What Are You Waiting For? Someone To Grant You Permission? The Perfect And Permanent Emotion? A Shooting

Some doodles from the Kim roksoo angel au taking over my brain

Low effort crayon drawing to feel something

Cale Henituse save me

A remix of Thanos' rap from the game "Squid" is playing in the background

Sweet Bud and embarrassed Glenn

unfortunately, I will write this fic and I am writing this fic are two very different things

Goodnight please read devil venerable so people know what the hell I'm on about

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does any body want to ttalk about the character

Maybe one day I'll find the courage to finish this portrait. But while I don't, you guys can have our Lord and Savior Cale Henituse in his military uniform.

Something I initially really liked about Cale's character is how he suddenly became the "trash" of the count's family and he seemingly takes it as an asshole permit.

No manners, rude? Well duh, He's the local trash.

And then, hundreds of chapters later it hit me:

This guy really never changed the way he acted, he says so himself and it's why Choi Han was able to easily recognize him in Choi Jung Soo's memories.

Which begs the question: What sort of internal narrative did he have going on as Kim Rok Soo to "justify" his behavior?

Baby Rok Soo was at the bottom of the social ladder, an orphan, poor and his uncle was an alcoholic and a gambling addict to boot

How many times do you think he heard things like "What can you expect from someone without parents?", or "Just what you would expect from someone who wasn't raised properly"

"Someone of your kind"

And then he became a Team Leader

How many things did he do or didn't do under the pretense of being "Cold-blooded"

It also doesn't help that he's unable to process praise or kindness directed at him.

if you abandon gender hard enough you can unlock the secret state of nirvana where all clothes give you the thrill of crossdressing