found out you'd gone with Wednesday again.

In his short visions he'd seen the girl before - which in turn had made you jealous until you found out he saw the monster as well - and she was always causing trouble or disregarding other people.

When you decided to become friends with her (or whatever her definition of that was) you didn't have a bad feeling, and your intuition was really good. Which is why you steered clear of Tyler as much as possible.

Behind that normie barista facade he had was definitely something darker, that he didn't show anyone. You had told Xavier when he became suspicious of how much time you were spending around him, explaining it was only to find out what he was hiding.

Shaking your head to focus on the task at hand you search for something to turn the light on, seeing as Wednesday had managed to turn some flickering LEDs on earlier, too.

What you find shocks you; Tyler was standing there, focused on something as he slowly grew, his eyes bulging out and his teeth becoming sharp.

Shocked, your torch falls and his attention falls on you. His - or the monsters? - eyes grow even wider but before you can flee he snarls and moves forward in one quick, big step.

You try running back up the stairs but his claws manage to tear into your back, making you yelp and fall the three steps back down. You painfully land on your front but get up again, putting the numbing pain aside.

"Endi! Wednesday!" You scream, trying to kick him in the face. He grabs your ankle and another three scratches tear through your skin.

You nearly black out from the pain when you're pulled away and up the stairs. The monster - or Tyler - doesn't fit through the doorway, meaning you're safe for long enough to run away (or in your case hobble).

"What the fuck happened?" Enid cries and you heave, "Tyler. Tyler is the Hyde!" Wednesday stops in shock and you cough, "We have to go!"

She manages to grasp herself fast enough and with your focus being on the retreating house you don't see the figure running towards you. Someone calls your name and it's so familiar- "Xavier?" You make eye contact when he stops in front of you, not having seen the wounds on your back yet.

"I told you not to go here again! You're gonna get yourself hurt," he scolded but you just fell into his arms. The two girls are urging you to run but all you think about is that he's here and you're safe.

You're crying without realizing it, sobbing in his embrace while he just holds you. Not more than a few seconds pass and you're picked up, your boyfriend carrying you the rest of the way.

When you wake up it's in your bed, thick bandages wrapped around your torso and ankle. Groaning you look around, "Xavier," you manage to croak out. He looks a little startled but then smiles, "Morning, baby," you smile at that.

"What happened to Tyler?" You inquire and he sighs, "Why do you still care about him?" You shake your head and play with his fingers. "I don't. Told you I had a bad feeling, but Wednesday seemed pretty shocked." He nods and brushes a hand through his long hair, "It's parents weekend so her family is here anyway, she's fine now."

You nod and sigh, "I should probably listen to you more," he chuckles but agrees, "Definitely."

Nevertheless, it earns him a slap on his hand.

You're up and walking only a day later (which none of your friends approve of, but you would've gone crazy staying inside of your bedroom any longer). As always your family didn't visit, same as with Xavier. You both stay with Ajax and his family - as you do every year.

"Oh (y/n), what happened to you?" Ajax' mother asks when she sees the white of the bandages peek out under your (read: Xavier's) sweater. "Ah, uhm… it's nothing, really," you try but both of your friends roll their eyes, Ajax quickly filling them in on what happened.

Xavier laughs silently when the family lecturing you about doing dangerous stuff like that, but takes your hand under the table and smiles at you.

It's after breakfast that Morticia Addams approaches you. She's wearing a beautiful black dress that fits her perfectly and her dark lipstick highlights her small smile. "(y/n)?" She asks and you nod, nervously looking behind to see your boyfriend helping clean up the table.

"Don't worry I'm just here to thank you," she explains with an amused edge in her voice. That confused you - why would she thank you? "Wednesday seems to like you. I'm glad she's made friends, especially with someone who accepts going on her little missions, no matter how risky and dumb." You fluster and avoid eye contact, knowing just how stupid it was to go there alone.

"Anyway, I'm hoping you have a quick recovery," she says earnestly and pats your shoulder.

"Also, I think your boyfriend over there-" she sends a discreet look to Xavier who stopped cleaning and stares at you and the woman, not wavering in his stance as he catches you looking, "-will go into cardiac arrest if you worry him like that again. Trust me, I know what I'm talking about," she muses and looks at her husband, sharing some of the snacks with Wednesday's little brother.

