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𝚝𝚎𝚡𝚝 ✉️  𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚕𝚍𝚠𝚒𝚗

James: why not? is it cause you woke up and my face was on the side of your bed watching you?

James: have you seen my dog. she makes me even better looking?

James: great now that you remember me...i thought i was unforgettable..now that i see that i am..it makes me want more

Hailey: Yes? Do you expect me to be okay with it? It was some Edward Cullen shit.

Hailey: Your dog doesn't help by much?

Hailey: Can I block you now or in 10 minutes?

Hailey: It was a one-night thing. I thought I made that much clear..

JUSTJAREDJR - AUGUST 16, 2020: Hailey Baldwin and Demi Lovato spotted at Lure Nightclub

( @dmiidvonne )

xwolfiex​:

it didn’t take much for cindy to catch onto what was going on, to know and to understand what it was hailey was going through, especially the fact that she was just experiencing that same disappointment, but hailey was so heartbroken and she could absolutely see it in her words and in her face, that’s why when when she saw the opportunity to be there for one of her closest friends, she jumped on it. ringing the doorbell and watching the screen, “open up, mama, i have food,” cindy held up the bag in front of the monitor camera,” and she hoped hailey would be open to eating to soak up the alcohol, hopefully, it wouldn’t take much to help sober her up. @haileybcldwns​

the blonde couldn’t catch a grip on her emotions or the shattering of her heart, constantly pouring any slight twinge of pain into consuming alcohol. in a weird way, it felt like it took away the pain, it made her feel something other than the sinking feeling she has gotten accustomed to. loneliness didn’t go away either but it was by choice -- hailey was known for saving people and pulling them out of their battles to help them win; she couldn’t win battles of her own. cindy was a friend hailey knew she could at least have a shoulder to cry onto or stuff her face with until she was sober and the numbness sinked in. she sniffled slightly, her eyes puffy and tears welled in her eyes when the doorbell rang. darting her gaze to the monitor, she mustered a weak smile and approached the front door to let the other brunette in. “hi love, you’re the best..” she said, her voice hoarse from the crying. “can i.. just please get a hug first?” she asked after closing the front door. she needed some form of affection and security.

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@haileybaldwin: alcohol may not be the answer, but it sure helps forget the question. 😛😛😛

@haileybaldwin: to clear up my last tweet, I bought a new bottle of rosé, let me have my moment.

𝟏 𝐭𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐚, 𝟐 𝐭𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐚.. 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫?

“She’s not getting drunk for the hell of it, she’s getting drunk to numb the hell out of it.” TRIGGER WARNINGS: Alcohol Usage

The clinking noises of liquor bottles echoed in the empty kitchen, an indication the blonde was reaching for her next vice. Furrowed eyebrows and teeth digging into her bottom lip, the model struggled to concentrate through hazy vision in an attempt to read the label on the bottle. Maybe she was on her fourth drink or maybe she passed four drinks half an hour ago, all she cared about was the numbing she craved. Ripping off the seal and popping the cork, she poured herself another glass of tequila. Her hands shook unsteadily and caused a spill, one that she didn’t care to clean after. After all, Hailey stopped caring about everything because her world stopped when the engagement was called off.

Trudging her feet along the wooden floors of her home, glass in one hand while the other held the bottle, Hailey planted herself outside on her backyard porch. Her house felt like a new place for her to be at considering the blonde always occupied herself with work, only to follow-up with a party after a long day. Blinking a few times to bring her gaze into focus, she could have sworn silence never sounded so loud. Being alone with her thoughts was unheard of, and now it feels like she became a shell of a person. Lifting the glass to her lips, the sweet taste of tequila welcomed her and the liquid slid down her throat.

Tilting her head back, she struggled to fight back her tears. Her entire future, the man she thought she would spend the rest of her life with played her like a fool. She remembered that night when it happened. It burned in her memories: the words he spat at her, the mocking laugh and the exposing truth. The rest was a blur but Hailey packed her clothes and left Justin’s house only to return to the one she was in now. Her eyes traveled down to her left hand, greeted by the diamond on her ring finger. She used to wear it proudly but now it was a clutch. A security blanket, thinking he would come back — Hailey knew he wouldn’t.

