Bones:
The physical change hurts the most, even when it’s what you ruined yourself for.
Floating Wave - 201107
I’m so alone all of time I don’t have anyone. Maybe it’s me this time. Maybe it is my fault. I’m trying not to think of the worst thing but I am. I miss twisting the pipe. I miss the dope in my rig. It’s hard to go back to the life I left behind bc I’m the only one left every one else left. They were tired of waiting on me. I get it now.
I don’t know who I am anymore and I hate who I woke up to be.
it’s funny how desperate i am for genuine human connection despite the lengths i go to avoid it