Are you choosing people that are also choosing you?
“Isn’t it terrifying to realize this is going to be your life forever. Sober one minute high the next. The saddest part is when you embrace it with all you are. This is me. This is as good as it gets.”
— experience
Time to speak things into existence I want to leave my abuser I want to strip again get my $$ up and stay as sober as I can and get take homes from my methadone clinic and get an apartment for me and my doggy✨💕 or at least rent a room and take care of myself and live my best life!😘now lets see I my drugs addiction will get in the way or not
Idk why it’s so hard to trust people and to believe that they genuinely like me and that I can genuinely be apart of something my whole life I’ve always felt so disconnected from everyone but sometimes I feel like maybe it’s me making it that way perceiving it that way if you will.
My problem is I never healed I just kept going
I wrote dis
And i needed to voice my thoughts
but if i did, you would worry
so my thoughts shall remain thoughts
and my voice will stay voiceless
“When you know better, you do better.”
— Maya Angelou
yes i am smart. yes i am stupid. it’s called being flexible.