This makes you chuckle, "I know. He was mad the first three days and only calmed down when I threatened to ban him from my room," she laughed as well and then he's coming up next to you, one hand on your lower back.

It's a silent question of what you were talking about and whether you were doing fine, "Take care of her, I have a feeling she's just as adventurous as my Wednesday," the tall woman says before bidding you two goodbye.

You're left sulking, "I can take care of myself," he laughs and presses a kiss to your forehead. "I can see that."

He earns himself a slap on his chest and an insulted glare.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

Defending. (x.t)

PART ONE OF TWO

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x Girlfriend!Reader

Summary: wednesday tells you about her suspicions about xavier but you come to his defense and are determined to find proof to prove her wrong

Warnings: mentions of making a small cut, very little like a drop of blood, hydes? (those ugly mfs) NOT PROOFREAD

a/n: this is going to be in two parts, but part two will be posted late 12/1 or early 12/2 depending on when i finish writing it! it's basically a smut fic for part two which is why i decided to split it up in case people are not comfortable with it!

masterlist - part two

“Now, this is too far,” you said to Wednesday as she told you about her suspicions about Xavier being the monster.

“All the evidence points to him.”

“Wednesday, it’s not him.”

“You’re only saying that because you’re in a relationship with him,” the girl argued back with her.

“No shit, Wednesday. I know him enough to know he’s not. You think I wouldn’t notice by now if he were going around town killing people?”

“You’re letting this blind your judgment,” Wednesday stated.

“NEWS FLASH WEDNESDAY HE’S NOT THE HYDE! WOULD IT KILL YOU THINK FOR ANYONE BUT YOURSELF?!” you yelled at the girl who just raised her eyebrows back at you.

“What are you going to do when you find out he is?”

“Nothing,” you answered softly you could feel a headache coming from yelling, “There’s nothing to find out.” You walked back inside from the balcony and exited the room before you felt like destroying anything, and Enid would get mad at the mess later.

You wandered around the school before you came upon the statute of Edgar Allen Poe. You sat down near the statute wanting to clear your mind for a second before you looked up and realized the mark beneath the book he was holding. You tried to recall what your mom would always tell you as a kid about the Nightshade Society.

“He was notorious for his riddles. For it was not one alone, but each line was individual. One to remember is, ‘The answer will give a sharp cracking sound,’ that will help you once you find it,” was something she always mentioned when she talked about Nevermore.

“A sharp cracking sound,” you repeated as you stood from your spot and it clicked, or more so snapped into place. You raised your right arm and snapped two times. “Thank you, Nightshade Society.”

You walked down the staircase into the dimly lit library. The portraits that hung on the wall of old members caught your eye as you looked about the room. At the end of the portraits you find your parents, they tell you to make a name for yourself, but how could you live up to them?

“You put that bag over my head, I will choke you with that very rope in your hands,” you warned the people who stood behind you as you looked for your mom’s diary knowing that would be the only thing you could find answers in. “You should know to not mess with a witch with heightened senses.”

“Oh, come on, Y/n, we were just trying to have fun,” Kent joked causing the other to mutter in agreement.

“I WASN’T GOING TO DO ANYTHING I SWEAR,” Xavier yelped once he notice it was you and threw the bag in his hands to Ajax.

“Someone’s in the dog house tonight…” Yoko teased. Kent and a couple of the others gave a couple howls joining in the joke.

“You know Xavier you could’ve told me about this,” you said as you finally found your mother’s diary.

“Babe, if I could, I would’ve-”

“He’s sworn to secrecy,” Bianca pointed out as she gave you a dirty look when you walked to a desk with the diary in your arms.

You pulled it out to see she sealed it with magic though not any kind of magic, blood magic. “My family was a part of the Nightshades long before you, although I thought it to be disbanded.”

“Yeah, the group kind of lost its charter 30 years ago after some normie kid died,” Xavier explained which answered your thoughts as he walked up to you noticing that you were looking for something.

“But we have a lot of wealthy alumni, so Weems looks the other way as long as nobody makes any waves,” Yoko added on.

