Annoying Lil Bastard Takin My Shit

I'm fed up

i had this account for a year now and never posted but im going to make this my primary outlet because i hate every other app. i never even saw twitter as an option because im not a 14 year old nicki minaj fan or a registered sex offender

Yes, communism is the problem

I fucking hate when the internet waters down actual serious diagnoses to the point where everyone can somehow relate to it. I hate when the bad symptoms get glossed over for the sake of making cluster B individuals seem nicer and more relatable to the public, at the expense of painting an accurate picture of the disorder. I hate when the response to me talking about my bad symptoms is to deny that I have them and reassure me that I'm a sweet person who would never do that. That I just have the wrong perception of my own behavior. I hate when my friends say they have the same personality disorders as me because they related to some symptoms they saw on fucking tiktok. But then turn around and call me a horrible person for displaying any symptom that isn't self deprecating, quiet, cute, and deserving of sympathy. The whole fucking point of cluster B disorders are that they make life a living hell. It's not fair, it's not nice, it's not sweet, there's no justice to it. There's no "it's okay to have (insert disorder) and get mad at your loved ones as long as you don't act on it ^^" when acting on it is part of the fucking disorder. Can we stop acting like all symptoms can be suppressed, that having personality disorders and being cluster B is just a minor inconvenience and it's still easy to be a functioning nice person. And can we stop acting like being horrible to yourself makes a disorder "better" and more "noble" than being horrible to others. Thanks. (And no one put words in my mouth, I am not saying that it's okay to hurt others by acting on your symptoms, I'm just saying that it's a part of the disorder that needs to be recognized in order to be dealt with. Denying it's there is not doing anything. "I didn't choose to develop this disorder and I didn't choose to act this way" and "acting this way hurts the people I love and I need to be responsible and seek help" are two statements that can and should co-exist. There's nothing fair about being mentally ill.)

fuck my entire life and soul i love him

My name is Paul Banks and I sing and play guitar and play bass and I run and I jump and I make lattes

IT TOOK A LIFESPAN WITH NO CELL MATE THE LONG WAY BACK SANDY WHY CAN'T WE LOOK THE OTHER WAY

YOURE WEIGHTLESS SEMIEROTIC YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE YOU THERE SANDY WHY CANT WE LOOK THE OTHER WAY

not enough people realize fasting is easier than restricting. if you're also an all or nothing type of person like me it will be easier to just not eat at all instead of obsessing over food and edging a binge the whole time you're restricting lol

THIS is what communism does to young women! 😡It gives them SLUTTY waists 😤. Spread the truth

everything is so so significant to me how am i supposed to live

Growing my hair and losing weight for this exact reason

anyone else think that long hair looks so much better when youre skinny?

oh to be thin with super long hair

im so glad involuntary psych ward trips arent a thing here because if someone found my blog id be gone for an indefinite amount of time