Clark: Bruce Bruce What Is This 9 Yr Old Dick: :D Clark: Bruce Bruce, Haggard, Injecting 5 Hour Energy

I totally get you. Was very similar to you (and honestly still am) until I met my bf/queer platonic partner. I wish I could care for him the same way an allo person could, and I know that our relationship is very different than how allo people would approach theirs. He is the sweetest and very understanding about me having no interest in anything sexual, but I still wish I could be intimate with him that way.

sometimes I wish I could fall in love. like I'm happy I'm aroace don't get me wrong, but sometimes I wish I was like allo people. I hear love songs and read books and fanfictions about love and it just seems like the sweetest thing, but I know I can't experience that. people always say "you'll meet the right person!" but wouldn't I have experienced something by now???

even when guys have said they like me, there's just this small panic or absolute disinterest I experience towards them. like I like the idea of a relationship and having someone there in your best and worst times, but I know I wouldn't be able to love someone. I could never imagine myself loving someone like that. and while a qpr does sound nice, I imagine the chances of something like that is small. and even then, if it was an allo person I would feel terrible not being able to love them in return. I don't know. I love being aroace, but sometimes I feel so upset I won't ever have the allo experience.

Pink hualian 💖🌸

Pirate hualesbians I drew for a moot’s DTIYS on Instagram >.>

My piece for Volume II of @atelierhylia! Based on Georges Rochegrosse's "Ce fut dans un chaud crépuscule" (1903). The zine is available for free now!✨

rereading tgcf and this may be my favorite hua cheng moment LMAO . like i forget so often that hua cheng is so powerful and terrifying bc he's just so silly

idk how people use the time listed on steam as proof for how much they've played the game, i love keeping games up in the background and torturing my laptop, the games like sitting there and staying warm in my desktop

Happy wedding Xie Lian! Ghost city’s here to celebrate