Gloomyvieve - Gloomy's Rando Shit

Why do people always think I'm a lesbian-? Sure I've kissed women, and only women, but that doesn't mean anything!

inevitable departure

someone has to leave first—

that’s the rule,

etched in the marrow of every hello.

we pretend it’s far off,

an ending for another day,

but it sits between us like a shadow

at the dinner table,

quiet, patient,

unfolding napkins we never meant to place.

either you die,

or i do,

or you find a life somewhere else

with sunshine i can’t offer

and conversations that don’t ache.

maybe one day your heart

just stops echoing mine—

it forgets the beat we built.

one of us will leave first.

and god,

what a cruel truth that is.

because even in love,

even in the best of it,

there’s an expiration we can’t read

until it’s passed.

and the worst part?

the world won’t stop.

i’ll still have to wake up,

brush my teeth,

fold the sheets you once tangled in,

and somehow

teach my heart to recognize a new rhythm.

someone else’s laugh.

someone else’s shoulder

that will never feel quite right.

rebuilding is not bravery,

it’s necessity.

and i hate that.

i hate knowing

this beautiful thing

we cradle like glass

has a fault line running through it

we can’t see until it shatters.

but still—

i love you.

knowing full well

one of us will leave first.

and maybe that’s

the most human thing of all.

how is it almost 2025 i didn’t even get a chance to exhale the breath i took in 2024 yet

Looking back this was shit but it was also my first attempt at drawing someone realistically and I had no idea how my drawing app worked

Aimsey TV! Woo!

have this mspaint painting thats part of a project

Steve & Alex. And alex’s dog, Dog.

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

A canvas for the masses

I hate how I can't be friends with a guy without everyone going like 'oh do you like him?' 'you two would be so cute together' 'do you think he's cute?' no I'm going to fucking lobotomize you

oh