I HATE MORAL OCD. Well I Shouldnt Say Hate Thats A Strong Word. And I Dont Want To Sound Like I Hate

I HATE MORAL OCD. well i shouldnt say hate thats a strong word. and i dont want to sound like i hate people WITH moral ocd because i dont of course. i just hate having it. but i shouldnt think that, i do like having morals, its just stressful to be thinking about them so constantly and scrutinizing every little thing i do or think. but really thats the least i could do so i should at least try, right? just because i suffer from— no, struggle with moral ocd doesn’t mean i should just stop thinking about things all together, thats not what im saying and i should make that clear, but i

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hensteeths

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everybody ready for the toxic mad scientist exes yuri reveal

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hensteeths

2 months ago

can someone ask a good question

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hensteeths

4 months ago

has the anti-intellectualism on this site gotten worse or am I just new here. I feel like I regularly see people bragging about not knowing stuff

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hensteeths

2 months ago

found a new kind of ftm chaser

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hensteeths

7 months ago

background from episode 11 of scavengers reign, from the cold open flashback to when azi first landed on vesta. image takes place in the red desert area where we first saw her in the beginning of the season

to the right of the image, taking up most of the space, is azi's landing pod, standing upright from where it landed in the desert. large, cone-like in shape with a flat top. it faces the right, the door closed and two of the pods' round windows visible above and beside it, as well as one of the launchers. a band of black sits at the top and bottom of the pod.

the ground is rocky and mostly flat, with low hills in the distance. at its flattest, it is a mixture of coral pinks and bits of yellow, while raised areas become a darker pink, broken up by dark purple rocks and even darker grass. behind the pod are large white pillars, growing from the ground and towards the sky, crisscrossing like trees in a forest. some are nearly was wide as the landing pod, while others are shorter and thinner, with even smaller bits branching out. behind it all, the sky is bright blue, nearing teal towards the horizon, with large, white clouds [end id]

background from episode 11 of scavengers reign. image from the red desert area that azi first landed in. image is a wideshot view of the red desert landscape, with its coral and dark pink ground, patches of purple grass, and white pillars.

a few budding pillars that are barely off the ground can be seen in the foreground. on either side of the image, larger white pillars rise up to the sky, skinnier ones on the left, and a particularly thicc one on the right. small pillars dot the distant landscape ahead, with a clear view of the horizon, filled with only the clear blue sky, and large white clouds drifting behind the pillars [end id]

background from episode 11 of scavengers reign. image from the red desert area that azi first landed in. image is a closeup shot from the ground, a large white pillar taking up most of the shot on the right, the bottom of it framed by dark purple grass. a little further up ahead, a lone pillar grows, with more spaced out in the distance. the bright blue sky continues [end id]

background from episode 11 of scavengers reign. image from the red desert area that azi first landed in. image shows a wideshot of the area.

a portion of the pod takes up the left foreground, behind it, the middle ground is centred on the large grey container that held levi and the bike, nestled into the pink earth. a large white pillar sits at an angle from behind it, and a few more crisscross the back. the blue sky peeks out from behind [end id]

background from episode 11 of scavengers reign. image from the red desert area that azi first landed in.

close up shot, looking down at one of the mysterious white vesta flowers. the pink earth is dotted with bits of yellow, and patches of darker ground, dark red rocks, and purple grass. the singular flower sits in the centre, rising from the ground with a delicate blue-green stem and thin, pointed leaves. the flower is closed, its petals twisted in a closed bud that has a tear-drop shape, it is blue-ish white and contains a slight glow [end id]

some backgrounds i painted from episode eleven of scavengers reign

background designs by: darina laposvskaya

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hensteeths

4 weeks ago

discussion about right wing radicalisation focuses near-exclusively on men becoming white nationalists but i wonder how it might manifest elsewhere. like, imagine a heavily online subculture of mostly women and they're dedicated to rooting out degeneracy, maintaining a rigid social order, refusing to acknowledge scientific consensus, being violently paranoid of a dehumanised other, adhering to exclusively eurocentric standards of beauty and politically dedicated to exterminating a minority group (possibly one that was already historically targeted for genocide). that'd be fuckin crazy lol

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hensteeths

6 months ago

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hensteeths

2 months ago

I don't think you can maintain a militarist culture that vaunts bombing poor foreigners as the height of civic valour and strength and then be surprised that your adolescents find meaning in gym-addled misogynists and their hellish visions of domination and aggression. The dreams of Liberalism spawn monsters.

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hensteeths

9 months ago