“What are you looking for anyways?” Xavier questioned you.

“If you’re trying to open your mom’s diary, you can’t,” Bianca told you cockingly.

“Maybe you can’t,” you retorted just when you noticed a letter opener sitting at the corner of the table.

You reached over and grabbed it seeing that it had a sharp edge. You noticed from your peripheral vision that the group was crowding around you to see what you were doing. Xavier was right next to you with his attention on the knife you held in your hand. You lifted your right hand over the book and took the knife to your palm just before it touched your skin you heard shouts from around the room.

“Y/N!”

“Woah, girl, no need to prove a point.”

“No need for bloodshed-”

“What are you doing?!”

“No, no, no, no, absolutely not,” you heard Xavier say as he tried to grab for the knife, but it was too late. “Oh my god, only you. Literally, you’re the only one who would do this.”

You sliced the inside of your palm and allowed for the knife to drop down onto the table as you felt the sting in your palm. You closed your fist and put it directly above the lock on the book. You felt the blood sweep down near the bottom of your fist before it dropped down into the lock.

“Blood magic?” Yoko asked in amazement when she saw the lock unlatch and you opened to the front page that held your mom’s portrait along with her signature.

“Only the very best for mother dearest,” you remark sarcastically.

“That explains a lot!” Kent said from behind as Xavier looked around for a first aid kit. “Bianca was trying to open that months ago and nothing would work!” right as the words left his mouth, Bianca smacked him in the back of the head causing him to groan in pain, “Well, ow.”

When Xavier finally found a first aid kit that looked like it could be decades old, he went back to your side and held out his palm to you. Putting your sliced palm in his hand without him even having to ask you.

“I couldn’t find any actual alcohol to disinfect it, so vodka will have to do,” he unscrewed the bottle with one hand and looked back into your eyes before you gave him a slight nod telling him it was okay for him to do it. “This might sting.”

“Oh shit, I can’t watch,” Ajax gagged as the vodka was poured onto your palm and the blood washed away with it.

“Makes the both of us,” another member said.

“Stop being babies, people would think you’re the one with the cut palm,” you told them off as taking in the pain with no reaction. “At least I have a hot doctor patching me up,” you smirked.

“Only for you,” Xavier muttered as he focused on wrapping the bandage around your hand. At this point, almost all the members already left not wanting to see what you and Xavier get up to.

“Thanks, babe,” giving him a kiss on the cheek before returning your attention back to your mother’s diary.

“What was so important that you have to look into your mom’s diary?” he asked you. “You’re looking for answers, but for what?”

“Any information about hydes.”

“That’s the monster, Wednesday was talking about right?”

“The same one she believes you to be, yes.” you look up from the diary to see his confused expression.

“Wait, me?” he wondered aloud.

“I told her it wasn’t you though, but that girl is the most stubborn person I have ever met,” you informed him taking one of his hands in your non-injured one to give it a tight squeeze in reassurance. “You have to be careful, I know you’re not the Hyde, but she is going to do everything she can to prove her point.”

“I love you.” he blurted out to you. “You could’ve easily believed her, but you didn’t.”

“I know you, Xavier. There’s no damn way in hell, I’m going to let you be falsely accused for something you so obviously are not,” you stated. “And, I love you, that’s why I’m trying to see if my mother knew anything about Hydes during her time here,” you smiled at him.

You turned to put the diary back onto the desk as you hurriedly flipped through the pages scanning for any kind of information on the damn monster. You were about to turn to another page just before you noticed a name you’ve heard of before. Francois Sylvanne. Xavier moved to stand behind you leaning over your shoulder to read the diary as well. He placed his hands on your hips to steady himself causing you to lean back into him.

“Seems like Wednesday’s little boy toy just got way more interesting,” you pointed to the name on the page for Xavier to read.

“Who is she?”

“His mother. The same one he goes to therapy for, I heard she died a while back, and apparently the sheriff isn’t only bad at his job but bad at parenting too,” you explained as you read more of your mom’s writing.

There’s something about this girl. She keeps to herself. Quiet. Distance. Truly an Outcast. I have a feeling something is going on with her or at least something will. I’m going to keep a close eye on her, but she is graduating this year.

