Hello, I was wondering if I could make a request for jeonghannie đ˘đ˘, how would he react to seeing you breastfeed your baby in front of him?
dad!jeonghan, dad!joshua, dad!s.coups x reader
a.n: hihi, this was so cute,, thank you for requesting!!
I thought about adding something and making Jeonghan(+ the 95's line) as a dad, hope that's okay and I hope you will like it !!
hcs ; + short scenario ; separated ; fluff ; 1.9k wc. ; BLUSHING OVER ALL OF THEM
JEONGHAN [ě í]
Imagine him with a daughter. the devil duo. A duo that everyone fears because of the pranks they play every day. So, good luck dealing with the female copy of Jeonghan⌠He would be adorable though; he would do anything to make his daughter happy and would also tend to spoil her to see her smileâŚhe would let her find her hobbies and then become her biggest support!! He throws a tantrum when your daughter wants to stay with you. he might even pout and huff as he tries to get your attention, but you would keep to annoy him - and even if he does not admit it he loves it. In fact, he would love most of all when your daughter is with you. the two people who make him happy most in the world sleeping peacefully in your bed; he would lie down with you to soon fall asleep happily, safe in the knowledge that when he wakes up you would be the first thing he sees.
Starting from the beginning, when you have just become parents. And you are sharing the first experiences, such as the first diaper change, the first doctor's visit, the first clothes and toys purchased, and the first time he saw you breastfeeding your daughter.
Even the most ordinary and natural action you did for your child made him shy as if it reminded him of his love for you.
But not just any love, but the kind of teenage love that brought you together while you were still in high school. That sincere and pure love that marks a newly-arrived feeling, that love that makes your heart beat wildly for something as simple as a gaze or a hand brush.
Looking away, wandering eyes, hand still on the doorknob, body between the doorway and the room, blushing face, unclear and vague speech, a smirk of hidden happiness â these are his reactions to seeing you breastfeed your daughter for the first time.
That would be the first time he understood that your relationship had reached new depths and that something more than ever had been established from your wonderful marriage.
And that for the rest of your lives, you will not only have each other to keep you company, but you will also have your daughter to whom you can pour out all your love.
After you teased a bit but mostly comforted him--there was no need to be nervous after everything that had happened between you--he entered the room and sat down next to you. He didn't want to say anything because he was terrified of interrupting what was happening in front of your eyes. He'd wait for the baby to go to sleep before assisting you with anything you wanted to do. A warm bath? He would make it. Sleep? He would sleep with you. Should I eat something? He has already entered the kitchen.
I don't know how many more times you will have the chance to see Jeonghan so openly available, wanting nothing in return?
Although, in reality, every move he made was an attempt to express his deepest gratitude to you and to truly remind you how much he cares about you.
S.COUPS [ ěě¤ěżąě¤]
DAD OF TWINS. I won't take no for an answer. I imagine twins, a boy and a girl, whom he would love with all his heart. He would go to both of their games and matches. He would be that father cheering up 24/7 his kid. S.coups plans family outings, finds delicious recipes, and loves playing 24/7 with his children. He would continuously smile when he was with them, and he would do everything he could to spend as much time as possible with his family. And I think he is the type that even when he is not with his children, ALWAYS talks about them. As if they were awards or cats, he would show everyone their pictures. + He would have a picture of you holding the twins as his phone background. He would become a chef, always thinking about what to cook he might buy for his children.
+ I believe he is the type of person who would want them to match their outfitâŚand with him too. He would love to tell them stories, especially creating new ones, either to put them to sleep or to entertain them on the walks. They'd be so unique and entertaining that they'd catch your attention and you'd start listening to them as well.
Imagine your family on one of the summer weekends. The kids are six years old, and you're going for a short hike on a mountain. You're holding hands while he's backpacking your sleeping son and, with his other hand, holding his daughter's hand. He'd have a 32-toothed smile on his face and a proud look on his face as he narrated another of his stories. As fate would have it, the story had ended by the time you arrived in the designated meadow, and the children had gone asleep as well. You lay down on a huge sheet that has been spread out. S.coups brought out the sack lunch you had brought, and you and he proceeded to eat as the twins slept peacefully.
