so wait you know when in episode 7 charles starts to see what's actually in hell after he and edwin start running for it and edwin says "you have to experience hell to see what's really there" does that mean that charles' personal hell was seeing edwin helpless and in pain and scared and unable to get away from a giant spider made of baby doll heads? does it? interesting šµļøāāļø
I made a thing:
rui subconsciously preparing himself for rejection even when he first meets wxs⦠ough my heart </3
obviously the main story is meant to introduce ruiās eccentricities comically, but is it just me or is he also just testing tsukasa in ch 9?
he reads tsukasaās script and then goes on to suggest LIGHTNING. as if conjuring concentrated electricity is the most normal thing in the world. and he KNOWS he seems insane for it
he even highlights the danger of it to tsukasa, making it seem like heās not prioritizing tsukasaās safety at all, even though we know damn well he would beat himself up over it if he actually hurt anyone. (hell, the first wxs event was literally all about that) like, it very much seems like rui is exaggerating his own eccentric nature
and then when tsukasa is apprehensive about the idea, heās dramatic, pulling out puppy eyes and seemingly joking around about leaving
and it might seem like some funny manipulative farce to force tsukasa to let rui test out whatever ideas he had, but alternatively, it mightāve just been a farce put up in order for rui to protect his feelings. he saw that tsukasa was backtracking, not actually as willing to surpass expectations as he claimed, so rui was genuinely going to leave, likely because he didnāt want to face tsukasaās rejection and judgement. he had exemplified the risk, knowing how any normal person would react to it, because then he could just say āoh well, i knew nobody would want to do anything this crazy anyways.ā he didnāt actually believe that someone would accept him or his ideas and was prepared to be alone as per usual
which is why it makes sense that heās surprised when tsukasa (albeit reluctantly) actually AGREES to the lightning
itās too good to be true, so he throws more crazy ideas at tsukasa: a flamethrower, launching tsukasa w jets installed in the stage; trying to push him away before rui can feel the pain of rejection again
yet, tsukasa rises to meet ruiās challenges anyway
rui has FINALLY found people who are ready to carry out his ideas to the best of their abilities and heās noticeably happier, which nene points out
after nene and rui part, heās off excitedly shopping for parts and gadgets for the show. heās found a place where he belongs. where he doesnāt have to face rejection anymore. where he has people who will support and actually fulfill his ideas. people who will see him as more than just a weirdo. he doesnāt have to be alone anymore.
this idea of a found home in wxs is reiterated in every rui event, and to think he was once afraid that they might reject him too </3
(rui, you make me want to chomp on a desk :ā) )
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BOY, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DONāT PRACTICE!
Now write your ć«ćæć«ć(katakana) charts again.
āthank you for being my friend all this timeā
(pls donāt tag as shipā¼ļø thank youā¤ļø)
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According to Project Message Vol.20, Rui is the fastest at running away from teachers out of Oddball 1-2. This is because Tsukasa doesnāt like running on school grounds, which makes him run a bit slower.
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