“Weird, your mom always has good intuition, I wonder if she’s right about this one too,” Xavier said after he read your mother’s entry.

You flipped through more pages of the book and found nothing. You looked at every line on the pages, and your mother never mentioned her once again. It wasn’t until you got to the last page of the diary to see a quite messier version of your mother’s writing.

THAT GIRL IS A HYDE. FRANCOIS IS A HYDE. HIDDEN AWAY WITH A NORMIE IN THE TOWN.

“No,” you gaped as you turned to see nothing more and reached the end of the book.

“Do you think Tyler’s the Hyde?” he whispered into your ear.

“It’s the only way. It makes sense too,” you claimed, “But the question is why?”

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

Mistakes like this [ X.T]

Summary: Xavier starts leaving you behind to chase after Wednesday. It makes you question where you stand with xavier.

Warnings: jealousy,name calling and arguing in general

Xavier thorpe x gn! reader

Genre: Pretty much angst with some comfort at the end.

Word count : 1.0k

A/N: i haven't written in a bit so i may be a bit rusty but please enjoy it! Give me feedback too! As always please like & reblog if you did enjoy it! maybe a follow too? ;)

There he goes again.

He was trying to impress Wednesday for the 100th time in a row. You couldn't stand it anymore, he was always following her around even when she blew him off. You acted like it didn't bother you but deep down you were growing angry at him. The moment he saw Wednesday he'd tell you " I'll be right back" or " go ahead without me" and you were sick of it.

You were practicing archery with Xavier when she walked by. Almost immediately he let go of your shoulders to approach her. He offered Wednesday a wide grin before beckoning you to come over as well. You set the bow & arrow down before approaching the both of them.

You offered wednesday a grim smile as you shoved both of your hands into your pockets. " i was just telling Wednesday about how we should all go to the weathervane soon" Xavier said,looking down at you for your opinion.

Your eyes narrowed in confusion to his statement. "what are you talking about? I thought it was just gonna be-" he cut you off before you could finish. Wednesday's face remained flat but intrigued by the offer to hang out with you and xavier." very well,I'll meet you at the weathervane on.."

Xavier was quick to bolt out an answer. " Friday! We'll be at the weathervane on friday, 2 o'clock!" His smile reached his ears this time. Wednesday raised her eyebrow repeating 2 o'clock to us before leaving us at the archery zone.

Xavier chuckled asking for a high five before frowning at the sour expression on your face. He asked you what's wrong and you couldn't be more pissed off at him. "what's wrong? What's wrong is that my best friend just invited some chick to our plans!"

Xavier swallowed nervously,his Adam's apple bobbing as he did so. His eyes widened in shock from your sudden outburst at him. He wasn't expecting you to yell at him like you did. He also couldn't help the annoyance in his next words.

"what's so wrong with that,y/n?!!Why are you so offended by it?" His lips practically curved in disgust at your jealousy. You threw your hands up in the air. " maybe because i actually wanted you to spend time with me for once!".

Xavier rolled his eyes at your excuse." i hang out with you all the time! So what if i wanna invite Wednesday too!" he yelled, running his hand through his hair. You almost scoffed at his words.

"No you don't,you've been leaving me in the dirt for her!" he shook his head walking around in a circle. "you act like you're my fucking girlfriend,y/n!" You dreamed of him calling you his girlfriend but not like this, obviously.

"jesus chirst,xavier! I don't know maybe i DO wanna be your fucking girlfriend even if you act like a fucking loser!" you shouted at him, your hands up in the air again to emphasize your words towards him.

His movements staggered to a halt at your words. You gasped, realizing the words that you said. You withdrew yourself from the conversation, muttering a false excuse about having to meet yoko at Ophelia hall.

You quickly moved past him,hands balled as you continued to speedwalk away from him before he could realize.

Xavier quickly processed what you said before running after you. He dodged people left and right before catching you at the stairs that lead right to Ophelia hall.

"y/n! Y/n, were you being serious about what you said back there?" he stopped in front of you, holding onto your wrist so you wouldn't run away again. You shook your head up & down to answer his question without speaking.

