Gemeiki - Gem

Sumire Kudo - Female, 2022 - Oil on canvas

his dimples are driving me insane

Yeah you're right. It WOULD be pretty fucked up if you were a swan but you were raised by ducks and you grew up never seeing another swan or even knowing that such a thing as a swan even existed so you just thought you were a duck with something super wrong with it.

i’ll never get over suguru saying to satoru ‘if you want to kill me, kill me, there’s meaning in that too.’ because there is so much meaning to it. from suguru searching for a reason to justify his actions, the act of satoru killing his would justify a reason for his cause, to the relationship he and satoru have. if anyone should be the one to end his life, let it be the one who loved him the most - the one who’s the strongest sorcerer in the world. the one who could, in suguru’s eyes if he were satoru, bring about change in society with his powers. and then finally, there’s so much meaning once satoru kills suguru because of the eventual damning consequences it had on the jujutsu society

I think people have talked at length about the fact that bnha ended up basically being super pro-cop and delivered nothing on its narrative critiquing hero society. but one thing I haven't seen commentary on yet is how bizarre the narrative on abuse is. bnha is a series where abusive father figures (e.g. endeavor, overhaul, shigaraki's father) and neglectful parents (e.g. toga's family) have been the origin for marginalization of children and, in the cases of the league, their eventual descent into actual crime and villainy. yet the single most prominent abusive father figure of the series (endeavor) got a redemption arc, while the second-most prominent abusive father (overhaul) got to survive. yet the children who suffered abuse (toga, shigaraki, touya) were not worthy of redemption nor even survival. it has very bleak implications on who gets a second chance in life and who doesn't. this is possibly the worst narrative on childhood abuse I have ever consumed btw lol

microdosing on catharsis by watching a fictional character or persona i relate to have an emotional breakdown until my chest starts to ache from the amount i've repressed

rich boy get your ass up and FIGHT!!!

[1st year au]

Old stsgst doodle from months ago~.

kissu:3