You are lying down addled with your head on his legs, remembering about days spent together, as he gently brushes your hair. You two begin talking about how you dreamt about those experiences as teenagers and how wonderful it was that it all came true in the end. Your quiet conversation awakened the two kids who were hungry and eager to eat the delicious lunch you had prepared.
Your lunch was over in a burst of laughter and more stories, and your children instantly went around the large field to play. Before you could move, you noticed S.coups getting up and following them.
It was just you and your family in that idyllic place, and everything in that moment only brought joy to your heart. Running in the meadows, bouncing in the grass, gasping breaths, loud laughing, sunshine lighting up faces and legs that wouldn't stop moving -Â everything in that moment only brought joy to your heart.
Taking a picture or a video would never be enough to capture that moment, so you closed your eyes for a second to imprint that memory as deeply as possible in your mind.
As if your eyes were a camera, and you heard your husband's voice shouting as they closed--as if before a shot.
"THE FIRST ONE WHO REACHES MOM WIN," and the most gorgeous vision was before you as soon as you opened your eyes again.
The three people you cared about the most in the world, with whom you were able to share every aspect of yourself and who you could always rely on, were running toward you. Arms outstretched, enormous smiles, quick running, and upbeat attitudes:Â that was an incredible summer day.
JOSHUA [쥰ěě]
The beautiful dad that everyone admires. He is kind, loving, intelligent, handsome, helpful, funny⌠And of course, he only has eyes for you and your children. I imagine a family with three or four children of different ages. He would like to have large families and be surrounded by people he cares about. I believe he would remember every detail about all of his children, no matter how small. Let's be honest: he loves taking care of his children(MALEWIFE VIBES.) He would love to go to the grocery and bring home a few extra surprises for the kids. + He is the type of parent who would come back with pounds of something you said you liked months ago. He would also take you on trips when the children are old enough. And he makes every effort to include y'all in his business trips. As much as he doesn't always show it, I believe he misses you continuously while you're not with him. HE WOULD SING FOR YOUR CHILDREN. Those wonderful lullabies that would sound heavenly and perfect to lull them to sleep through his voice.
It's late at night, and your town is being battered by a violent thunderstorm. Sleep is restless and light due to the roaring rain, lightning, thunder, and noisily moving leaves.
Some people are not influenced by the weather outside; on the contrary, they are lulled by it, but others, such as your children, are frightened by it. It was soft weeping, not outside noises, that woke you up.
Your 5-year-old kid approached your bed with tears in his eyes, wanting to go with you and your husband to your bed.
It didn't take long for the child to snuggle between you and Joshua after waking you up, falling asleep peacefully after a few minutes.
After the initial worry, the image of your lover and son sleeping close together was projected in front of your eyes, and you quickly fell back into Morpheus' embrace.
It wasn't more than five minutes later that you heard your 6-year-old middle daughter moving the sheets on your bed. She, too, had been woken up by the thunderstorm and was unable to sleep due to her fear of the noises that had grown louder in the meantime.
You invited her to sleep in your bed without thinking about it.
The bed was suddenly filled with warmth and breaths that had slept together that night. Even with the arrival of your daughter, Joshua had not awoken.
But it was when he heard the word "dad" that he sat up in bed and opened his eyes wide.
He saw his seven-year-old son by his bed and, shifting his sight to the bed, he noticed the rest of his family sound asleep. He couldn't explain what had happened, but it felt like a warm squeeze to his heart, which was full of love.
He smiled and turned to face his kid, asking what he was doing there.
"The storm woke me up, and in the room, I no longer saw my brothers," he murmured, alluding to the two who were now peacefully sleeping next to you.
Thunder interrupted the silence before your husband could say anything. Your son approached his father as he shook himself awake.
That thunder had woken you all up, and the younger brother's sudden crying had woken his sister up as well.
You sat up in your chair and looked at the time; it was 4:54 a.m. As you held the children in your arms, their cries appeared to grow louder, and your soft words sought to drown out their sorrow.
