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Cali Roots

I have really good friends that I'll really miss

S U N R I S E

"When you left you took so much more with you than you think. You took her light, her air, her ability to trust. She became such a dark person after you left. She feared nothing but love. She knew the worst place she could be in was in someone’s arms. She began to put walls up until she was completely surrounded

She wasn’t like that before. Don’t you remember?

She used to just look up at you and smile. She’d lay her elbow on the center console to be closer to you. You’d just look over with those fucking eyes of yours. Every time you did that you drew her in more.

Do you know what she used to think about as she would lie in bed awake? The two of you, mostly you. She’d think about the way your lips moved when you said certain words, the way you’d roll your eyes at her in the most delicate way. Nothing you did ever seemed poisonous, even the bad things.

It all seemed like it was just a step on the staircase to complete euphoria. She never stopped talking about you, but nobody asked her to stop. They were dumbfounded by how fond she was of you. No one understand how much she loved you, not even you.

So that’s what you left behind;

A girl who believed love couldn’t be a fairytale, because fairytales weren’t as lovely as you.”

They kill you with words “I never wanna leave you.” You find yourself crying every night, even when you still have them. It’s the feeling of literally seeing someone slip through your fingers right before your eyes. You left. You’re telling your friends I can’t get over you, Makes you feel invincible. It’s the way you seemed as if things were completely fine, the way you could yell at me and feel nothing. I would look at you everywhere we went, I wanted to learn your reactions to things. I smiled at your expressions, your jokes, and your shitty driving. God dammit get out of my head. God dammit stop talking to your friends. I once thought the sun rose and set with you, When you were really just blocking my view of the sky.

It’s been months. focusonnow (via focusonnow)

There was actually nothing beautiful or poetic about it. You shattered my fucking heart.

(via hopelesslyhealing)

my monthly shower nose bleed

CRYING

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in a weird

place

I put myself out there, its what I do without even thinkin twice but its the after part that always bothers me. The part where youre not sure how that person took what you just did or said. The not knowing how one feels is the worst feeling one could have.

puberty is so fucked up girls shed their inner organs and boys get to have orgasms in their sleep

If time could just stand still for a little while

I was fried

Last night instead of walking home after a party was over, I pretended to then I walked back to where it was and sat at the door and just thought. About everything. Eventually cried. And then luckily was able to get my mom to pick me up. My life's been so weird lately.

Why didn't anyone tell me Max Thieriot got married

wow i havent showered since last year! haha!

there's no place like home, other than hell of course

i haven’t been able to breathe for the longest time lately i don’t even feel like i’m really living i scare myself sometimes too i do these weird things that don’t show my true character kind of as if i want to be looked at differently i guess i do want that though/

when i’m being this other person i feel free but i feel as though i’m running away from something/

i wish i fuckin knew what.