Me When Someone Complains About Something That's Been Genuinely Bothering Me Too But I Just Brushed It

the thing that always gets me ESPECIALLY about autistic representation in media is that we are universally portrayed as happy-go-lucky, whimsical children, completely oblivious to the fact that the world constantly judges and scorns and HATES us.

We notice. I noticed. The reason I am as messed up as I am today is because i spent 20 LONG years in an environment where every day i was subjected to that. To noticing.

what an absolutely neurotypical view of us. Coddling themselves, getting to act like the way they treat us is fine because we don't understand that our peers dont respect us. Why would we? We're so subhuman to them, it's like asking if your cat notices you playfully insulting it.

Every autistic person I've ever met is on some level bitter and angry and TRAUMATIZED at their upbringing. Of having to go through school as the laughing stock, as the weirdo with no friends who no one wants to talk to, as the animal in the corner you can make do cheap tricks so they can experience some Simulacra of what genuine human connection is.

Now tell me, does it sound like I didn't notice?

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!

Tintin remembers what comes after 15.

The UK’s first trans judge, Victoria McCloud, brings action against the UK and has appealed to the ECHR over the Supreme Court ruling.

Source.

Color

I need to fully color more stuff.

wanted to mess around w/ more humanish looks

That shit hit weirdddddddddd. That was no normal inhaler, that shit had flavour and presence.

Can you tell we're sleep deprived rn? You probably can

I just found a still in it's packaging inhaler in our "random shit" drawer during an asthma attack and it was like finding a desert oasis after two days without water.

I NEED TO POST ABOUT MY LOVE OF THE SONG "Close to me" SPECIFICALLY THE FORSAKEN VERSION RN (I love both versions though) OMG I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT, IT'S SO AMAZING IT'S BEAUTIFUL. LIKE IT FITS SO WELL, I'VE BECOME AN ELLIOT MAIN JUST TO GET TO LISTEN TO IT DURING THE GAME BECAUSE IT JUST WORKS SO WELL AS A LMS THEME AND IT'S SUCH A VIBE.

Okay, phew, I needed that. I think I'm driving the rest of the system mad with this song.

Let her try!

Also i'll be back on doing the Ask soon ahshsjss