Any noise was broken by a more musical sound.
To put his children to sleep, Joshua began humming their favorite song. His voice was still slightly raspy from just waking up, but it just added to his allure.
And you were not the only one who thought so.
The children, enchanted, began to be calmed to sleep by that melody.
Joshua had gotten up to make a place for the older brother, who had also lying out in bed.
You hinted about getting up and leaving so your husband could stay in bed. But, with a simple smile and a wave of his hand, he assured you that you could stay and that he would sleep on the couch next to the bed for the rest of the night.
His hair was messy, his voice was harsh but clear, and his eyes were half-closed. In your opinion, Joshua had never looked more beautiful.
And everyone in that house had gone asleep thanks to his voice; minds wandered through dreams, and his image imprinted in your mind followed you to the dream realm as well.
Thank you for reading!! comments, likes, and reblogs are always greatly appreciated. I hope y'all will like it <3
Every single ship/pairing/otp/brotp/friendship etc in Seventeenđ
3&10: Joshua & The8Â
are you me??? I just started reading it too, a couple of days back, on episode 77 right now
ok i should Not have gone through the omniscient reader tag because i was immediately hit with spoilers and i literally started reading it only yesterday đ
S.COUPS for Marie Claire Korea
summary: the majority of your adult life youâve been practically married to logic and science. until your superiors at the FBI assign you to work with special agent johnny suh on the so-called x-files projectâcases that were never solved due to unexplained phenomena. as time goes by, and you chase case after case, you find yourself drifting further from logic⌠and closer to johnny. (part of the 90s love collab)
pairing: conspiracytheorist!johnny x doctor!reader
genre: x-files!au (with johnny as fox mulder and reader as dana scully), fbiagents!au, coworkers-to-lovers, slow burn, sci-fi, angst, fluff, comedy, crack-ish at times, fakmarriage!au at the end
warnings: language, murder, eating, blood, general violence, police presence (txf is fbi level copaganda but oh well), johnny is a low key dick initially, sexual references, general american ignorance, implied sexual harrassment in the workplace, mental hospitals, reader witnesses a distressing panic attack, guns, body image, referenced child/animal abuse, repressed memories, mentions of anti-semitism & nazism, christian allusions, occultism, mild gore, slight body horror, some 90s pop culture references, i am not !!! an fbi agent so there may be some inconsistencies, suggestive content but no actual smut, Karens being thirsty for johnny, johnny is a Single Man and is Kind of Gross, both reader and johnny get knocked unconscious Several Times
song recs: gorillaz - dirty harry // john mellencamp - martha say // elton john - whitewash county // arctic monkeys - all my own stunts // kesha - spaceship // the cranberries - dreams // exo - oasis // the cure - friday, iâm in love // billy joel - we didnât start the fire // david bowie - starman // phoebe bridgers - chinese satellite // tom petty - wildflowers // selena - bidi bidi bom bom // soda stereo - persiana americana // bruce springsteen - dancing in the dark // the cranberries - linger // bruce springsteen - human touch // r.e.m - itâs the end of the world as we know it (and i feel fine) // david bowie - heroes (or just listen to the playlist i made instead)
word count: 34.3k (YOWZA u should prob read this on a browser)
a/n: a fic this longâŚâŚnever again
X-FILE 62-J: THE PINEWOOD PATTERN
FBI HEADQUARTERS, WASHINGTON, D.Câ08:00 hours, Monday, March 16th, 1992
The morning you met Johnny Suh, his glasses were crooked. It was two years after youâd started working for the FBI, and you were 28 years old.Â
Youâd spoken to your Division Chiefâan older, balding man named Carson Brooksâthe afternoon prior, just before you left home. He, along with two other men had asked you about the man in question.Â
âAgent L/N, tell me. What do you know about an agent named John Suh?âÂ
You had furrowed your eyebrow, staring up at him. âJohn Suh? He had quite the reputation at the academy. Letâs see⌠Oxford educated psychologist. He wrote a monograph on serial killers and the occult⌠helped the FBI catch Ezekiel Braun in 1988. Heâs generally considered to be the best analyst of the violent crimes division. Iâve never met him personally. Thereâs a nickname for him around the division, though. They called him that in the academy, too.â You had to hold back a chuckle, âSpooky Suh.â
One of the men next to him noddedâa senior officer whose name you couldnât quite rememberâbefore leaning forward. âIt has come to our attention that heâs devoted himself to a project outside of the bureau mainstream. Agent L/N, are you familiar with the so-called X-Files project?â
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⼠Thirteen friends reconnect on a camping trip, reminiscing about their times as camp counselors when they were in college.
