AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! AHH AHHHHHH !!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH !!!!!!

☽ 𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔞𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠 (x) ☾

"Are they mad or wise?” I asked myself. I don't know, but if they are madmen, at least their madness is much more beautiful, more sublime, more touching than our sad wisdom.

The Fool of Firleiouwka by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch

autistic swag is smoking weed while stuffing your face with chips, drinking half and half Arizona, and reading Venus in furs because kink and fetish history is your special interest and the creator of the book Ritter von Leopold Sacher-Masoch is where the term "masochism" came from so you wanna read his work

slavoj zizek email is a mood

„Gott hat ihn gestraft und hat ihn in eines Weibes Hände gegeben“, wiederholte ich für mich. Nun, was soll ich etwa anstellen, damit er mich straft?

This is a work of art

my favorite divorce ever. my emotional support heterosexual divorced couple.

two extremely traumatized, messy, insane, unable to communicate, immature, petty yappers.

I love them so much.

masochmaxxing, masochpilled, masochmaxed

TW suicide

Back in april my uncle khs and it did not surprise me. Some months before that I spotted passively suicidal behavior in what I've been told about him because I recognised the pattern from my own experiences. I even said the thought "he doesn't care anymore" out loud to my mother but I never expected him to become active. Like I did not see it coming but it did not surprise me at all. But everyone else and his immediate circle was shocked for some reason. He was in his late 50s and had medical problems which became worse due to his his apathy towards them. I was not close to him and he seemed far away from even his immediate family with whom he lived with, which his increasing drinking problem did not help. This spiral of male loneliness seems so impenetrable, what could have I, a distant, queer 20 year old nephew (also suicidal) done to change the mind of a stubborn old man raised into toxically masculine society? I, in a sense, predicted my uncle's suicide and I do not know what to do with this information.