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So I got my first and second orgasm dates yesterday. I get an orgasm in 9 days. It’s been at least 2 weeks already...

I seem to be going through a libido dip...or I thought so until I got in bed with my hubby last night. Anytime he touches me it feels like my skin is on fire, and all I can think about is having him touch me, be inside me... but last night he spaned me a couple of times and played with my nipples while I rubbed my thighs together in frustration, then fell asleep leaving me a drippy mess.

I’m back at work next week, so this should be fun! I don’t want to cum, I enjoy the ache, but I want so so so badly to be touched.

I have 5 edges to do today...I forsee frustration in my future.

As an open invite...feel free to make this harder by sending me things. Asks and anons preferably, then I can post them

Yes! particularly because mine are slightly inverted

BDSM Problem #323

Tiny, tiny nipples. 

what is your deepest darkest sexual fantasy?

Difficult question!

Hmm...being used as a tease toy. My husband not wanting me anymore, and finding himself younger and prettier, that gets off on denying me and laughing. Being so desperate I’d do anything, and beng made to prove that on a regular basis

Chaste Harem

I can picture it so clearly:

A harem of beautiful young men and women, kept perpetually naked, showing with pride the one thing I let them be proud of: their permanently-locked genitals. Cocks strain against plastic and metal, and pussies drip, their swollen lips wrapped around leather and metal, while things buzz inside of them. Keeping them forever in hope of release, tempting and taunting them with promises of release (true despair) that they know will never be fulfilled.

In time, I am sure, they would learn to find greater satisfaction in their chaste service than they ever would have chasing meaningless orgasms…

I love the mindfuck

“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”

“Tell me you don’t want to cum”

“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”

“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want” 

“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”

Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to

Morning Maxi!

I just thought you’d like a little morning reminder that you still haven’t had any pleasure with new vibe yet and that isn’t going to change any time soon sweetie :) it really turns Daddy on a lot to know that you bought it, that it could give you such good cummies especially because you’re not allowed anything in your cunny, but Daddy can keep it away from you and force you to make do with your little fingers every time you get needy :)

Do you ever think about how much pleasure you’re missing out on sweetie? Do you ever think about how good it’d feel to stuff your little cunny with a dildo the way you do your little bum and mouth? Do you ever think about just how wet and slick it’d be if Daddy let you put it in your cunny just once, how much nicer it’d taste than when it goes up your little bum? Do you ever think about the way a big girl can relieve her aching cunny and you never can sweetie?

Do you ever think about how good it’d feel to have your little cunny and your bum filled at the same time sweetie, and to be allowed to focus just once on giving your little cunny the pleasure it always misses out on? And then to feel that new vibe on your clit, blindfolded with clovers on and ankles and wrists tied to the corners of the bed, as Daddy teases you with it, as your little holes throb around the toys feeling so good inside you, all those different vibe settings feeling so good against your desperate little clit, edging and begging Daddy for cummies as the pleasure overwhelms you…

But instead your achey little cunny gets ignored and kept empty and desperate, and the only relief your little clit gets is your little fingers even though you’ve had that delicious new wand months now - and even that only happens strictly with Daddy’s permission. Do you ever think about all the pleasure Daddy denies you just because I want to sweetie?

Darling is staying in for the night.

My Turn

We are laying in bed, watching a movie & being lazy, when he turns in my direction.

He runs his hand over my stomach and I am immediately turned on. My body is covered in goosebumps and my legs fall apart.

He licks two fingers before lightly circling my clit. “I’m sorry I have been extra busy lately Sue. I know it has been a few days, but I appreciate how you have encouraged me rather than complained.”

“It has been a month baby…”

“Has it? Sue, I didn’t realize. I need to take care of you, don’t I?”

I nod enthusiastically and stare into his eyes.

He sits up on the bed and guides me by my hair to my knees. I slide my lips around his delicious dick and get to work immediately. I pray he wants to fuck me today, but I am determined to simply enjoy the taste of him.

“Fuck Sue, that feels so good…” He says as his hands are all over me- my hair, my nipples, my back. “Fuck…”

His phone rings, and I am surprised when he answers after a few rings. I do not stop though, I know I am not to stop until he tells me to do so.

“Hello…” He says, attempting to sound normal. His hand goes to my hair and he guides my head further down.

I can hear a woman’s voice, I know it is B.

“Hey baby, are you alone?” I hear her say.

“I am.” He lies. “Everything okay?” I do not stop.

“Yes. I am still sore from yesterday, you fucked the hell out of me.” I did not know about yesterday, I always know when he sees someone, I am betrayed. I do not stop.

“That’s good…” He says, thoroughly enjoying this moment.

“I asked if you’re alone because I’m about five minutes away…. You know how I love being fucked again when I am still sore… Can you see me if I stop by now?”

He pauses. He lifts his head and looks in my direction. I do not stop.

“Of course baby, come over now….” I’ve never heard him call anyone that. I do not stop. I do not even slow down.

I hear her squeal with delight. “I love you!” She says and I feel sick when he mumbles “you too.” I did not know they say this to one another. I do not stop.

He places both hands on my head and slows my pace. He sets his head back and relaxes his body. “Sue, B needs to stop by really quick. I would ask you to leave or run an errand or something, but I am afraid you’ll pass her on the way out.” He pauses as I softly flick my tongue over the tip. “Fuck, Sue, that feels so good….”

I hear the doorbell ring. He stands up quickly. “Go to the guest room, now. And take your shit with you.” He points to my phone and pile of clothes next to the bed.

He looks at my face and sees I have tears in my eyes. He puts one hand on my face, and the other between my legs. “I promise we aren’t done. B just needed to talk to me real quick.” He lies. “It will only be a minute. Be my good girl and wait your turn.” I nod softly and avoid eye contact. “Don’t cry baby.” The doorbell rings again. “Go. And make sure your phone is on silent in case it rings or something. She thinks I’m alone.”

Within minutes of her arrival, I hear her moaning his name. He roughly fucks her for about 45 minutes while I silently wait in the spare room. 45 minutes after that, I hear him say he has to run an errand. 15 minutes later, she is gone. I look out the window and see them kissing in the front yard, his hands on her face - the neighbors eyes on both of them. He must have forgotten it is a Sunday and people are outside.

I wait until he comes to retrieve me. “See, that was quick.” It was not quick. “She just needed to talk for a moment.” He lies.

“You saw her yesterday? You didn’t tell me.”

He doesn’t reply. He grabs me by my hair and lowers me to my knees. “Show me you forgive me.”

I show him.