Fuccinjas - JAaS!

i said a swear once and next thing you know i was doing meth

I know how to be a drug addict, self destruction is familiar so in a fucked up way it’s comforting to me. Recovery and sobritey are new, a whole new way of living and honestly it fucking terrfies me because I’m afraid i wont be able to maintain it.. What if i fuck everything up again?

Excerpt from my journal 6-11-19

Poor thumbnail, how do I change that?

Anyway, 2 Zopiclons, a few Xanax, and some liquid Diazepam, and this was the “creative” output.. Do I have crazy tolerance or do I need a new DW vendor?? These are the questions that keep me up at night. Literally! 

I love my nation...

Email...: meththings@gmail.com

Stand on everything you say or don’t say shit

Percs and xansss