Part Of Me Is So Done. The Rejection Is Too Much And I Dont Want To Subject Myself To It. My Walls Rarely

Part of me is so done. The rejection is too much and i dont want to subject myself to it. My walls rarely get broken down and once a piece of that soft gushy underside is bruised, I have no problem with immediately cutting that person off.

The other side of me is so entrenched. So in love. So hopeful.

I know my reality. And my reality is that ill only be allowed glimpsed and pieces. Ill never be alloted the full blown love and happiness others find so easily. I'll be alone forever and I just have to accept that.

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1 year ago

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1 year ago

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1 year ago

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1 year ago

Pathetic. Listening to sad love songs.

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