“do You Want To Talk About It?”

Ok so I discovered reichblr and josdolf and I have no idea what their intentions are but I aspire to reach that level of autism

When a piece of media uses fly fishing as a metaphor, you know it's gonna be the best thing you've ever seen

Venus in furs where everything is the same but there are fleas in Wanda's furs and she catches them so she's constantly itching her scalp

Atp I need confirmation that I am of different species in order to stop holding myself to human expectations

North korea special interest? Groundbreaking.

I´m forcing everyone to rewatch/watch this monologue. You have to. I´m sorry, it´s not optional.

New day, new social failiures

There's a Marquis de Sade FRAGRANCE? Just. Why

Some are calmer and it's just something that pulls me closer to certain things. But I love some special interests so much that when anything even remotely related to it is mentioned, the excitement breaks the scale and turns into physical pain. Full body reaction, discomfort with vague pain in my chest. So filled with joy that I burst and it turns into misery again. But special interests give my life a meaning and were almost always the reason why I chose not to kms.

My special interests feel like they are studying themselves on their own while things that don't interest me are sometimes impossible to study. Often when I'm researching a SI, questions start spawning in my mind and they spiral to the point where finding the answer becomes impossible and I become frustrated. It's like I'm trying to zoom in to an infinitely small point that I know I'll never get to, but it still hurts.

autistic people: what does having a special interest feel like to you?

(and if u want to say, what is your current special interest?)