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pairing: mingyu x fem!reader genre: smut, angst, fluff (ish) word count: 3.7k warnings: SMUT, minors do not interact part one
this is part of my series, seventeen as songs from lover (ts)
Mingyu â Paper Rings I hate accidents, except when we went from friends to this âłÂ Mingyu had always been your best friend and that line had never been crossed before, then, one day, you woke up naked ion his bed with a vivid memory of the previous night.
Ever since he was a kid, Mingyu had this sort of life motto: regret nothing and own up to the consequences of your actions. And for twenty-six entire years, he managed to do just that. Of course, there were things he wished he could have done differently. However, once something is done there is no going back. He could apologize for it, had it been a mistake, or he could just move on. And although he didnât regret a single moment of the night he spent with you, the owning-up part was a little trickier than he had expected. Â
Mingyu was sure that your reaction would be bad, he knew that youâd get scared. But he thought that you would stay back so the two of you could talk. Or, at the very least, follow through with what you had said to him. Tomorrow morning, we go back to what we are, was what you said. But when morning came and Mingyu finally woke up, you were no longer in his bed. The only thing left of you was your perfume on his pillow. Â
He figured that he should give you time. You got scared and that was normal. He had known you for four years and he knew that you werenât the kind of person who enjoyed changes. You loved your routines and being inside your bubble. It was a surprise that you had let him get close to you at all, even more so when both of you grew attached to the other. Â
Chan said that it was weird but he and Soonyoung were happy that you were finally allowing yourself to just be freer. Â
Mingyu wanted to be that person for you but was it so bad that he also wanted to be more than?Â
Truth be told, Mingyu had been interested in you since the moment you met. You, on the other hand, didnât seem at all interested in him so he didnât press you. When you opened up to him and allowed him to get closer to you, he was dating someone else. Â
It was around the same time he started to let himself be touchy with you, like he always was with all his friends, that he noticed that the way he first felt about you didnât change or disappear.  Â
He had been idiot enough to stay with his girlfriend, thinking that maybe he was reading too much into what you were doing. Then his girlfriend started to get uncomfortable, the fights started and they just broke up.Â
Though he didnât feel nearly as heartbroken as he made it seem, Mingyu let you nurse him through his breakup. Youâd sit with him for hours, his head on your lap while you played with his hair.Â
âI think youâd look great with long hair,â you said randomly one day.Â
âWhy?â he looked away from the tv, eyes focused solely on you.
âYouâre disgustingly handsome. I think you should tryâ
He didnât need to be told twice. Mingyu started to let his hair grow and he was too lazy to get a proper cut so you were the one cutting his hair for him. I donât want to hear a single complaint about this, you told him while he sat in the middle of your bathroom.Â
It was physically painful for him to hold back from touching you. Mingyu was well aware that if you got scared youâd just run away from him and there was a high chance of him never seeing you again. And that wasnât something he wanted.Â
Desperate moments call for desperate measures. He needed, God help him, Soonyoungâs help.
âSo, how long will you keep avoiding Mingyu?â Soonyoung asked when you set his coffee in front of him.Â
Your lifelong friend had asked to meet you once your shift was over, and you agreed. Much to your surprise, he had gotten there an hour early and was now just bothering you.
"Shut up and drink your coffee"
"Come on, there's no one here. Sit down and talk to me"
The problem with working at a cafĂŠ that had a homely feel was that your friends, honestly just Soonyoung, thought that they could just pretend that it was your own home.Â
"I'm working"
He rolled his eyes at you.