He moved closer to you, green eyes searching yours to see if you were telling the truth.

" stop me if you hate this, y/n" he closed the gap between the both of you with a kiss. His hand cupping your cheek to try and deepen the kiss with you. Your eyed went big before closing, wrapping your arms around to return the kiss as well.

His lips felt dry and chapped from the winter cold. You parted your lips to let him slip his tongue in, he groaned into the kiss. Happy that you returned the kiss.

He slightly parted from your lips to breathe again. After he regained his breath, he pressed your foreheads together ,his cold hands on both sides of your face before whispering a question to you.

" let me be your loser boyfriend?" you grinned at his question,nodding rapidly before diving in for a second kiss.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

summary: xavier is tired of you avoiding him

genre: angst

days, it’s been days since you’ve last talked to xavier. it’s not that you’re in a fight, or you hate him or something. but you’ve just been so caught up in this case you’re working on, that you couldn’t find the time to talk to him.

the only people you’ve been talking to are the dead. you’ve had this ability since you were a kid, you’ve made connections with them, and they’ve been helping you with this case.

your brain couldn’t focus on anything other than that, you needed to find out who the monster was. you needed to find out why this monster is killing innocent people. you needed to know everything

and here you were in your room, working on the case, pictures of dead bodies, evidence and papers scattered all around the room. your friend avery, a girl who had died at birth, and also a close friend of yours, was sat there as well, helping you collect your thoughts.

a knock on the door was heard, you turned to see none other than xavier entering the room. your roommate wasn’t around, and avery left when she heard the knock, so it was just you and him

“hey” he said, looking around the room as he saw the stuff, “still working on the case, huh?”

“uh, yeah.” you said, “avery helped as well”

“mhm…so um, do you wanna maybe pause this for a second and go on a walk with me?”

“what? of course not!” you said in a rather rude tone

“what?” he said, a little hurt by the tone

“i’m busy” you said as you kept organizing your work

“are you serious right now?” he furrowed his eyebrows, “you—you haven’t talked to me in almost a week…come on y/n are you seriously gonna reject me just because of some case that you have nothing to do with?”

you continued doing your work, not responding

“wow. you really—do you even care?!” he snapped

“about what” you said

“about—about me! about…us, do you even care about that?! you really live in your own world. the cops have this handled and you just wanna include yourself for no reason. i’m trying, i’m really trying to wait for you, and be patient. but you don’t seem to give two fucks if i’m even here or not! i’m not doing this anymore, i’m done.” he said, and you froze

you froze as you heard his footsteps fading, you froze as you realized a hole in your heart was forming, you froze when the case you were working on was not a care in your mind anymore, you froze when you realized…he left you. he left you and you were the reason.

xavier really was patient with you, at first, you would talk to him often, then you started talking to him at the end of the day, then you’d talk to him every other day, and then—you wouldn’t talk to him at all.

it’s funny how you don’t realize how important someone is, until they’re gone.

for the very first time, you felt alone.

like actually alone, you’d usually have avery, or another friend with you, but most of the time, you had xavier, and now he wasn’t coming back.

you felt tears brimming in the corners of your eyes, you had never cried before, let alone over a boy

but he was special.

you got up and ran after him, only he was now probably back in his room.

but nonetheless, you ran to his room, and knocked on his door repeatedly until he opened it

“jesus im coming—y/n?” he said, going quiet

you went inside his room, and once he got a good look at you, he knew

“oh my god are you crying?” he said as he gently grabbed your face, wiping your tears

“i’m sorry” you cried out, and he was quick to hug you, “i’m sorry i was just focused on the case and—“

“hey, hey it’s okay.” he said as he stroked your hair

you looked up at him, and soon your lips collided.

once you let go, you were quick to speak

“you were right. i’m dropping the case, the cops have it handled and i should’ve just—“

“no” he said

“what?”

“i’m not telling you to drop the case, baby. i love that you’re working on it and trying to keep everyone safe. but we work on it, together. i cant have you getting hurt” he said as he gently rubbed your cheek with his thumb

“really?”

“of course” he smiled

you might act tough on the outside, but on the inside, you truly loved him.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago