Fuccinjas - JAaS!

Once you get on your shit, don’t slip. Maintain.

This cool panormaic view

it’s funny how desperate i am for genuine human connection despite the lengths i go to avoid it

I miss him grabbing my arm to hit me and then we would fuck all night and I never felt more alive but now I do it alone

note to everyone

I’m sorry I guess it just didn’t get better

I was a heavy iv meth user but after a year and some change of doing that tweaked shit it made me hate who I was I wanted to crawl out my skin like the bugs crawlin on me on this tweak binge so I began to do heroin I thought I loved being awake but I never wanted to fall asleep forever so bad in my life until it got really ugly. Heroin became my abusive boyfriend I was stuck to him no matter the danger nodding off was something I could see myself doing till I die now I’m stuck in this vicious cycle yes she bites! Tryna stay clean is a challenge I always give up what a disappointment!

And just like that I find myself running again chasing the need of feeling complete and a brain that needs constant stimulation and occupation