"At your brother's cafĂŠ," he tugged at your shirt "Sit down, humor me for a second"
With a sigh, you dropped your body on the couch next to his.Â
"He asks about you every single day, you know? He said you guys fought, so he's giving you time. But I don't think he will be able to hold himself back for much longer"
You pinched your nose, your heart suddenly aching at his works.Â
Truth was, you missed Mingyu. Desperately. You regretted leaving his side the moment you closed his apartment door but you also couldn't bring yourself to go back.
You figured that you should give yourself a little time to understand what happened and maybe get it sorted out in your mind. But you couldn't stop thinking about him, about the way he kissed you â so tenderly, with so much care, as if you were something precious that he would never give himself the luxury of breaking.Â
His touch was engraved in your body, just thinking about it made your skin electric. Mingyu was the first thing you thought about in the mornings, the last thing on your mind before you drifted off to sleep. He found ways to sneak up on you when you least expected it.
He texted you every day like he normally did, but you left all of his messages on read. You had been obsessed with your notification bar for the past three of weeks.
Though your actions said otherwise, you were scared of facing Mingyu, terrified that things between the two of you would change.Â
"Tell me what happened" Soonyoung nudged you with his knee "Maybe I can help. You know I always have killer advices"
There was no way you'd tell Soonyoung you slept with Mingyu.
"We just fought, it was stupid" you shook your head.
You watched in complete distress as the two working wheels inside his brain moved. Soonyoung went from furrowed eyebrows that said this fucking dumb girl to wide eyes.
"You guys fucked!"
You pressed your hands to Soonyoung's mouth, looking over your shoulder to make sure that your brother was still in the kitchen. Soonyoung kept his eyes wide open, his words muffled by your hands.
"Shut up!"Â
He managed to push your hands away, looking over your shoulder before leaning on the table with his forearms, his voice barely a whisper.
"You're an adult, I'm pretty sure your brother knows you have sex from time to time"
"He doesn't need to know with whom" you pushed his head back.Â
"Well, at least you're not denying it"
It would have been stupid to deny it when you felt as if you were walking around with a sign that said I slept with my best friend hanging over your head.
"Listen, I'll be as honest about this as I possibly can. You guys like each other, and have for a very long time. I mean everyone thinks you're dating" when you started to shake your head, Soonyoung rolled his eyes "I can count the amount of times I've hugged you in the past ten years. Twenty, if you're wondering. One for my birthday and one for yours, which I always have to force you to do"
"yn, you're not someone who's very into physical touch, which is fine. But with Mingyu? You guys touch each other the whole time, anywhere. The only time you guys weren't all over each other was when he was in a serious relationship, which mind you, you cried over"
Soonyoung was a fantastic friend, always. Despite his loud personality, at least around your group, he gave advice quietly. He never made a big deal of situations, he never went around screaming your secrets away. But in that moment you hated how much he was able to read you, like the only thing hiding your feelings was a thin glass wall.
"I didnât cry" you sighed, dropping your head to the table.
"Sweetheart, you sobbed. I had no idea what I was supposed to do with you"
Soonyoung had laughter in his eyes, and at that moment he reminded you so much of the boy you met in high school. He had changed so much, from the way he dressed to the way he behaved. But still, somewhere inside, he was the same kid from ten years before.
"What are you afraid of?"
Of a life without Mingyu, was the only answer you had.Â
You met Mingyu for the first time at twenty-two, fresh out of college, scared of life. You hated your major, marketing, and hated your job too. Mingyu had been a breath of fresh air, with wide eyes and a beautiful smile.Â
It was always hard for you to let people close. You were just too shy and introverted but ever since Chan introduced you to Mingyu, you enjoyed his presence. He was always too much. Too tall, too large, too loud, talked too fast. But whenever he spoke to you, his voice was a little quieter, softer somehow.
Mingyu was larger than life itself and you were afraid you were too little compared to him.Â
He was out there with his fancy corporate job, a financial manager, while you worked at your brother's cafĂŠ. It was what you wanted, yes, your shit degree had some use and you got to test out recipes with your brother. It was a much simpler life than the one Mingyu wanted.
"We're too different" you whispered, blinking away your tears.
You wanted Mingyu, not just like your best friend but in all ways one can have someone. You wanted to be able to kiss him whenever and do all the romantic shit you had seen people around you do.
"You're not and even if you were, what's so wrong about that? Don't people say that opposites attract?" he patted your hand "Won't you rather regret a decision than spend your life wishing you could have done something different?"
Soonyoung's Words still echoed through Mingyu's mind hours after they spoke on the phone.Â
yn thinks she's not enough for you.
He didn't know what he was supposed to do with that information. How he was supposed to convince you that you were more than enough? Not just that, that you were the only one he wanted.
As soon as he ended the call with Soonyoung, Mingyu had gotten up from his desk, ready to call it a day and go after you. Everything else could wait. There was nothing more important than you to him.Â
It didn't seem to matter to his boss though, as he not only made Mingyu stay but also work over hours. Managers make their own schedule, my ass. It was already past midnight when he got inside his car.Â
It was too late to go to your place and try to talk with you. It was almost the middle of the night and Mingyu wanted to have a clear head to speak with you. He needed to be the most eloquent version of himself so that he could lay out in front of you, all of his cards, and hopefully maybe have you back in his life. Even if you were to remain just friends.Â
So he dragged himself home, feeling defeated once again. Three weeks of no contact with you had been pure torture. His messages were read the night before, which gave him a little bit of hope, but still, he didn't get an answer. His phone calls were obviously screened.Â
"Fuck" he cursed turning the lights in his living room on.
Mingyu rubbed his eyes to make sure that he wasn't imagining things. Because there you were, sleeping on his couch
In complete silence, or at least trying to be as quiet as possible, Mingyu took off his shoes and locked the door behind him. He never took his eyes off of you, scared that maybe if he looked away or even blinked you'd disappear.
He kneeled on the floor by your side, his hand immediately going to your face.Â
Ever since you met Mingyu, four days was the longest period of time you went without seeing each other. Six hours was the longest you went without talking. Needless to say, those three weeks had been hell, both for you and him.Â
You had been stubborn and Mingyu was determined to give you space. It was a lose-lose situation.Â
âynâ he whispered your name.
Slowly you opened your eyes. And god, how much had he missed those eyes. Mingyu found out, very early on, that your eyes held all of your truths. You went about your life thinking that no one had a single clue of what was going on through your mind â and for the most part, you managed to succeed. But there were moments when you allowed him to see all there was to you.Â
And maybe that wasnât your intention but your eyes gave away your truth. You missed Mingyu, desperately so, just as much as he missed you.
âSorry I fell asleep,â you said pushing back a yawn.
Mingyu smiled at you, his hand on your head, lightly massaging your scalp.
âItâs okay, itâs really lateâ
You nodded, eyes closing again.
âCan you lay with me?â
You tugged a little on the sleeve of his shirt.
âYeah, give me just a minuteâ
Mingyu leaned down and kissed your hair quickly before standing up. He got out of his working clothes and grabbed whichever comfortable ones were closer to him. With a blanket in his hand, he went back into the living room.Â
You scooted back onto the couch, your back pressed against the couch, giving Mingyu enough space to crawl in by your side.Â
As soon as you felt Mingyuâs body next to yours, you wrapped your arm around his waist, getting as close to him as you possibly could.Â
With a content sigh, Mingyu nested your head against his neck, his lips never leaving your forehead.Â
It didnât take long for him do fall asleep too.
You were the kind of person who didnât like sleeping in places that werenât your bed, your home. In fact, you had a really hard time sleeping in unknown places. And yet, wrapped in the warmth of Mingyu, you felt as if you had slept for the first time in weeks.Â
You missed Mingyu like crazy and craved his touch each waking minute of the day.Â
You tilted your head back a little, to look at him. How you managed to go three weeks without him was unknown to you. But now that you were in his arms again, you would never let him go again.Â
Even if that night had changed everything or nothing at all, you decided that you wanted Mingyu in your life in whichever way he was willing to be.Â
Talking with Soonyoung had helped, more than you could have imagined. He walked you home that night, going over with you through everything that you felt, and why you decided to bolt in the morning. His answer was for really smart people, both of you are dumb as fuck.
