Hadrianthomas - Hadrian's Insides

mood

i am losing myself

Waldeinsamkeit

‘Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it’ 

fun fact: trauma victims becoming obsessed/infatuated with what traumatized them (especially if that trauma came from abuse) isn’t creepy or disturbing. That’s literally a symptom of PTSD, and is often uncontrollable, so maybe don’t demonize people who get stuck or overly focused on their intrusive thoughts. We literally can’t control this.

‘self-devour’

Health is not a virtue and illness is not a character flaw or a moral failing. People who are healthy aren’t healthy because they did everything right. People who are sick aren’t sick because they did something wrong. Illness, both mental and physical, can hit literally anyone at any time. Good people aren’t exempt from suffering, so let’s kill the idea that if someone’s sick, it must be because they’re doing something wrong. That’s not how it works. The world isn’t fair like that.