She didn’t know if it was the liquid courage or the heartbreak becoming too much that caused her next move. Another sip and Hailey rose to her feet. Struggling to keep herself upright, she spotted a match near her fire pit as she walked across the deck. She slid the ring off, eyes darting around her backyard. Memories flashed of the barbecues and lavish parties the couple threw, but now she was lonely and lost within herself. The blonde scoffed to herself, it didn’t matter to her if she would find herself, she was broken beyond repair — but doing the work was a waste of time and energy. Lightning the match, the blonde tossed it with the pieces of wood. Seconds passed and it flashed with a starting flame.

Hailey knew her worth and it was low. Falling in love with him was a drug in itself but the damage eradicated every ounce of her confidence and mental strength to fight her demons. Tossing the ring into the pit, she stood there while lifting the glass to her lips once more. She hoped this would help her start a new leaf... but those chances looked bleak.

shawnmvndes​:

[ PRIVATE: Distracted? Is that what we’re calling it? Last time I checked, when I’ve gotten into a new relationship, I’ve not been so distracted as to not return phone calls and actually tell the person I was seeing what was going on. I guess cryptic and irregular texts are much more fun. But hey, sorry to hurt you with the limbo comment. You were clearly torn up about it getting engaged two months later. ]

[PRIVATE: Oh, well let me give you some word of advice for any new relationships you may plan on undertaking, may I? I’m saying this so it doesn’t happen to you again. Maybe you should try embracing the relationship when asked about it, letting the girl know she’s important and is in fact, a girlfriend. It kind of prevents the whole giving her a bad image to everyone else ( in case she does find someone who isn’t afraid to show her off ) but hey, it worked in your favor of having you painted as the perfect crooning heartthrob who can do no wrong. Anyways... good chat, thanks for the concern. ]

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James: At least I didn't sparkle or something

James: She's totally cute, what do you mean?!

James: Give me 5 and then it's whatever you wanna do?

James: you DID make it clear but it was thrown short when you got sick which is why I made sure you were okay, am I supposed to just delete your number?

hailey: And you better not start.

hailey: Send a pic --- of the dog, please.

hailey: 5 seconds or 5 minutes?

hailey: yes? you did your act of kindness for the year.

mileyrcy​:

when stuff like this happens with me, it makes me wonder how on earth i managed to get my drivers permit in the first place, do you want to feel better? i once crashed my car when i was working on the voice, and then the next day i remember i went to tell adam and blake and i basically ratted my self out!! but i do hope you’re okay though and no pretty models were harmed in the making of doing this fender bender?

You know I always get cheered up from you, tell me a story or two about the amazing life of Miley. Oh my god, no. Please tell me you were okay first of all? And I hope Blake and Adam didn’t become jerks to you about it. No pretty models were harmed! Maybe an ego bruised but no physical scars to show for it. 

tcssthompson​:

i totally get how you feel. it’s easy to think that, but i promise you that you’ll break the cycle soon. if there’s anything i know about life it’s that nothing lasts forever, in both a bad way and a good way. it’s so nice to meet you too, babe. i’m doing pretty well, how about you? slight fender bender aside, of course.

You’re an angel for those encouraging words, thanks babe. I guess all pain and struggles are short-term now that you mention it, it’s so minimal. I’m glad you’re doing well, what have you gotten up to these days? I’m good, on the grind but nothing too crazy besides that.

jezzyhq​:

Oh god, so you were just chilling and all of a sudden a flock of paps and you hurt your car? damn, is it okay? are you okay? I have so many questions. I can’t help but jam out in the car, so I wouldn’t know what to do, you’re braver than me. Nice to meet you Hailey, I’m Joe and we’ve all been there.

It was an attack of the paparazzi combined with the head banging gone wrong. My car is okay, the driver in me is offended but I’ll get over it. Are you a headbanging jammer or a lip syncing jammer? Choose wisely! Nice to meet you too, I’m so glad I’m not alone. How are you doing?