During the entire day, you built up the courage to go to Mingyu and try and see if there was anything salvageable about your friendship.Â
Mingyu stirred awake, his arms tightening around you, causing a small laugh to escape your lips.Â
âWhat?â he asked, voice low and raspy.Â
âYouâre squeezing meâ
It wasnât a complaint, in any way, shape, or form. You liked the feeling of him all around you, almost way too much.
âIt was intentionalâ
He squeezed you again, shifting on the couch and pulling you on top of him. His eyes were foggy with sleep but it was easy to spot the same thing you saw that night. The emotion you refused to acknowledge then.Â
Longing and adoration.Â
âSorry, I left that day. I freaked outâ You shook your head, pushing his hair from his forehead. You wished you could be more vocal about all of it, have prettier words for him "I thought that if I stayed our relationship would be over because I don't think I can go back to how we were before that night. IâŚ"
You groaned and hid your face on the crock of his neck.
âI like youâ you admitted quietly âI have for a really long time nowâ
Scared, you looked at him.
"I want it all with you, yn. I've liked you from the start. So can we, please, stop pretending that there isn't anything more than just friendship between us? Weâve had our fair share of miscommunication, missed opportunities, and unspoken feelings. Our friendship is everything to me, but I can't ignore these other feelings anymoreâ
His eyes never left yours. His emotions werenât hidden in his sleeve, they were on full display for you. Everything that Mingyu was, he showed to you without any reservations.
So, instead of giving him stuttered words, you pulled his face close to yours, capturing his lips into yours.
The kiss was the same as the ones from the other night but also entirely new. That night you were friends testing the waters, entering unknown territory. In that moment, though, you were more.Â
âI missed you so muchâ you whispered against his lips, trailing soft kisses down his neck. You felt his semi-erect cock under you, his hands on your ass âSo much, Gyuâ
âyn?â he asked as you moved lower on his body.
âI never got a chance to do this that nightâ
You kept on moving down over his body, nails lightly scratching the exposed skin of his lower stomach that was uncovered by his shirt. In one swift movement, you pulled his sweats and boxers down, revealing his cock.Â
âI can never predict you,â he said with a laugh âTwo seconds ago we were confessing, and now, look at youâ
You ran the tip of your finger over the length of his cock while looking at him, trying your best to keep a neutral face.
âDo you want to talk some more?â you asked, voice sweet.
âLooking at you, all quiet and sweet, no one would ever⌠Jesus, fuckâ
You didnât wait for him to finish, taking him as deep as you could in your throat. You stood still for a second, eyes still on Mingyu watching his reaction. His head was tipped back, eyes closed, mouth slightly open. Slowly you started to bob your head up and down, one of your hands on his balls as the other held the base of his cock.
âFuck, ynâ he moaned.Â
Mingyu snaked his hand on your head, fingers gripping your hair and slightly pulling it, while forcing your head down on his cock, making you moan in exchange. You pulled your head back, licking his tip and small drops of precum. You felt him twitch as you teased his tip with your lips and tongue, your hands pumping him up and down.Â
Another moan left his lips, louder this time, followed by a grunt.
Abruptly he pulled you up.Â
âIf you keep going, Iâm going to cum in your mouthâ
You smiled at him, which made him moan again.
âThatâs what I was going forâ you complained, kissing his neck, hand going between your bodies, running down once again, until you reached him.Â
âBut I want to fuck youâ he whispered against your ear, biting the sensitive skin.
Mingyu took your lips in his, his hand still on your hair. Without ever breaking the kiss, he stood from the couch with you in his arms, pushing his pants and underwear past his ankles. The pieces of clothes lost somewhere in the hallway.
