Mood

led zeppelin, philadelphia (3/31/1970) x

I told my boyfriend of 2 years I wanted to be with him forever. He's always said he wants to marry me and was so sure. I asked him tonight if he wants to be with me forever... And he hesitated... Then said "maybe"

I haven't cried that hard in so long. I've been crying for 3 hours. Idk how to feel. We've been together through really hard times, and he was the only constant. I can't imagine my life without him. It's only been 2 years, but we're so close.

I felt my stomach lock, my throat swell, and my heart dim. I couldn't breathe. My heart broke. The one person I could count on, isn't so sure anymore. We were talking about moving in and having kids and what our wedding would be like.

He said nothing. I'm scared. I don't want him to leave. We're gonna work on our relationship because we both love each other so much. It's just on uneasy ground now :(

Whimsical heels

I'm scarwed. Voting rn at a school gym and oml I hope Kamala wins. As a woman, if Trump wins, I will pass away.

It's way too close for comfort

I feel like I'm losing my spark a little bit. I'm not as happy, fun, or exciting as I used to be, or as life used to be. I'm slowly getting it back, but I'm not sure. I'm mostly around people who are older than me, who aren't as weird as I am. I think I'm just overly masking, and it's taking a bad toll on me. I care too much about what people think, rather than what just makes me happy.

I'm not around people who encourage my real side to come out anymore. Ever since last year happened, I've changed so much. I've shut myself off from the world. I know recognition is the first step to change, but I wish it would happen faster...

I would aesthetically scrapbook in my small light room

Victorian Silver-mounted 'the Bircham Dagger Scissors' Thomas Johnson London (1874)

“Go and love someone exactly as they are. then, watch how they transform into the greatest truest version of themselves. when one feels seen and appreciated in their own essence, one is instantly empowered.”

— Wes Angelozzi

Cinderella, Tokyo 1987, “Push, Push”

Beabadoobee by Amit Israeli for D la Repubblica June 2022

hydrangea armor by hallofstars