Do It Scared Do It Stupid Do It Badly Whatever It Is That's Worth Doing, That's Worth Anything At All,

Girl, at this point its embarrassing, get out of your way. Just, slide right off your own path, right? The self sabotage is getting embarrassing.

It has to be at least embarrassing to you having the same goals for five years. Cmon. How can you not be tired of your own crap? How long have you been on this self improvement journey? How much have you actually improved? How many times have you promised yourself this time you will? Isn't it embarrassing how many 'fresh start' s you've had? How can you look at yourself in the mirror though? It's gotta be embarrassing by now. It has to be at that point you can't stand yourself- are you really that shameless? No sense of responsibility? Damn okay we can use mine- I'm so embarrassed of and for you. Lowkey if someone asked me if I know you I'd deny you so fast it would give Judas a whiplash, I kid you not.

Doesnt it hurt you to have that much potential and not use it? It doesn't make you feel sick,knowing how much you're capable of an not doing it? You're really just out here trading your life for ten seconds videos and weird food and fake lives and celeb drama and pretty boys? Really. You're letting people live their dreams by stealing your life through a screen. Come on it has to be embarrassing at some point. It has to be. The girls you went to high school with if they saw you today lol. Your ex thinking he'll yeah man I dodged a bullet. You're telling me you don't feel guilty eating and sleeping knowing you didn't earn it? Another day giving 7 hours to kpop boys and girls and Kylie Jenner and movies and whatever , 7 hours when you could've just idk. Learned a new skill. 7 hours, sis. Are you not disgusted by yourself? Just casually scrolling eating looking like a hobo on steroids garbage in garbage out just another day another slay as a social justice warrior on Facebook saving the world through the power of your words while your world sinks.

I am. I am disgusted by you. It's embarrassing to me that we share Anatomy and gender and exist in the same time space reality. I'm sending this overwhelming embarrassment your way may it trigger your senses back. What are you doing, sis? No really, wyd? What is this behavior? What is this?

Please, get the fuck out of your own way.

BMAC

Julia Sztuczkowska

Could you tell us what indicates no marriage or yes marriage in a birth chart?

I rarely see charts that are very troubled in regards to long-term relationships/marriage. You have to have multiple aspects that show difficulty and even then people are still able to find love, marry, etc.

The "Challenging" marriage aspects in the Natal Chart:

I would say that Uranus in the 7th House (natal) could be a bit difficult - it could show commitment issues, attracting on and off relationships, right person/wrong time - timing could be a bit problem for people with this aspect. This includes having Transit Uranus in your 7th house as well. The positive is that when the timing is right you can find love very unexpectedly and the relationships could be very freeing. I have observed that people with Uranus in 7th also like unusual relationship dynamics/non-standard dating.

Saturn in 7th house could be interpreted in different ways - marrying later in life, feeling dissatisfied about the thought of marriage, high standards/expectations, prioritizing other areas of life over marriage/relationships.

Pluto in 7th shows that any traumas/insecurities could manifest in relationships and marriage so the person has to heal, really wait for the right person in order to avoid jumping into unhealthy relationships.

Aspects between Juno and Uranus (square, conjunct, opposite), Juno-Saturn and Juno-Pluto could have a similar effect as the descriptions above.

Neptune in 7th, Juno in 12th could show someone that idolizes marriage/has an unrealistic idea about marriage. So that could lead to disappointment in committed relationships or once the honeymoon phase is over in marriage.

I will also add the ruler of the 7th house conjunct Uranus/Pluto/Saturn. For example: Cancer on your 7th house cusp, Cancer is ruled by the Moon and the Moon is conjunct Saturn/Pluto/Uranus.

2. The "Good" marriage aspects in the Natal Chart:

Venus in 7th, Venus trine Juno/Venus conjunct Juno is the one that is usually associated with good, lasting marriage, supportive spouse, equality in marriage. Committed relationships could be easy for these people.

The 7th House ruler conjunct Venus has a similar effect.

Juno conjunct/trine Jupiter or Jupiter in the 7th House is great for a happy marriage. Your partner usually inspired you, teaches you a lot of things, helps you go out of your comfort zone.

Juno in the 7th House is also really favorable for commitment, attracting a spouse who has the characteristics you want in a partner, commitment could happen easily.

Libra or Taurus on the 7th House cusp also tend to have good marriages.

My advice is to wait for the right timing and the right person/not rush into it. There is always someone you are FULLY compatible with so don't waste your energy on bad relationships!

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A little about me:

Call me Azara c:

Middle Eastern - Persian origins (not ir*nian please ;-;)

26 - isfp - sagittarius

lesbian - she/her

Got my BA in English Language and Literature with a minor in French

Preparing for an MA in Teaching English as a Foreign Language and self-studying and researching theoretical+applied+interdisciplinary linguistics

Languages I speak:

Arabic (native - standard and a dialect of the gulf)

Farsi (native but I don't speak the standard)

English C1

French (standard) B1/B2

Korean B1/B2

Languages Goals - short and long term:

IELTS BAND 9 

Arabic (build my vocabulary for translation)

Advancing in Korean C1

Advancing in French C1

Learning Standard Farsi

Consistently learn Japanese for 60 days

Consistently learn Chinese for 60 days

Could post about other languages that interest me at one point!

How I learn languages

tv shows mostly as I rely a lot on pronunciation and sentence structures in speech

music - I mostly listen to English, Persian, Korean, Japanese and French songs but I am open to anything as long as it's good

used to take classes before covid and then I enrolled in online classes and hated them - they were bland.

textbooks that I spent a fortune on ;-;

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What placements can indicate being talked/gossiped about a lot in life? 🧿♥️

⭐️ Planets in the 10th house.

⭐️ Neptune in the 1st house.

⭐️ Scorpio/Pisces Midheaven.

⭐️ Fama(408) aspecting personal planets or in the 1st or 10th house.

⭐️ Lilith aspecting personal planets or in the 1st or 10th house.

⭐️ Planets in the 8th or 12th house (its like people are on a treasure hunt to find out something dirty about you)

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