But Not Really Tho

coding is just an endless cycle of "i know nothing. i give up" and "i know everything. i am god"

Heres the vid of me getting my septum done, also found out that it feels more than a pinch

you can't just erase us

we will fight back, we will be strong

speak up however you can, create, post, yap, write your voice is powerful, verbal or not.

the most punk thing you can do is stay alive

(I bring a sort of “Everyone has inherent worth regardless of their productivity” Vibe to every conversation that ableists don’t really seem to like)

Ever since I was a young child, I knew I wanted to be a fucked up creature.

Trying to figure out why I feel like ass then remembering i havent had anything to drink in like 5 hours

BONE SOUP

shout out to “gross” disabled people.

people who can’t shower/bathe people who can’t shave people who can’t wash their clothes people who need help going to the bathroom people who have nasty habits (biting nails, picking nose, etc) people who can’t brush their teeth people who can’t go to the doctor people who can’t clean their room people who can’t make their beds people who vomit a lot people who wet the bed people who constantly have diarrhea people who’s physical deformities are seen as repulsive

and every other kind of person I missed that deserves to be here too.

you are people, first and foremost. your thoughts deserve to be heard, discussed, acknowledged, no matter what. you are not lesser. you are just another person. you should never be ignored for what you can/can’t do. you deserve care.

to abled people: check yourself. make sure you listen. and you can reblog, just don’t derail. maybe don’t add on, either.

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

Father, I must inform you that spotify called me a "mallgoth rock-ish emo" because I listened to MCR a lot this year

It made me think of you.

Spotify called me “mallgoth rhythm games rock” . . .