âIâm going to stock this entire goddamn apartment in condoms, every single roomâ he grunted as he dropped you on the bed âPants offâ
âArenât we bossyâ you teased with a laugh, but still complied âYou too, shirt offâ
He rolled his eyes at you, pulling his shirt over his head. How many times had you ogled his body over the years, watching the transformation of going to the gym every single day? And now he was in full display for you.
âI want to ride youâ you whispered.
Mingyu didnât complain, settling against the headboard of the bed.
âIâm all yoursâ
Something in the way he said it felt real, final. He was yours and you were his.
You climbed up his body and took his cock in your hand again, pumping him once, then again, before angling him under your wet pussy.
Slowly, painfully so, you lowered your body, taking every inch of him in. You moaned, feeling full of him. Mingyu reached over and pulled your shirt off too.
Lazily you started to move up and down, deliberately so.Â
âBaby, you have to go fasterâ he moaned, pulling your face close to his, nibbling on the skin of your neck. You knew he would leave a mark, and so did he, but you didnât mind.Â
Mingyu suddenly grabbed your hips with both hands, firmly holding you as he started to move his hips up and down, faster than the pace you were willing to give him. You wanted to torture him, but he could do just the same to you. He smiled when you clutched onto his shoulder, head tilted back.
âAh, Mingyu, fuckâ you cried âfuck, fuck, fuckâ
He moved one of his hands, his thumb pressing over your throbbing clit, mercilessly rubbing in circles.Â
âAh⌠oh my godâ
âAre you gonna cum, baby?âÂ
He pressed harder against you, hips moving faster. The sound of his skin hitting yours was loud, dirty, and enticing.Â
âCum for me, baby, all over my cockâ he whispered.
With a cry, you felt your pussy clenching around his cock as your orgasms took over you. Your entire body shook as you held onto Mingyu, biting his neck while he fucked you, thrusting to the hilt, again and again, until he too found his release.
You pulled back slightly and kissed him.
âGive me two minutes and Iâll eat you outâ
You laughed and pushed his face back.
âYou donât have it in you, big boyâ
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you always make my heart beat âĄ
My cartoon for this weekâs Guardian Books.
Not socialist in a âI wonât have to workâ type of way but socialist in a âIâll still be working but I wonât be worried I wonât make the rentâ type of way. In a âbillions wonât be hoarded by one personâ type of way. In a âjanitors, fast-food workers, child care workers, preschool teachers, hotel clerks, personal care and home health aides, and grocery store cashiers, will live comfortablyâ type of way. In a âthe sick and elderly will be cared forâ type of way. In a âno child should workâ type of way.
ten things bang chan says when he thinks youâre asleep â fluff, established relationship, a tinge of angst
CHAN | lee know | changbin | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin
one. you know what i realized lately? i've been sleeping better. i think it started on the first night you moved in with me. i didn't know sleep could come so easy until i had you next to me. it's really nice to wake up and find you in my arms, too. and i thinkâi think i wouldn't mind doing this for the rest of my life.
two. your hair is longer these days. i think it suits you a lot, but i think i love it more because it's easier to run my fingers through your hair when you fall asleep on my lap this way, easier to play with them.
three. you used my shampoo today. i don't know why, but that made me love you even more than i did yesterday. maybe it's because my life feels so intertwined with yours this way. you feel closer to me like this. yeah, that must be why.
four. you've worked really really hard to get this far, and it shows. i'm so proud of you, angel. you're doing a great job.
five. i'm learning to love myself more because of you. thank you for loving me as i am. thank you for loving me when i thought i wasn't lovable. i promise i will love myself the way that you love me. promise you'll do the same for me?
six. i'm sorry if i get too in my head sometimes. i'm sorry if i don't listen when you tell me to take breaks. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. please stay with me. i promise i'm trying. i really am trying.
seven. a song called 'grows old' played on the radio today. it made me think of you. please also hold my heart until it grows old.
eight. you deserve a place in this world. i'm sorry it made you think for a moment that you didn't, but you deserve to take up your spot. someone's life is better because of you, my life is better because you're in it. i've been learning to appreciate small joys because of you. i love you.
nine. if there's no one to lean on, i'm always here.
ten. one day, i'll marry you.